Ethan
"I want my first time to be good" I stare at her blankly, trying to understand her. Is she okay? Is this the difference she was talking about from day one? But I can't marry her, the last time I tried getting married, it didn't end well.
'But that really has nothing to do with her' The voice echoed in my head reminding me, yes that's true, but it concerns me, right?
I know there is no way this marriage with her will be blissful. Happy marriage life is not written for me. It's better to be in a contract marriage and end it before we get bored, or before I get bored of her.
Three months is really a long time. I am sure I'll have enough fun, and will be able to end it without any problems.
'Ethan, she might have a reason, just like you' I am sure of that but, she will have to convince me, until then, I will not say yes, and I don't think she will be able to convince me with any of her reasons.
