"50..."
I dropped to the ground after finishing, I can feel pain in every muscle in my body but I still don't care. It's been a month since that happened at school, in this time not many things have happened besides the fact that some people I don't know come to visit me and talk to me about things that don't interest me, I've also been training my body 5 times a week.
I always try to speak with the utmost respect and kindness to anyone who speaks to me, my mother seems to be trying to make me a pacifist like her but fortunately, that is not something she can achieve, there is no way that someone who is in bed all day and has a few more months to live has the right to change someone. My father seems to be quite stressed, barely having time to talk to me because there are some villains that are causing quite a bit of damage out there and my sister talks normally to me even though she seemed a bit embarrassed a few weeks ago.
Rumi also came to see me with her parents a short time ago, despite the way I spoke to her before, she seemed to be quite proud and happy for the beating I gave Boss and because I looked much tougher than before according to her.
I got up from the ground with the little strength left in my arms and then look in the mirror, without a doubt I can see in my body that I am much stronger than before, apparently, the genetics of my body are not bad at all since it seems to grow a lot fast, although the truth is that the type of training I'm doing now won't help me much if I want to be something in this world. I've been training a lot on my leg strength and mobility but I guess I should start focusing on leg speed as well.
I should ask my sister to help me develop my quirk, she is quite fast and strong so she will help me to make my Danger sense more effective.
Maybe in this world, I have the chance to be special but if I sleep like I would like I'm not going to achieve anything, although the truth is that I don't even know what is special for me right now... without a doubt someone like Natsuki is special but I also felt special when I violently hit someone...
I don't know if I become someone special, I will feel special, or just make other people feel special like Natsuki does with me.
I don't want people to feel special because if everyone is special then no one is anymore, I want that specialty for myself.
While I look in the mirror I hear the door ring behind me, today my mother's friend who is also my teacher, and her sister ended up home to take her to the hospital but she stayed here to take care of me.
I just finished my training so I go and open the door.
"Oh...can I come in?"
Kaori asked me with a strange smile on her face as she looked at my body from top to bottom, right now I'm only wearing shorts, leaving my whole sweaty body exposed.
"Yes..."
Hearing my answer, she quickly entered without wasting any time and closed the door. I can't feel from her or the slightest danger from her but even so, I remain careful.
"Don't you feel a little stressed from what happened that day Alex?"
She slowly walked over to my bed and sat on it while looking into my eyes and patting the person right next to her indicating me to sit there.
"Yes..."
I responded with the response you would expect from a 10-year-old in my situation as I sat next to her, I don't know what she was trying but I hope she doesn't do anything dangerous out of nowhere.
"I see, so as a teacher I think it would be my duty to help you with that"
She takes my face with one of her hands and with the other she begins to caress my body, I don't stop being alert even for a second although I don't see any reason why she would try to hurt me I just can't let someone touch me like that without being with my quirk to the maximum.
"You are sweating a lot Alex...it doesn't matter, I'll make you sweat even more"
She slowly lowers her hand as she brings her face closer to mine, I slowly calm down knowing clearly what she is trying to do.
"I miss little Alex who used to get nervous when he played with him but... I like this version of you too"
She said to then close her eyes and kiss me directly, it was a calm kiss but nevertheless, I can feel the lust in it.
I did the same as her to try to enjoy the moment, even though I can't feel some emotions like happiness I can still feel things like pleasure or pain like any other human, just to a lesser extent than normal people.
Slowly her kiss began to become more lustful as she began to use her tongue, I just relaxed my body while letting her do whatever she wanted to do. The last time I kissed someone it was an ugly whore with a pretty cheap price but it looked like she hadn't bathed or washed her mouth in a few months.
Unlike that fucking ugly bitch who ran off when I started treating her aggressively Kaori is a pretty girl with an incredible amount of love in her eyes, this love seems to be even greater than Natsuki's.
I slowly pull away from her and take a deep breath as I was running out of air. She gently pushes me onto the bed and I lie there staring at the ceiling while I think about my situation for a few seconds.
Right after finishing my training my math teacher walks into my room and starts kissing me out of nowhere, this is something unrealistic that seems to come from the head of some idiot but nevertheless, it is happening to me right now.
"I've been waiting so long for this moment Alex..."
Kaori sat on top of me and then took one of my hands making me touch her chest with it.
"I love you, from the first time I saw you I couldn't stop this love that I have for you, I know it's wrong but... everything in this world is wrong so this doesn't change anything."
I hear her confession while looking into her eyes, she is breathing heavily and her face is completely red, her purple eyes are full of lust and a giant amount of love.
"Uhhh"
I squeezed my hand hard making her moan, it was clear what I was going to do. It may be that what she has said is only because of the situation she is in, but I don't believe that.
She seems to really love me and if she really does I'm going to take full advantage of the situation.
"I...I love you too...Kaori"
Hearing this she went straight to kiss me again, this time I can feel her love is much greater than her lust as she kisses me. When she finished she looked me in the eyes smiling.
"I have almost no experience in this but I promise you that I will make you feel good."
She said as she slowly made her way to the lower part of my body.
My sister comes home today at 4 pm and my mother together with Kaori's sister will stay in the hospital for a while, my father always comes home late due to the amount of work he has so we have time to do everything we want.
I look up at the ceiling while I feel how my clothes slowly go down my legs, my life is not normal and I know it... it's not special either and I know that too... but maybe, just maybe I can change this.
And since I have the opportunity, I will do whatever it takes to change my life, I don't care who I have to hurt, I don't care who I have to kill.
I just don't want everything to be the same all the time so I'll change it.
The loneliness inside of me will never disappear no matter how much people are with me, the only one who can make it disappear is myself... so I'll do it.
No matter what I have to sacrifice I'm going to do it since I'm the only one with the power to change myself... at least I'll try to use it...