"No matter how bad things are right now. No matter how stuck you feel. No matter how many days you 've spent crying and wishing things were different. No matter how hopeless and depressed you feel. I promise you that you won' t feel this way forever. Keep going. "
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4 years ago
The first time I saw Angel I knew we were gonna be a perfect couple. His smiles, the way he talks, the way he laughs, the way he does his things, the way he walks, he was just so perfect.
I was only 14 years old when I met him, and that very day my life changed. Yeah, I was young but I knew so many things I shouldn't know. He was my first love.
His eyes were the green of fresh dew glinting in the sunlight off a leaf of green emerald. His lips were pale and thin and his nose slender and rounded.
A prominent jaw curved gracefully around and the strength of his neck showed in the twining cords of muscle that shaped his entire body; strong arms, bold thighs and calves, a firm chest and abdomen.
He was an Adonis among the other guys who each pale in comparison. One look and both ladies and men swooned at the sight of him no matter their sexual preferences and one word passed from his lips had even the straightest of men flushing shades of red that no one ever knew was naturally possible. Adonis.
We were very happy together, it was like everything was perfect but yet something was missing. I wanted him to be my first and my last.
On my fifteenth birthday, I wanted to surprise him. My parent wasn't at home and they were really sorry they couldn't make it to my birthday. I was sad but I knew the only thing that could make me happy right was Angel.
I know you might be thinking, my parents are really nice and Caring, so what else is my problem?
My parents gave me everything I needed in this life. They made sure they provide all the necessary things that I needed.
They made sure I went to one of the best school in town. They gave me a lot of money and bought me a car. I appreciated all of that. But the most important thing that my parent never gave me was their attention.
They were always in a business meeting and always busy traveling. I was really sad about this but what else can I do. They made me understand that all the things they are doing, they are doing it for my own good
Angel took me out on my birthday cause I told him I wanted to celebrate my birthday alone with him. It was like a date but I liked it so much . After the celebration, he took me home around 7 pm so I can rest. But I had a surprise for him that night.
I told him to drop me at my gate, but he kept insisting but I told him it was cool. When he dropped me and drove off, I could see a man through my peripheral vision but I overlooked it and assumed he was a passer-by.
I went into my house and went directly to my room to change into something sexy. I wore a tight black gown that barely covered all my body and a long black jacket. I put on a lit makeup that compliments the dress. I checked myself in the mirror and I saw I was good to go so I left.
I called Angel if he was at home and he said yes. I could not wait to surprise him.
I didn't have a car yet but my parent promised to get me one on my sixteenth birthday. So I waited for a taxi that night. I could see that man I saw a few minutes ago through my peripheral vision.
He was walking in my direction and I became scared. I became more devastated, I thought of running and before I could decide, he caught me off guard. I tried screaming but he used a white handkerchief to knock me out.
When I finally regained my consciousness, I met myself in an empty room. I screamed out but no one came to rescue me, the door opened and I saw that man. He looked so young but way older than me.
He started touching me in various part of my body, I felt his hands in my inner my thigh. He adjusts my panties and slides in one of his fingers into me. I cried out in pain, while I struggle with him.
My hands were tied and one of my legs was chained. He pushed me backward and raised my gown up. He ripped off my panties apart and started getting himself undressed. I was really angry at myself, and I blamed myself for this.
I felt him at my entrance and I cried even more.
"Fuck! you're so damn tight and sweet. I love virgins" he said proudly.
I spat on his face with disgust. He shoved himself into me really hard. He started catapulting himself into me faster than you can ever imagine. I screamed in pain and I begged him to stop. He had no mercy on me.
When he was done with me, he left me there and I was seriously bleeding.
A few minutes later he came in and threatened me, pointing a gun at me.
"If you fucking! tell anyone about this, I'm gonna blow your head off. I won't hesitate to kill that little rat you call your boyfriend. And I will kill your parents as well. I know every of your movement baby girl" he said looking at me dead in the face.
Then he slapped my face really hard.
"You're mine now!" he said.
He brought in a first aid box and started cleaning my wounds up, so I can stop bleeding. After that, he blindfolded me and carried me into a car, and drove off.
He stopped at an unknown destination and pulled me out of his car. He untied my hands and left me.
I removed the blindfold and saw myself at the front of my house. I ran into my house and I went directly into my room and started crying.
I was into a big mess and I couldn't tell anyone. I checked my phone and saw a lot of missed calls from Angel. I just got raped and I couldn't tell anyone.
Angel called me again but I ignored it. That very night was when everything started.