My mother is dead, she died in the hospital while I was having sex with my teacher.
That unfortunate woman who welcomed me and gave me a new life is now dead from a disease that not even quirks have been able to cure. Her suffering and her death have meant nothing to me, I can't feel anything for such a stupid and disgustingly good person.
Even though she's my mother, I've only known her for a few years and she hasn't shown me anything special, so I don't worry about her in the slightest.
My father spends his time in the living room of the house drinking alcohol and crying with eyes full of sadness and regret, he does not go to work these days and it is incredibly difficult for him to talk to his children while pretending to be okay and not worrying them for him.
It's easy to see how much he loved and wanted her wife and now regrets not spending more time with her and working all the time to give his family a better life, a better life her wife will never see.
My sister is a tough girl, she only cries inside her room and always tries to make me and my father feel better... even if she didn't have such a strong connection with my mother, the pain in her is immense.
It has been incredibly easy to fake my sadness and suffering even though I have never felt it before, seeing how my sister and father release so many emotions makes me want to be like them...
Today I have been allowed to go back to school as normal, I have no idea what my father would have done, but I really have not the slightest interest in what he did, but he must have said something to the principal when we were going to talk with her about something that I don't really care about.
I will go to school normally and today I will see Natsuki again, I really missed her during this time, I haven't seen her and I would like to appreciate her specialty in her eyes again.
My physical condition has improved a lot during this time since I haven't stopped training and eating as much as possible since the day I started, I even think I've grown a bit.
I have studied a lot about this world in which I find myself and thanks to that I have discovered many useful things that I did not know.
Although the truth is that nothing that has happened in this time has been able to erase even the slightest part of my loneliness, not even Kaori has been able to despite all the things she did and told me...
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I walk slowly towards school while time passes over me, nothing that happens around me is important but those things keep happening without wanting to stop and I don't care in the slightest since I must be one of those unimportant things that just happen in someone else's life.
Although I know that I just ignore it and continue living while trying to pursue this specialty that is so far from me.
As I approach the school gate I can hear a girl's voice softly saying my name, if she wants to talk to me she will have to come because I won't stop because of the voice of someone unimportant like Rumi.
"Alex..."
I hear his voice but now closer to me and I can notice that his tone is not as explosive and aggressive as it normally is, his parents must have told him that my mother is dead so surely he will try to talk to me in a better way.
"Hello Rumi"
I greeted her as I would normally greet anyone else without even turning to look at her.
"Alex... are you... are you okay?"
What kind of question is that?
Well, I don't know, I don't understand how people think of asking things like that to people even if they know the answer
I guess she doesn't know how to start a conversation with me.
"Yes..."
I said as she continued walking, she just followed me from behind without saying a word after hearing my answer, apparently, she didn't know what to say.
As I continue on my way, I see the students and teachers looking at me in a different way, each one, a lot of the children's looked at me with some kind of admiration in their eyes, surely Boss and his friends also bothered them while others looked at me with a little fear in the eyes, they probably saw how those two turned out and they don't want to end up the same if they bother me in any way.
Although between the eyes of all the students I saw, my eyes met with ones that were totally different from everyone else in the school.
He was a blonde boy with pale skin and blue eyes, he was not Japanese like me and he seems to be the same age as me.
He is in the same class as Natsuki and me and yet he has never spoken to me despite being someone who is always nice to everyone and always has a smile on his face.
I always see him talking nicely to everyone at school and all the teachers seem to love him for how incredibly smart and attractive he is.
But unlike what everyone sees in him, I can see something totally different in his eyes, and because of the way he looks at me he seems to know what I can see in his eyes.
Evil, pure evil, that's all I can see in his beautiful blue eyes and his friendly smile.
I don't remember seeing so much evil accumulated in someone's eyes at one time in my life and it's totally impossible for me to know what he's thinking right now, but I'm sure it's something dangerous.
I don't remember where he comes from but I think his name is Johan... Johan Liebert
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Sorry for the inactivity but this week has been difficult for me, so I couldn't afford to waste my time writing this thing.
By the way, the Johan in this story is not the same as the one in Monster, I just took his appearance and a bit of his personality but he is completely different from the original
I don't think I'm gonna add any other non-Mha character besides Johan to the story.