"When you 're depressed you don't t control your thoughts, your thoughts control you. I wish people would understand this".
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The class was really noisy since it was full of bunch of nuisance. I sat down at the back seat and waited patiently for my professor to come.
I heard some footsteps that drove my attention to it. I looked up and saw a hot guy.
The guy wore a loose black silk shirt with leather cuffs and black trousers. However, he got better the more I looked. His rich chocolate hair that had tousled griminess which promised finesse.
He had strong arched brows and eyelashes so thick, it could be illegal. And then his eyes - they were deep and catastrophic, a vivid baby blue as a great body of water that softly melted into a milky green. This close, I could see the flecks of silver in his eyes.
He had distinct cheekbones and an angular jaw, his pale skin made him look devilishly handsome
The hot guy looked around for a seat, but everything was occupied apart from the chair in front of me. Lucky me!. He sat down in front of me and I was damn! happy.
The professor came in a few minutes later and the class became silent. During the class, the hot guy at my front was really annoying. He was rocking his chair back and forth and I had to tell him to stop, but he wouldn't listen to me.
I pulled his hair backwards which made him squeal in pain and I brought my tongue out.
Revenge is best served cold but can be heated up a bit with the heat of Evil...
I guess he is just hot but no brain. He is a butthead, I guess that's what I will be calling him now.
After the class, I decided to go for my swimming class and also change in the dressing room. I saw some girl checking out the size of their breast and making fun of each others body. I can't believe I saw that.When I got there I saw that butthead but I ignored his presence since his existence does not add any value to my life. The swimming class was really fun, even though some idiot like that butthead almost drown me.
I dried up my body and changed into my clothes before moving out. The atmosphere was cool and I guess that was the best time to go to my favourite place, the garden. It has given me more life than life could offer me.
I went to the school garden, it reminds me a lot of my favourite garden at home. I sat among the flowers and listen to my music. I love seeing them, I can never get tired of their sweet fragrance.
Each one is a delicate bloom, no matter if it is a formal garden or wasteland. Their petals are delicate works of art and their hues are medicine for my soul.
I guess it's not just me that feels that way though, we bring flowers into the hospitals and graveyards, we send them to express our love, we plant them in our yards though they bear no edible fruits.
Our city spends thousands replacing them along the streets and as soon as they are brown more are brought in.
There is something about their beauty I need for my whole being, to be fully human, I wonder if we' re all a bit like that. Without the flowers, it would only be concrete, and I think the drop in temperature would freeze my heart.
I felt a hand on my shoulder which really scared me off. I turned around to see the butthead.
"What the fuck! you almost scared me, butthead!."
"Hahaha! that's my middle name. Anyways, my name is Butthead Bradley" he said with a radiant smile.
"Silly you!" I said with a slight chuckle
"So what are you doing here all alone?"
"It's none of your business," I said rudely.
"Ouch! You just broke my heart" he replied while he placed his hands on his chest to emphasize how broken his heart was. So dramatic!
"Why are u acting like you fucking! care? a few hours ago you were acting like a butthead, and now you're trying to be nice to me" I asked angrily.
"I'm sorry, I just realized how wrong I was and that's why I came looking for you to apologize," he said calmly.
"Alright, can you leave me alone in peace?" I asked.
"Okay, but please can I have your number, at least?" he asked.
"No! Just leave"
He left without saying any other words. When he left, I felt sad for being so rude, I was only being mad.
Walking to my dorm alone can be so boring. Jenny and I aren't that close. She does not sleep in her dorm every time, which is weird. And the incident that happened the other day made me realize she is not the girl I knew once before or I never knew her at all.
I decided to go to the mall to get some junks and maybe some new clothes for the upcoming parties. I hop into a taxi and the taxi man dropped me in front of the shopping mall. I stepped down and went in. First I bought a bowl of ice cream, lot of chocolate and cookies.
Then I went into the clothing section and look through the clothes they have. I saw a lovely black gown. It has a fallen neck and it was looking short. I went into the dressing room to try it out and it fit well on me perfectly.
I took the gown with me and added it to the list of clothes I was gonna buy. I looked around for more clothes and I decided to get two new pair of hoodie and two ripped jeans with new set of sexy under wears. I went to pay for all of it and left.
When I got to my dorm room, I had a hot shower and make dinner for myself. After making dinner, I ate and relax before doing my assignments.