Fedyenka backed away slowly. The book dropped from her hands. Some people gathered around her and asked her what happened. A person handed her a glass of water whilst others were calling for a doctor.
"I am fine. Please do not worry. I think I forgot to rest." said Fedyenka.
"Are you sure that you are fine? You look pale." said a woman.
"Hey wait, it's her!" said a man.
"Please don't start it again. I am getting nausea." said Fedyenka and got up from the chair.
"We are sorry, our zayir. Shall we call a doctor?" said the man.
"No. No need. I am fine now. I just have to go back and rest." said Fedyenka. She silently moved the book under the bookshelf. No one noticed it because of the ruckus caused by Fedyenka's sudden sickness. She went back to the bed and fell asleep immediately.
In the morning, she woke up by the sound of birds. Then she realized that she woke up by the sound of the alarm of her phone.
"Ughh...it's morning again? I am getting tired." said Fedyenka.
She got ready and went out to get Bea. While she was on the way, she thought about the good things and bad things that has happened to her so far.
"I don't even know if the good things are actually good...What if everything around me is a hoax?...What if everyone is just pretending to be nice to me for a reason."
Fedyenka's mind got stormed with more thoughts similar to that. Before she could realize, she bumped into a door. She looked up and realized that she has reached the workshop. She opened the door and said hello. She could not see the man this time. Instead she saw the two gentlemen again.
"Ahlan! How do you fare my zayir?" said Anas.
"Ahlan. I am doing well. What about you two?" said Fedyenka with a dim smile on her face.
"We are here in our shop of course. It is mainly mine though but still it is ours."
"Ahlan Fedyenka." said Arif.
"Ahlan."
"Here is your friend Fedyenka. We have some work here now. I don't want you to smell burnt coal and oil. It would be better if you leave." said Anas.
"I will leave. Wadaean." said Fedyenka and left with Bea.
"Bee! (^-^)!!!...I...AM...OKAY...NOW."
"You are okay now!" said Fedyenka and hugged Bea.
They both headed to their room to get ready for the adventure. Fedyenka went out with the same black dress she wore yesterday, with the same mask.
"Wait, Bea. I gotta buy something." said Fedyenka and entered a store. She bought a map of the place. It was mainly a device which had detailed information about valuable ores and location.
When she came out of the store, she saw Bea, dimming her light again. Fedyenka checked the device and found out that there is a storm going on top of the mountain and that she can get Hawayashumu only from the peak. She got on a train and headed to the mountain. It seemed like a tourist spot to her. There were people taking pictures of it. The rest of the sky was clear and sunny but the peak was filled with black cloud. She saw some marionettes on the way up to the peak. The marionettes stopped her and said, the area cannot be passed by tourists.
"Damn it I got this far avoiding the sight of people and now you guys show up." said Fedyenka with an annoyed smile.
"You are not even halfway there Ma'am." said the marionettes.
"Okay okay look at me, I am Fedyenka. I was given an expedit-"
"We did not notice that Ma'am. Please go on your way. We will not bother you any further."
"Uh...K..."
She started climbing up again. The more she was climbing up, the more bumb her body was getting. Still, she offered her friend Bea to rest in her bag. Bea refused but she could not go further. Seeing that, Fedyenka took her in her bag and started climbing up again. Her body was getting more and more numb. She was still not even halfway there. Suddenly, a thunder stroke on her arms. She started falling instantly.
"Oh no...Bea..." said Fedyenka while slowly falling. Her beautiful hands were blasted once again. It was regenerating but her body was still numb. She had no other choice but to fly with her wings.
"This may bring me trouble but...I have to protect Bea."
Fedyenka flapped her wings like a bird and flew up, holding the bag in her arms, with her blasted hands. The thunder stroke again, she dodged it. She flapped her wings and flew even fast. Luckily, she could see a cave. She took shelter in it. Right at the moment when she reached it, she fell on the ground and fell asleep.
"I am getting tired...Why do I get hurt...What am I looking for...What is my purpose of living..." thought Fedyenka.
Then she saw Bea trying to wake her up. She could not keep herself up anymore. She fell into a deep sleep.
"Bee...(>^<.)..."
"What..." said Fedyenka.
"Beee!!! (0o0.)"
"What the hell is that full stop thing..."
"(O-O)"
"Wait...Bea...You were crying? I am okay. I just fell asleep but now I am okay."
Bea rushed into Fedyenka and started expressing her sadness with her usual 'Bee' sound. But this time, it almost sounded as if she was crying. Even though it sounded creepy to Fedyenka, she smiled at Bea and pulled her close.
"Let's move Bea." said Fedyenka and got up. She tried to move her fingers but her fingers were still numb.
"Anyway, I can still move. Let's go Bea."
"Bee! (>~<)...NO...NOT...BEFORE...YOU...RECOVER..." showed Bea on her screen and stopped her when Fedyenka was heading outside the cave.
"Bea look. Since I have woke up, I have not been able to make a goal for myself. I don't even know who I am. I don't know anything. Who knows? If I am too late to find one then...then...I don't know what will happen. Just let me go."
"...NO..."
"Bea...Please. I fear that by the time I figure out everything, it will be too late. I want to do everything fast."
Fedyenka suddenly widened her eyes.
"Oh no...what am I saying. Bea has direct connection with OUTE." said Fedyenka in her mind.
Bea stopped working in all of a sudden. She held her before she could fall.
"NO. BEA!"
Fedyenka checked if Bea was missing any parts. She spent hours on her. She could not do anything but sit still. Her fingers still felt numb. But with her numb fingers and tired soul, she had no other choice but to go on. She put Bea in her bag and started going up again. Thunder stroke more and more as she was flying up. After flying for hours, even her wings started to feel numb. She had no other choice but to rest on the edge. Then suddenly Kristen's words crossed her mind. She tried to worship. Even though she was feeling an immense pain while making multiple ducts through her body, she still kept it up. Before she could realize, a thunder hit straight on her head. She threw the bag out of the mountain. She screamed in pain. She spitted blood. Then she started regenerating again.
"That was not a wise choice to throw Bea..." said Fedyenka with a calm voice.
Fedyenka lost consciousness.
While she was sleeping, she saw another dream. In that dream, she saw a gentleman in black suit and golden hair. He was talking to Fedyenka while lighting up a cigarette. She could not hear his words well. After a while, she could hear his words slightly. She knew that his name is Yuri. But his face was no match with Yuri. If one is north pole the other one is south pole.
Fedyenka woke up after a while. She saw herself covered in blood. The white substance was regenerating some parts whilst other parts were getting stroked by lightning. Seeing herself like this, her eyes got widened. But she could not feel the pain as she could feel before. She moved away from the place. She forgot about hunger, the message, Yuri and everything. She was going up as if something was pulling her like a magnet. It was her will of knowing the untold and truths. Her body got stroked and destroyed over and over again. Then she let out a laugh saying, "I AM COMING!"
She finally reached the peak. Then she fell on the ground. She fell asleep again. She looked down and noticed that the black cloud is underneath her.
"Screw finding Hawayashumu." said Fedyenka while getting up with her torn dress. Her body looked as if she has bathed in blood. She let out a smile with her blood red lips and said,
"I am freed..."