On 3 weeks, miyu always keep seeing him, walking on the hallway, at the canteen eating alone, at the library reading many books, picking books at the bookshelf, but sometimes he's with his classmates roku, tanaka and kishi, walking alone to the terminal, waiting at the terminal but sometimes she's sees him talking on the phone and smiling.
Miyu's at her home while she's laying at her bed, she's thinking about him, saying "I'm really curious about him, he didn't even notice me for all those weeks and that's been a month, he still doesn't recognize me, and also he's always alone, and has no emotions, but sometimes he's talking on his phone smiling, could it be because he's just loyal to his girlfriend? Does he have a girlfriend? Lucky for her, I wish I can get close to him, but still I can't be sure if it's really his girlfriend, I mean he's an introvert, or maybe? hmm shit I can't sleep damn it.
2 days have passed, kagawa is still going to school early and sitting quietly to his chair, while miyu still feel so sleepy and she just entered the wrong room where kagawa is, and miyu stands for a second and realized,
"is this my classroom?" on her thoughts, she was shocked, kagawa is looking at her, and without a second thought she rans quickly to get out from the room, and regretting her embarrassment, "what the hell I'm doing? I just enter the wrong classroom, that's so embarrassing, but lucky that guy is just the only one there, I don't think he will still remember me I hope so, I mean he doesn't even recognize me right? right?, arrghhhh ughhh the hell am i doing, i really need to stop thinking about him when im going to sleep", on her thoughts with embarrassment on her face, and then she keeps walking to the hallway into her classroom, "why can't I focus on everything?, I hope he doesn't be bothered by it haha right?, he doesn't care about everything, damn it" she said
Kagawa is listening to their teacher, their teacher said to group themselves for the activity, but he didn't find his group, he's just waiting for someone to recruit him, but one of his classmates Akira said to him, "you can join our group", and he stands up and goes to akira's group without any words, they discuss their topics, he's just listening, and he said only one thing "just give me my parts, I'll do it right away", then Akira replied "ok",
After Akira gave him his part, at lunch break he finished it so early and correctly then gave it to Akira, "i already finished it, tell me if I have wrong sentence", then she said "ok thanks", there he is again eating alone at the desk and all alone after their class, at the train he's reading a book,
And miyu is at the same train looking at him, then after he gets out of the train, while he's walking on his way home, his mom called him, and he answered it,
"how are you? How's your study?" her mom on the phone, "I'm fine mom, I always drink my med, and also it's really fine, I'm doing fine at the school, and it was really fun because it has a library that I can read many books", he said with a smile on his face, his mom said "just hang on ok? You'll be a teacher someday, I know you can, that is your dream, I love you always and I'm here to support you" "thank you mom I love you too", he said,
her mom replied "your father will be proud of you if he's still here, oh and also do you have any friends?", "I don't" he responded, "kagawa, it's really good to have friends or a girlfriend, it will makes you happy and will keep your heart healthy", his mom said with worrying on her tone of voice, "mom I'm sorry I can't, I don't have any, I don't even know how to be friendly and interact, and also I don't think I can have girlfriend, because of my conditions, they will never understand me, and also they will not going to like me if they knew, there is so many guys out there that can fit to their standards" he said,
she replied, " why are you being so cruel to yourself?, don't be too negative, you are worth more than million times, take care of yourself ok I'm hanging up, goodbye", "goodbye mom thankyou", he said with a smile on his face,
while he's walking to his way home, on his thoughts "I don't want my mother to suffer alone because of my monthly tuition fees, maybe I have to work too?, I don't want to be burden for her, and my father, I miss him a lot, i was only 10 years old when he was still here, but I'm so glad, because his heart is now inside me", While his memories with his father, they are playing, kagawa is the teacher and his father being a student playing along with him, "father, I will definitely become a good teacher, and be good to my future students, I want them to be happy too like what you gave and told me", he said with a mix feelings of happiness and sadness,
While Miyu is chatting with her friend Karui,
on the chat, Fvck I really want a boyfriend, I want to be hug by someone and you know pleasures ugh don't you agree Miyu? Karui's chat, miyu responded "you naughty woman, just sleep already, I need to sleep, I'll lose my focus again" she replied, and karui chatted "wtf don't fvcking hang on me come on I'm crying seriously",
Miyu turned off her phone, while she's laying on her bed, she remove her panties and clothes, on her thoughts "what if I have a boyfriend? do I really feel pleasures?, I want it too you know, but it so embarrassing to tell it to anyone, I want to be hug, kiss, share emotions with someone who i truly trust, make love with the one who truly loves me Is what I fvcking want, for now I'll only pleasure myself, i can wait for that person",
and she sleeps naked and no blanket covering her body".