Yes I slept throughout the flight that took me almost half way around the world.
"APRIL !!!!!!!!"
Mom yelled as loud as her lungs could allow her when she saw me at the terminal. It's was embarrassing but who cares.
I ran to hug my mom like my life depended on it.
"I love you mom"
"I missed you so much sweetheart, life wasn't the same without you" mom whispered with her chin on my head as she tightened the hug.
I threw my bags at the entrance and went straight to my favorite couch.
"Pick your bags young lady and take off those dirty shoes" mom said as she walked past me.
Yep this is it. I definitely missed her nagging and overwhelmed neatness.
"Yeees moooom" I sang as I began to pack my bags.
"And place the things your dad got for me in the basement I'll sort em my self" she yelled from wherever she was in the house.
"Yes ma'am" I cried back jokingly.
"Handle em with care miss they must have cost a ton".
Life went smoothly as hell with just my mom and I just like old times and all we did was eat and reminisce on events that took place during my summer break. I told mom everything except the fact that I think my hormones are betraying me and they seem to wanna get attracted to a certain red head. And of course I omitted the whole Charlotte chapter.
Judging by the fact that nothing good Favours me my sweet sweet holiday came to an end and I have to be back to real life, school and guys.
Speaking of guys I'll definitely need to talk to my boyfriend and probably my best friend. Honestly?!! Who I'm I kidding just the thought of them being together makes me wanna puke so bad.
I only Hope I'm wrong cos my assumptions are always wrong.
Ok good night enough blabbering it's definitely the alcohol talking. I can't imagine the hangover I'm gonna get tomorrow the beginning of my last year in high school. That's the ick of being an heavy drinker. Heavy hangover.
I tried sleeping to no Avail. I even tried calling my inner voice, my inner partner but no one answered I think it's asleep.
I woke up with this terrible headache and I felt weak as Charlotte.
"Oh great just great" I muttered as I tried to get out of bed but only ended up falling back and causing the headaches to hammer more than they were.
Ok I made it to school barely managing to listen to the last sentence of ms Taylor our biology teacher.
Lucky for me I attended summer school so this year is gonna be a simple revision.
But !..... I didn't quite pay attention to anything in summer school so I'm ripped and I'm so gonna fail and end up in a really bad college and disappoint my mom.
"Hey babe" I felt something wet on my cheeks and Blair was already hugging me so tight before I even had the chance to complain.
"I miss you so much baby" he said and finally gave me a gentle kiss on my lips.
"I missed you too ....b....baby" I managed to say without gagging.
Soon I found my self sitting on Blair's lap surrounded by a handful of popular preps, jocks and my other classmates that thought they were more important than the others.
They seem to be discussing an issue which I found very useless when Sam walked in on crouches.
I was about to get up and hug her. Like the best friend I am but I noticed the slight change of aura when she saw me on my boyfriend's lap so I just let her go through the pain to come to us since I was the only person that noticed her entrance.
"Back from the nurse uhn ?" A certain rando in the group asked.
"Yeah apparently I'm doing so well." She said and waved her hands dismissing the topic.
"Omg bestie I've missed the hell out of you" she yelled and hugged the living deal out of me.
"Yeah same here" I replied unenthusiastic.
"Wanna dump this losers and go get soda?" She whispered in my ear.
"Soda ?" I asked and laughed
"Whiskey or anything very hot and legally unacceptable and unhealthy for our age ?" she asked in a rather dramatic way.
"More like it baby" I said and got off Blair lap but not before I saw the look he gave Sam and the way he cringed after.
"So how was your holiday" Sam asked trying to make small talks on our way out.
"Fun ...I guess" I said lazily.
"You guess?" she hit my arm playfully.
Fast forward to when I got home cos honestly my day was just like the diary of a whimppy kid (lame edition)
I sat down on my favorite couch at home reading the group chat Jules created for us. ( Leslie, Sarah Jules, cal, Adam, Aron, Allen and I )
Sarah
It's not the same without April.
Jules
Honestly it isn't. There's no one randomly falling into deep Thoughts, no one for me to yell at and threaten.
Leslie
No deep daring human who's so fucking competitive and fun
Cals
No annoying lesbian who's still in denial
Sarah
No cute heavy drinker
Adam
No beautiful perfect little girl with dimples.
Allen
No one to drive us home when we are all drunk
Aron
No one to clear my hangover with
Me
Guys stop I'm gonna cry. I love you so much and I'm not dead yet I'm gonna come back to Boston soon. And cals I'm no gay in denial
Aron
Yeah she's straight asf
Cals
Whatever makes y'all sleep at night
Allen
Truth be told ion know who I miss more Jules or April
Me
Wait what's wrong with Jules
Sarah
She went back home apparently her older sibling was involved in a car accident.
Allen
Bearer of bad news who asked you to recount that horrible story.
Aron
Yeah I agree with Allen
Cals
Honestly why's Sarah deep shit still in this group.
Jules
Guys it's fine.
Adam
I'm missing you so much April
Everyone except Sarah
@Adam Guy....!!!!!!
Leslie
@Adam Not now bro.
Jules
Y'all should leave Sarah alone in as much as Leslie is willing to settle for the less there's nothing we can do Shes's one of us till you know ...
Leslie
Thanks Jules
Typing .....
Leslie
Wait what ...
Cals
And you said i shouldn't be in love with these soul I love you Juliette. Her sarcasm is always on point.
Allen
I was surprised Jules was being nice and taking Sarah's side. I knew Jules can never be all round nice I also love you Jules.
Jules
Which is why you are all coming to London to see me during this holiday and we are going to my family house in Scotland.
Me
Oh ohhhh
Aron
I thought you were Irish or somewhere from the weird English speaking country.
Jules
Including you April and you too deep shit you are invited.
Allen
...
I left the group smiling like an idiot I honestly miss their everyday arguments.
I went to look for my diary and sat down.
Journal entry 23
Hey,
Yeah it's me again
I know I promised only to write about my holiday in Boston but ever since I met that tall red haired girl on the plane I just couldn't stop writing about her.
And I think my inner self kinda wants something to do with her cos for the first time in a long time you talked to me and you didn't actually rebuke me.
I think cals might be right. I think I'm
In denial or something like that.
But I honestly don't wanna be gay.
This whole sexuality thing is so confusing. Follow your heart they say what if your heart is silent and your mind and body wants her.
School today was so awkward for me but I think my assumptions were wrong I don't think there's anything going on with my boyfriend and my best friend and yes she did break her leg.
Serves her right I guess ???.
Bloom I miss you.
I wanna feel your lips on mine again like you did. I wanna feel a spark again like I felt when I was in your house.
I've been writing a lot of love letters to you lately I hope your mind is in a turmoil like mine I really wish you were gay or something like that.
I need answers.
After pouring out my mind and heart into my book I closed it and placed it in my drawer. I laid on my bed looking upward awaiting the glorious taste of sleep that may never arrive.
****pardon the mistakes . Sorry for late update anyone that's following my book.
Thank you sooo much ilysm*********