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Chapter 4 - A way into you

2weeks after, kagawa is in sports physical education which is in the field, they are playing soccer but kagawa is just watching his classmates with the rest of his other classmates because kagawa's schedule is by next week, and miyu is watching him at the back of the field, and she even knew what time and day they will be at, and kagawa is listening quietly while he's standing and he has no emotions on his face, but tanaka approached him and talking with him, then miyu said "am I became a stalker now? Seriously? I feel like I have feelings on him", then she leave.

On weekend, she's with her one friend Taki,

While they're walking together, they saw kagawa walking alone with his plain pink shirt and blue pants, miyu was shocked, Taki said "what the hell is he wearing? Is that the guy you are looking at the school? Does he care about fashion? Oh well maybe he's a gay? or have a bad taste for fashions?", Miyu said "maybe he's not really like that, he's just doesn't care about what he's wearing or uhmm i don't know, I'm so curious by now, I mean I didn't know that he's like that".

While kagawa's walking alone, everyone is looking on him and others are laughing and gossiping while he's walking, on his thought "why are they looking at me again?, I always being stared at by everyone when I go outside, maybe because of the colors of my outfit?, well it's so hard for me because I can't see colors, pls don't be too harsh for me, oh right they will not hear what I'm saying".

Meanwhile miyu and taki following kagawa, and watching him from a far, kagawa enters the convenience store, and buys food, after that he goes to the medical clinic, and it's near from the convenience store, taki said "why is he going to clinic, is he sick?",

"I don't know but I think it's just a vitamins, I see him sometimes drinking pills", Miyu replied,

then after that, he walks alone to return to his home, and miyu said "I don't want to follow him anymore, I think we are being a stalker don't you think?", taki replied "we already stalked him, too late to say that, I want to approach him" then miyu said "what are you talking about?, taki quickly said "i want to talk to him" and miyu shouted "waaaitt".

taki runs toward kagawa and out of breath saying, "hck h-hey Mr", and he turns around calmly and said "what is it?", she said "how old are you? And oh what is your name?", he said "I'm Kagawa and 18 why?", she replied "you are still young, uhm btw I want you to meet my friend" then she looks behind her but miyu is not there and she was shocked and said, "where the hell did you go?", then she said to him with embarrassment on her tone of voice, "ah ha ha ha, maybe next time, I'm sorry", he responded without hesitation "don't be sorry it's ok", then he turns around calmly and walk into his way.

after few days, miyu's going alone in the library just to take a look at kagawa, and she's finding some book, after a while, the book she's interested in is too high to reach, she's having a hard time reaching the book, but suddenly kagawa came and he grabs the book and gave it to her, but kagawa didn't look at her face, he just said "there" and she quickly replied "thanks" and he continued to find a book for himself, and kagawa is sitting alone and reading behavely at the corner facing the wall, on her thoughts "is he an introvert?", and she sits on the chair, and open the book, and reads, on her thoughts "Even in this library he hid himself, but tho he's a kind person", and after 30 minutes of reading, her friend message her, "where are you?" She replied "I'm in the library", then her friend said "really? Reading is your hobby now? I'll come there", she replied "wait no!, I'm already going out wait me at the ground floor", then she looks at kagawa sleeping on his book, she said "he even sleeps here", after a while, they're in karaoke with her friends, singing loudly, then taki said "so miyu, update about that kagawa guy?", she replied "eh?, uhm I don't know", karui said "hmm is that why you're In library? Make sense huh?", then she said "no! Well I just go there to rest", taki said "heh! He's only 18 years old", karui responded "of course he's a freshman".

At night where the moon is shining bright,

Miyu's at her home, laying In Bed, she's wondering and thinking, "am I developing my feelings for him?, I wonder if he has a social account, and tho, a guy like him is so rare, I don't even know, I'm wondering what is he doing right now?", Meanwhile kagawa is cooking a food for his dinner, and eats his meal, wash dishes, then he lie down on his bed and read a book.

After a day, kagawa is now scheduled in their sports activity, and miyu is in their lunch break that's why she always look out for him in sports activity, on her thoughts "is it his turn now? Do your best", and while he's playing the soccer for only 10 mins, he's already sweating, and numb, and he already stopped, his teacher was concerned and said "are you alright Mr.kagawa?, kagawa replied with a pressure on his voice "y-yes" Miyu's worriedly thinking "oh come on, is he alright?", then they continued the game.

after 12mins of playing, he hardly catching his breathe and stops, he lie down on the ground, breathing hardly and touching his chest, and saying with a pain on his voice "a-ahhh i-ah -I ca-cant breathe ah -ahhh" his classmates were panicking and worried, then his teacher and his classmate Tanaka pulled him into the chair and sit him up, his teacher runs to the school clinic with Tanaka, while miyu is so worried of him and has a difficulty of deciding what she will do "what do I do?, can I go?, I want to help him, but how can I?, will it be a way for him to finally notice me?, come on I can't think of anything else", on miyu's thought, while kagawa is struggling with his breath.

miyu's worriedly thinking "but tho, in that state, he is really in pain, should I really help him?".