Ethan
"I'm sorry, I tried" The words of Peral rewind in my mind and I stare at Stella and the employees and it was clear I messed it up, I hate myself for that.
I can practice the self loath after I explained all of it to Peral, I can not let her think I cheated on her, I can not afford that, I will have to make her believe I would not do that to her.
I was hardly able to explain her the last time Julia played the stunt, and get her to listen to me and this time I am not sure if I will be able to do that too, but I have no choice.
I can not let my wife think me as a cheater, not after I vowed to be faithful to her until she was my wife, and I will have to explain her and get her to trust me to get her back to my side, I can not let her leave me.
