there are certain things you can't get answers to, I took my axe from my inventory and then aimed for a scorpion below as I jumped from a stone wall smashing the head and back of a scorpion killing it instantly.
I have become a professional at Killing 1-meter scorpions, I can do it with ease but cannot say the same for 2 meters and 3-meter scorpions.
the most suspicious thing so far, is when I ask why I don't feel bad about killing this creatures and the inner voice answers me saying that we save them.
it gave me the feeling that living things were sinning, because they were alive and I was bringing them to salvation by killing them, to join us to be part of the dead in all its glory which made me break out in cold sweat, I mean is this how undead see the living, if it is so then no wonder the living especially human see the undead as evil, I think so too.
I thought I would not get the answer but now as I got the answer, it made me afraid of asking more questions.
let's see it this way I see life as how one sees dirt on white clothes. to be more detailed I see the living as people wearing clothes wrongly and I show them to wear them the right way...that a wired way of insulting life....
this is not the bad part, but the fact that I see all living things this way, which includes women, children, babies, and even others.
The undead are evil creatures in their own right, and worst of all I am one of them.
if this feeling was to grow the stronger the undead is, it will not be surprising if the undead invades villages and other places, killing all living creatures they find and turned them into their army.
which when you look at it is the fundamental principles behind all zombie apocalypse movie's, some crazy person wants to find a way to out smart death or made himself immortal, and death retaliates with great anger in the form of a zombie tides.
to me it just seems stupid, why the hell would you want to go against the natural law of the world, we are to live and die naturally not command a zombie apocalypse or a Hunted killer truck going after you...Yee no matter how you look at it my death was not natural.
I am just lucky that I still have my human consciousness on track if not I will be a mindless undead that only knows nothing more than to kill the living and show the glory of the dead to the world to see, which gave me more shivers down my spine.
for now, let live that behind and focus on what to do, I feel like I would level up after 7 more kills.
so I want out to find them.....