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Recap;
I instantly reach for the cork and pull finding it easy to pop and realize my parents had already dipped into it.
I lift my shoulders shrugging it off, it was theirs before they gave it to me after all, and bring the bottle to my lips, tipping it back and welcoming its sweet taste.
I only take a small sip as my parents had left this bottle of wine only a little over halfway full and walk casually to my bed.
When I reach my bed, I swirl around and collapse sitting up, before putting my wine bottle down beside my phone, but before I could do anything else, the door to my attic bedroom flies open.
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Chapter Eleven
"What the" I mutter under my breath and go to tense my body up in fear, but stop once I saw who barged through my door.
Caiden in a different color t-shirt than the one I had seen him in previously stood at the door to my attic bedroom, my eyes instantly widen, and my breath catches in my throat as I sit on the side of my bed, facing him.
The t-shirt Caiden is wearing is now black and had a little bit of white stitched around his collar. He had on the same baggy sweatpants, and black socks adorning his feet.
"I told you I would come to get you if you wouldn't come down." Caiden says as he closes the door, his bright blue eyes staring intensely at me, I could feel something close to a rope feeling tugging me in his direction of him.
Not able to look away, I sit rigid and tense for a whole different reason other than fear, desire and want, the obvious tension in our stares sends a shiver down my spine. Caiden catches the shiver and his nostrils flare, his whole aura changing.
Caiden came in here reeking of power and passion, but now something within him has completely flipped, the only thing coming off him was pure sex and dominance.
Desire slams into me, soaring through my body and I bring my bottom lip between my teeth, kneading it in frustration and confusion.
I wanted to lose control, and give in to a sudden need, a want of him that took a hold of me and kept me rooted on the spot, my body went crazy rigid with tension as Caiden breaks our staring trance and begins to walk toward me.
I swallow and tilt my head as Caiden walks right in between my legs, bringing his large hands around my face, framing my cheeks, and tightly gripping my jaw. Thankfully my bed wasn't a short bed and had a relatively tall bedframe and a thick mattress, my face came up to the bottom of his throat, a least a lot taller than most.
My heart begins to accelerate, not beyond concern levels, but just enough to make my breath berated, my breathing heavy and erratic as Caiden practically shoves my legs apart with his own, and claims my lips on the spot.
I had no time for objection as Caidens hands jerked my head forward taking control of my upper body, my entire body becoming useless for a split moment as momentary shock flew over me. I was not expecting that kind of response.
I stay on the bed, not leaning away, but I pulled my head away momentarily taking back control, "Caiden, wait..." Control is gone as my lips are claimed once again back on Caidens lips as he pushes past the small gap I put between our lips.
"Don't talk, I was sent up here to come to get you, we don't have much time and I've been wanting to do this," Caiden says as he pulls away to push me backward on the bed.
′Why does she get to choose?′ floats in my mind as I crawl on the bed backward with my hands and feet.
Why does Marley get to choose this time? Especially since Caiden wants me back. I could have something with Caiden, granted this is not the best way to go about it, but Caiden still seems firm about marrying Marley while having me on the side while whatever between us is going on.
But, maybe if we can spend time enough it will convince him to leave Marley before it's too late and be with me, I really wanted more than a summer fling or that side girl that is always hanging on, I'm hoping this summer will prove us worth investing in.
My heart ached for the friendship I was severing completely at that point and answered the hungry dark expression swirling in Caidens eyes.
Thinking Caiden was going to crawl in tune up the mattress along with my body, I continued to crawl until I was laying just over the edge of my knees touching the edge of the bed fully and my legs came up expecting to receive Caidens hips.
What happened was not what played out in my mind and therefore when Caiden stays standing by the bed until I settle and then began to crawl on the bed after me, very slowly, our eyes locked in a heated stare that seemed to electrify everything around us, my hearts halts abruptly cutting off any blood and oxygen to any part of my body.
I began to panic, did he not intend for me to crawl onto the bed?
Caiden stops crawling just by my knees to glance at me and my expression, which is probably one of bewilderment, "Try not to make any noise."
Just as I open my mouth to ask him what he was going to he grabs a hold of my knees, pulls them apart, and dips his head down low.
My eyes widen a few fractions further and my heart stutters in my chest, my insides flip in my body as Caiden goes down low, as my breathing goes up.
Caiden's hands go from my knees to pry the shorts and underwear I was wearing to the side, my head falls back as his hot breath fans across my center and I breathe a sigh of relief as Caidens hot tongue rubs up against me, running all along my body and settling on the most sensitive part of me.
My hands instantly shoot to the top of Caiden's head, but have no time to object, as soon as my mouth opened, it closed as Caiden didn't let up in the pressure, his tongue instantly rubbing along my sensitive area and making me clamp my lips closed tightly.
Not letting out a sound, my hand tightly grips Caidens hair and I lay my head back and close my eyes, no longer objecting or wanting to object.
Caiden places his tongue flat against me and increases his tempo, the pressure inside increases and pulls tightly together until I am panting, sweat collects along my brow and hairline and intense pleasures rolls through my body and settle on the place that connects Caiden and I.
All too soon I open my mouth and let out a little soft whimper followed by a gasp when I hear a pop and no longer feel Caiden by my legs and instead feel icy cold drafts that welcomed me.
I pick up my head and notice Caiden was climbing off the bed, when he got to the floor he straightened up in his stance, ruffled out the wrinkles in his clothes, and ran a hand through his blonde hair.
"Ravenlyn, I told you not to make a sound, now you get to suffer the consequences..." He says vaguely and abruptly.
His demeanor changed from desire to a dominant aura, his bright blue eyes flipped back to a smoldering intensity it would have probably brought me to my knees, it felt physically impossible to look away from his stare, his eyes holding me in place.
We stare at one another for a moment and then he looks away momentarily, breaking me of the trance I was in, I bring my arms under me and pick myself up, scooting down the bed, until I sit on the side and drape my legs over, resting my feet flat against the floor.
I gulp and breathe heavily, my face hot, sweat rolling down my face and my chest heaves, the unhindered pleasure that was brewing was unreleased and made my body scream sex but also cry in desperation.
"But-"
"I'll see you down there." Caiden says, leaning forward and places a chaste kiss on my lips, my eyes staring intently at his back as he makes his exit.
My mind reeled and my heart set. My heart was completely set on Caiden, I knew this at that moment, I watched with a heaving chest and anxiety growing as I watch him walk out the door. I wasn't going to be able to walk away from this man.
I couldn't let this chance slip. I wouldn't let this chance slip, friendship or not.
I deserve happiness. I've always sacrificed my happiness for the sake of Marley and I's friendship but also for her to have her own happiness. This time, however, I'm going to be selfish.