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Chapter 17 - Green EyesThoughts And Fears

I sat in Jaxsons office, taken in everything Jaxson and I talked about . Jaxson is right I need to tell Nitika who I really am , this could come back to bite me in the ass. I need to ask her out , and talk to her first and tell her I'm Jacob West her favorite singer or at least her favorite song " i am the person who sings it. I will ask her out to dinner and tell her im Jacob West" or maybe just go to her office and tell her . Then at least I can be around Fast Track Music without her thinking I'm stalking her. I'll go find her now and tell her hopefully she takes it okay . Leaving Jaxsons office I go to find Nitika " people know me here as Jacob West nobody knows me as Brandon, the owner of Fast Track Music and their boss . Jaxson runs this business for me everyone thinks he owns this business and right now I don't have any plans of changing that. Until I tell Nitika and see how she handles the fact I'm Jacob West and I win her heart I won't tell her im her boss and owner of Fast Track Music. I know what Jaxson said this might comeback to bite me in the ass but right now I need to take that risk . Nitika has to except Jacob West first before I tell her everything. There's no guarantee she's going to except me as Jacob West and right now I need her to do that i really want to get to know her. Getting off the elevator I head towards Nitikas office all eyes are on me , I just smile and ignore it. I get to Nitikas office I knock I hear her voice say come in . I walk in her eyes are still lowered on the file she's reading and I stand there waiting for her to look up. Alex if you here again to accuse me of sleeping with our boss I'm not in the mood " No I'm am not sleeping with our boss" no I am not giving Jaxson or he me any favors for anything " I'm just doing my work and job like you . I don't say anything I'm shocked at what she said " Nitika what's going on " is Alex going you hard time and starting rumors. She looks up , surprised " it's me i say our eyes meet . Brandon what are you doing here , your going to get me fired not to mention have people talking shit even more. our eyes connect and fuck she's beautiful " I thought you was Alex I'm sorry. What are you doing here Green Eyes and it's none of your business what Alex is doing or not doing. I wanted to say" yes it is but I left it go I'll talk to Jaxson after I talk to Nitika. I clear my throat " no Nitika you won't get fired " because I'm a client here at "

Fast Track Music . Her eyes get huge and she opens her mouth to talk but nothing comes out . Then she finally gets out " what " how" when" she says . I grin since I'm Jacob West I say, she sits back down in her chair and let's everything sink in. Great way of breaking it to her I scold myself . Holy shit , she says your Jacob West " I nod yes and I wanted to tell you before someone else did. So you see you won't get fired because I'm one of Fast Tracks biggest clients. She sits in her chair stirring off into space to process everything. Wait on the plane I was listening to your music I sung your song , told you I loved your music but you left me go on and on.. She drops low in her chair , she blushes and looks up at me. You just left me think you was Brandon some guy I met on the plane and didn't find the need to tell me who you really was . Holy shit " you lied to me , you lied to me " how stupid do I feel I thought you looked familiar but I brushed it off . How stupid can I be" to not recognize who you really was. Nitika don't beat yourself upmot alot of people know me as Brandon. I use my real name when I'm not touring and when i travel alone . I couldn't believe you didn't know who I was and you loved my music. Nitika looks up at him " you just left me believe you was some stranger on a plane saying in a pissed off tone . Then in the restaurant how did that happen did you plan that or was you really there for other reasons. Green Eyes looks at her" what should I say he says ro himself, if I tell her I set it up she won't trust me but if I lie to her and she finds out she will want nothing to do with me. So I clear my throat once again I say " yes and no on the plane when you told me you was coming here in California to work for Fast Track Music, it was a shock I never thought I'd see you again until you told me you was going to work for this company. So I decided I'd talk to you once you started to work here . You had alot going on at that time , dealing with your fear of flying for the first time " I didn't want to add to it. So you just decided to just let me think you was some handsome" green eyed stranger who helped me on the plane. Nitika was pissed"" he lied to her , no Nitika it wasn't like that you do know I don't go around telling everyone my real name" Then why me , why lead me on to believing you was someone you wasn't. Because , Brandon says I like you and because you didnt know who i was i liked that i felt like i could be me. And I'm telling you now because I want to get to know you, with that said Nitika turns away from him looks out the window and says that's impossible.