Selena's POV
I kept turning in my bed from the moment I collapsed on my soft mattress, but I couldn't sleep after Skyler brought me home. I know it was because of the overwhelming happiness I felt inside my heart.
I couldn't believe that I was flirting with my best friend's brother; even if I knew it was a big mistake, I was still excited to do it and play my part, even if I was aware Skyler would never get serious with me.
Still, I could never stop my heart from hoping that someday he would become mine, even if it is an impossible thing that will ever happen in the entire Santa Clara Academy history.
Being his girlfriend would mean I have to be sexy and gorgeous, and my face saddened as I realized I couldn't be his girl, knowing I didn't have those qualities.
I felt glad in the end that I could fall asleep, and when I woke up, I felt so tired because I knew after kissing Skyler I deprived myself of having a good night's sleep because of the mixed emotions I was having.
