Jihha
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Just the distance of few centimeters apart and....the door burst open, baring a panicked and dejected Umaima. Great! The mood was ruined, me and Luka were in an awkward position and Umaima was ranting about something that I could not comprehend before she froze....literally. I was confused at first but then I was harshly pushed away as Luka stood up again, tall and unbothered. "I came to talk about something important but deal with this first, human!" his voice was laced with bitterness as he pushed me back to my chair without sparing me a glance and went towards the door. As he brushed past Umaima, he flickered her forehead and moved away. "What did you do?" I called from behind but he ignored me as if I was non existent! "HEY! Answer me-"
"Also human, do not ever pull that move again, the move you performed earlier! Who dare are you to invade my personal space?!?! You are JUST a small little fragile being! So stay in YOUR lane!" he abruptly broke in my sentence and shot me a death glare. "You can not just order me in MY office, Lu-"
"SIR! It is 'Sir' to you and I do what the hell I want anywhere, anytime!" and with that....he went away. He did not spare me another word and just completely ratted out on me. Everything resumed and Umaima started speaking and panicking over some printers and files and misprinted files, I guess. Honestly, everything from that point on was a pure blur. Umaima seems like she does not remember seeing ANYONE in my office with me and I knew that it was his doing. But then, is there any chance that he did the same to my memory, right? He wouldn't! Right?!
The office chaos was short lived and not as much as chaotic as my life right now but it usually took my mind off of things. But today, it just made everything worse. With everything that was going on, I decided that I have had enough and went back home. On my way back to the penthouse, I decided to pay my aunt a visit. I met my Uncle Regiee and found out that my aunt was sleeping peacefully. So, after dropping some of her favorite cupcakes and flowers for her, and making sure she was sleeping well; I came back to my penthouse and ordered some pizza.
After changing into normal casual night clothes, I sat down in silence and had dinner. Nothing can fix a bad day better than the cheesy savory concoction, also widely acknowledged as pizza! Although I love my alone time or my solitude but recently ever since my aunt got her diagnosis....every single thing seems...temporary, short lived. Like every thing and every single person would disappear from my sight if I don't blink carefully enough. Maybe it is good that a human's miserable life is not external or maybe it is horrible that a human life is so short that it ends up even before the good times begin. How ironic right?! The bite in my mouth felt like huge lump that I was unable to swallow. When it did went past my throat, all those pent up emotions finally exploded and I ended up in a mental breakdown.
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OH MY GOODNESS!!! I ALMOST KISSED JIHHA LUSIK! AGAIN!?!?! If she ever found out about the first kiss, she will kill me. But what is a man's fault here? Okay, let me rephrase that! What is a 'not- so- of- a- normal- human- man's' fault here? The way here body towered mine and those specks of lust washed upon her expression was addictive. She wanted to own me, mark me, assert HER authority on ME and I had absolute no problem with that??? HOW??? What kind of weird symptoms are these. But then....her shirt's collar's undone buttons, rolled up sleeves, her dark hair that was side swept and that dominating aura of hers, all of HER makes me feel like a lost traveler while she is my north star!
Despite all of that, when that woman entered or barged in Jihha's office, I was ANNOYED. Jihha's lips were merely 5 to 6 centimeters apart but no! My luck is a bitc-.Okay but seriously, I was annoyed and flustered and the way I stormed out of my human's office was not acceptable. Never thought that I would admit this, even to myself but I have got issues and I need to control them around my human. But then, why did she got THAT much worked up before? She slammed the study lamp in an attempt to hurt me but I don't think that she was attacking ME...but maybe something I said triggered something awful SOMEONE said to her before. She did mention a Waline!
"Solvo!!!" I called out. Solvo is one of my 'employees' or assistant or a celestial friend? He knows how to find every single thing. "Yes?"
"I want you to find someone, torture them mentally and bring them here!" I said and Solvo's face immediately light up. Yep! His favorite hobby is torturing.....oh and sex! "who?!?!". "Someone names Waline! A Waline that my little human knows!"
"A Waline that, THAT Jihha Lusik knows?! OKAY!" Solvo excliamed with mischief written on his face. He turned around to fulfill the job before I stopped him and spoke, "Solvo, my friend, I respect you a lot! But if you ever call my human's name with that much little respect or carelessness, I will have no hesitation to.....well, you got the idea!" I asserted and he gulped down his fearful look. Something regarding the way he just carelessly said ' that Jihha Lusik' just angered me. Solvo nodded in fear and went out to complete his mission. I am glad that he understood what I said because no one, AND I mean NO ONE, can disrespect my little human without facing death afterwards!
Just then and there, a certain bell rang in my head, that was ringing alarms that this time an ACTUAL apology from me is due. I mean I acted as if she was forcing herself on me when in reality I was literally oozing and worshiping her. Weird reaction from me but....well, it is concerning but I will deal with this later! Right now, lets go find my human.
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In a mere blink of a moment, I stood in her penthouse's living room. She was sitting on the floor with her back facing me. Initially my plan was to first scare her a little and then annoy her and when she is 90 percent annoyed, then apologize but it all came to its ruins. Why? because I heard a sound that made me feel weird....made me feel sad, miserable, vulnerable and ineffectual in every aspect. Her soft sobs came out really loud in all that lonely space. Jihha was always the reserved and confident kind of person who never had any problem with solitude but this was the first time, she looked lonely and shrunken. I wanted to set everything aside and kill everyone that have caused her any kind of pain....But for now I just wanted to hold her and kiss her sorrows away....which was wrong.
I was about to turn back and go away so she can let loose of all of her emotions but then I heard that horrified sound again. A really shaky and loud breaking sob which sent her hell of emotions to break loose. If that was she was feeling from the past few days, then she is damn good at concealing all of THAT! I moved a little closer to her while her cries became more intense and she started hiccupping. I was sure she had no idea that I was here because if she knew, she would completely shut herself out. I should give her some time alone and I-
Her whimpering escalated and her breathing became shaky as she took huge inhales of air. She was having a hard time breathing due to the break down and all that was too much to bear and I finally gave out..
"Human?" I called out. I rather have her use me as a punching bag than to stand here vulnerably. Her head shot up and she sniffed away the tears she had. I grabbed the glass of water on sudden impulse and knelt down to her level, giving her the water. She chugged it down immediately, but that did not help her situation at all, "my little human...please....please I-"
"Why are you here now?" and that snap in her voice was back. I just smiled a little to see that my human is still there while patting her back and offered, "fine human, if you want I can go?" I stood up to leave when she finally grabbed my hand. The warm grip was not light but quite intense and strong. I looked back at her and her whole face glowed with just one order, and she said it, "don't go!"
She squeezed my hand and said, "...please?". There was a crack in her voice and the fact that SHE requested something so softly and patiently from ME said a lot. So, even if the world was now burning, I think I would prefer to keep her company. Just for some moments more, I will keep myself in ignorance but then after, I will make sure not to let any care of mine for this human to drip. I will make sure to mock her every reason and would remove this delusion from my mind that she also does not loathe me! I will wake up to my reality!
But for now, I will let myself live in this mirage.....I sat down again and scooted over to give her frame support. She slowly leaned in and put her head on my shoulder which made me feel.....good?
I will never admit it, she may be really annoying and intolerable but still I will make sure that she gets what she want..
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....no matter what!