the surprise party day came, yildiz convinced Randy to go see the doctor since he's been breathing slowly, Randy was very against it but he had to go to ease her mind, when he came back, he found a yard booming with people, his cousins, his friends from the city, he was very happy, after the party, yildiz gave him the surprise of his life, she told Kofi and Luke about their fantasies, so they too were keen to know how it feels, so it was a foursome night.
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two weeks passed with yildiz making sure to please Randy each and every day, now its back to work, though she wasn't working late as before anymore, she was still dedicated to her work. the projects started, the youth was praising her, everyone was praising her for creating job opportunities, she was called on radio and TV interviews, she was called for gala dinners with other political personnels, she took Randy along in all of them, she was the first counselor to have accomplished what she had, and to have actually done so much for the community even before she was a counselor.
she made sure to spent the budget wisely, after the projects which took 1 year, she threw a very big party for everyone involved in the projects. randy was actually more excited than her that it's finally over, she had done a great job, people were complaining that she's dragging the project but after seeing what really dragged, they were pleased with her, the houses she built were all double stories, every single house had a geyser and solar panel, the roads were all in tar, every single street and she actually used the remaining budget to buy 5 mini school busses for government schools. she was praised.
"this is my calling, I didn't believe I was going to be able to pull these projects at once, but I did at the expense of neglecting my husband, working late and having very little time to sleep, but it's all done now, and I'm thankful to my family and friends for their support, their understanding and their encouragements, also would like to thank the community for believing in me, we still have a long way to go, and I promise you that just like now, I will always come forth for you, I will provide your every need, and will cater for you. so my next project is in process, that is to provide jobless people with food, and grands, so I will like for everyone that's above 50 to register for grants, and food, then the youth will only be provided with the grant but that will be until you have a job, then there, please register for disability grant if you're disabled, then there, for children's grants. this will take time I know, but try to register before the end of the remaining two months of the year so that in January everyone can receive their grants" the crowd cheered.
it's the December holidays, she's been feeling very tired, she slept a lot, puked a lot, and got irritated a lot.
"yildiz I suggest we take you to the hospital, you don't loom fine" her mother said, Randy agreed
"I'm not sick, I'm tired" she said trying to stand but she fell down on her face, she fainted., they rushed her to the hospital
"your wife lost the twins she was caring, I'm sorry" the doctor said
"twins?" Randy asked
"yes, she was 5 months pregnant, two boys, but unfortunately they're no more" he said
"thank you doc, can I burry them at home though?" he asked
"yes, I'll have them ready for you, once again, I'm sorry" the doctor said
when yildiz woke up they told her the news, she was devastated. they took their kids home to burry.
"how did you not know you were pregnant yildiz?" Randy asked
"I also don't know, I have never felt like I was pregnant" she said
"have you slept with Luke without me?" he asked
"hell no" she half yelled
"I'm just making sure, you have been too busy to notice that you were pregnant" Randy said
"are you blaming me for loosing our kids?" she asked
"yes, if you listened to your body we wouldn't be here, you neglected all the signs, I'm sure they were there" Randy said
"oh, okay then, good night" she didn't want to argue but she was hurt.
the whole of the holidays they have been fighting over the kids, Randy would sleep at hotels, sometimes he'd get girls to sleep with, while yildiz had to deal with the trauma all alone, and the burden of the taking the blame for something she's not responsible for, that killed her.
January came, it was back to work, everyone received their grants as promised, but yildiz had hired an assistant because she was still dealing with the loss, she didn't want to make another mistake of not seeing any signs if anything happening at her.
"the seer is here my king" the maid told Randy who was in the TV room, he stood up and went to the door to see him
"my king, I have warned you to never seek pleasure outside your bedroom haven't I?" the seer said
"you have" he was embarrassed
"now ?" he asked
"I'm sorry" he said.
"to me? no my king, your wife is loosing herself, she will leave you, and you will never be whole again, I came to tell you that it's time for the cross over for the twins" he turned and left.
"the seer said its time for the crossover for the twins" Randy told yildiz
she just nodded
"I think we should do it tomorrow night, what do you say?" he asked
"whatever suits you" She said
"meaning?" he asked
"just that" she stood up from her chair and walked out, Randy following her
"Randy stop following me, I don't have a talking tail, I need some time alone" she yelled
"you've had enough time alone already, we need to comfort each other" he said
"now that you want?, how many girls did you sleep with while I was here crying and blaming myself?" she asked
"keep it down, and I'm sorry" he said
"you should be" she said and continued walking
"I am okay, I am" he was still following her
"good, but it's bit late" she said.
"for what?" he asked
"for your stupid sorry Randy, I have thought about this hard and long, I'm actually done with this kingdom, with you, you're draining me, you have a talent of bringing out the worst in me, you have a talent of wearing me down, and I do t need that really, after the crossover, I'm going to stay with mom, we can coparent" she said packing her bags
"yildiz are you listening to yourself?" he was scared.
"yes, I've had enough with your coward tactics, every time something happens you shift the blame to me, I will not be blamed for loosing my precious kids" she said
"I'm sorry yildiz okay?" he said
"I said you're late okay?" she also yelled
"fine but then you do t have to leave, I'll leave" Randy said
"no, I actually need to leave the country, so ..." she couldn't finish
"no, you will not take my son that far again, yildiz I'm sorry, I am, don't leave please, I know I've hurt you, I know I always apologize, but I'm being sincere, I love you and cannot live without you, you're my pillar, you are my logic love, I'm not perfect, and yes I'm a caward, but I'm yours to live and built, don't give up on me" he kneeled down.
the cross over ceremony was done, yildiz cut off her hair, she became bald, as per tradition, the the aunt's were to spent a week with her, comforting her. after that week, a girl came claiming to be pregnant with Randy's child.
"how did she get pregnant with your child?" yildiz asked
"well?" he didn't know how to explain, there's only one way she could be pregnant
"I'm asking you Randy, how did she get pregnant?" she yelled
"we slept together" he said
"oh you did? even after you were warned never to?" she asked
"I'm sorry" Randy said
"for what?" yildiz fuming
"uhm" he was just as confused as everyone else, and wasn't expecting the girl to be pregnant since she's a stripper
"you don't know what you're sorry for Randy, are you not sorry for yourself for being this loose?" yildiz yelled, her mother knocked on their door, they let her in
"my children please keep it down, the maids can hear you yelling, why don't you go to a hotel or somewhere private to talk about this? but for now what do we do with the lady in the living room? your aunts are waiting my king" yildiz's mother said
"mom let her leave, I will call her" Randy said
"oh you have her contact details, wow. mom let me talk to the girl, you stay in this room, you'll call her isn't it" yildiz pointing at Randy, he looked down, he was disappointed at himself.
"so tell me, how old are you?" yildiz asked the girl
"they have already asked me my queen" she said
"they are not me, are they?" she wasn't friendly at all, the girl quickly wiped her smile and sat straight
"I'm 22" she said.
"what's your name?" yiodiz asked
"Sonia" she said
"where is home Sonia, and how did you meet my husband?" yidliz asked
"I'm from this kingdom my queen, I met your husband at a hotel that I'm working at" she said
"my husband said you're a stripper?" yildiz said
"I am, he ordered for me" she said
"does the hotel have girls like you on standby for married men?" yiodiz asked
"no my queen, I actually was the one that approached your husband, I..." she was scared
"are you even pregnant?" yildiz asked
"no" she looked down
"who sent you here?" yildiz asked
"princess Manuela, but I did sleep with the king" she said
"you obviously did, but you're not pregnant and you dare come to the palace, in my presence and lie about such thing, I understand your reasons for not respecting the king, but I'm not him, and this is my personal space, so you will take me to your family, they have failed to teach you morals, I will teach them morals, you will learn from that" yildiz said standing
the girl kneeled down
"my queen please, leave my family put of this, they have done nothing wrong" she begged