Several months have passed. After completing her studies at the junior high school level, Ana decided to continue her studies at the SMK/Vocational High School by majoring in Pharmacy. At that time, Ana started to dream of becoming a cardiologist. The reason she chose to attend vocational school was because she saw the madrasa as an intermediary to achieve her dream of becoming a doctor. He thought, by continuing his studies to SMK it would be easier for him to enter medical school.
At the beginning of the story, he aspired to become a doctor, when he was studying to prepare for the final semester exams for grade 9 junior high school, suddenly it occurred to him to become a doctor. There was no underlying reason for him wanting to become a doctor, as if his heart was always being turned back and forth by God.
All new students are required to take part in the MOS/Student Orientation Period. When the new MOS event was held at the SMK level and in the classroom, all MOS participants were asked questions by their respective MOS supervisors regarding the ideals and reasons for new students choosing schools at SMK. Among them, some say and admit that they want to become cooks, teachers, pharmacists, doctors, and so on, even though what they aspire to is very different from the fields they will prepare to study later at school. And there are also those who admit that they go to SMK because they just follow friends' invitations, are told by their parents, the school is quite close to home, because the school is still new, because it is an initiative from oneself, and so on, etc. The participants/students who were participating in the MOS were asked in turn starting from students who sat in the front seats to those who sat in the back. At that time, Ana was sitting in the very back of the bench, and when the MOS advisor was questioning a student sitting in the middle bench, Ana began to feel trembling and nervous about answering questions from the MOS advisor later. Until the time when the MOS advisor had asked the student sitting in front of him, he was increasingly shaking and nervous because after asking a friend sitting in front of him, the MOS advisor would definitely continue to ask him questions. However, his suspicions were wrong, it turned out that the MOS supervisor did not ask him at all. maybe because the MOS supervising teacher didn't see that there were still other students at the very back of the bench. Ana finally started to feel relieved because she didn't have to be questioned. Indeed, he is often nervous when asked by new people in front of many people and it's only natural because he is a very shy person. However, even though he felt relieved, he also felt annoyed because he himself was not asked by the MOS guidance teacher