"Let's just hope i come alive after doing this job..." Yn said to herself as she entered the Jeon's mansion. With a heavy heart she had no other choice but to accept the offer of being The scariest son of the Jeon's... Jeon Jungkook's caretaker. He is diagnosed with mental disorder and also has multiple personality disorder.... If something triggers him badly then he loses his temper and turns into a total beast..then he hurts everyone who comes infront of him to stop him...
Yn needed a job in urgent because she lost her previous job due to which she had no money to pay rent and had no other choice but to apply for this job when she saw the advertisement. The ad clearly showed the consequences of being his caretaker but she mentally prepared herself that she can do it... also the job had much high salary then all of the jobs she had ever done..
So gathering all her courage she stepped inside the mansion when she was greeted by his mother... Mrs.Jeon.
"Finally you're here... Come I'll let you know everything and your actual job" Yn frowned hearing her... "We-well you won't interview me?" Mrs.Jeon chuckled.
"You have accepted this job after seeing the ad and all right? So you are already aware what you might have to face which needs a lot of courage so i don't think there's any need of interview as everybody is scared of this job..even with high salary..so you're hired" Yn was now more scared after knowing all this but still there's no escape now.. she had to do this.
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"Okay then I'll be leaving now as I've to go my hometown for some days... I hope you'll handle everything Yn... I trust you and i can see the potential in you. So please when i return i really wanna see improvement in my son... I hope you can do it.." Yn reassured her saying "don't worry mam I'll make sure you see improvement in him...take care"
Mrs.Jeon smiles and hugged her "okay then let me know if something happens..okay?" Yn nodded and Mrs.Jeon left after bidding her bye.
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"Mam... Sir Jeon is in his room..please take this plate of food and give him... We don't have the courage to go near him" one of the maid said while being afraid... Yn takes the tray of food and praying to god enters his room...
The room was pitch black and no light was on...she could smell the alcohol and the smoke of cigarette was coming from the balcony... She puts the tray on a table and went near the balcony where she saw him standing and smoking while looking at the city view...
Yn gathered her courage and went towards him and he felt someone's present behind him... He took a deep breath because he hates when someone enters his room without his permission... He turned around and found Yn looking down to her feet not being able to look into his dark gaze that was piercing through her soul... He was just staring at her with rage gritting his teeth.."The heck you're doing in my room???" He said taking step forward towards her while she stepped back in fear..
"M-mister Jeon your food... It'll get cold please have your m-meal" Yn said mentally cursing herself for stuttering but she can't help but to feel intimidated by his aura..
He groaned and turned around again seeing the view while smoking after saying to her "Just get the fck out of here I don't need any more babysitters... I'm not.a.fcking.baby"
Yn could feel his vulnerability in his cold voice... He was tired of everything and wanted some space. And she thought not to bother him.. atleast in this moment right now. She thought to turn around and leave but then glanced at him... Who was back facing her and smoking.
She remembered Mrs.Jeon's words and gathering all her courage tapped on his shoulder... Making him more irritated and he turns around in annoyance "What now???!!" He raised his voice a little and she flinched.. he noticed her fearful eyes and sighed deeply before stepping back from her "leave for your own good... I don't want to hurt innocent people again.." She felt pity for him...he clearly needed someone's guidance and care. Taking a deep breath she bravely step forwards and takes the cigarette from his hand before he could inhale it again and crushed it under her shoes. She knew it wasn't a good move at all knowing his temper... And indeed he was fuming in anger when she glanced at him slightly...
He ran his hand through his hair in frustration and groaned in anger before trapping her in between his muscular arms and made her sit on the balcony ralling holding her waist with his one arm..
She gasped at his sudden action and looked into his eyes pleadingly only to meet his unbothered emotionless eyes. He makes her push a little making her afraid that he'll release his grip and she'll fall... She gripped onto his shirt tightly and their close proximity was making her heart race in extreme fear.
They were staying like that for a good minute before He said "I told you... Don't provoke me!! I can kill you as a consequence of what you just did!!" his voice was dominant and his gaze was killing her... She could see he was switching to his other personality slowly and then he'll show no mercy if he did... She panicked and thought of what she can do to make him calm...
"I-im sorry but... you know smoking isn't good...f-for your health" she said almost like a whisper with all her courage... He chuckled darkly making her shiver "Oh!! So now you'll tell me what's good and bad for ME?? From where do you get such audacity??"
She was shivering due to his tight grip on her waist and his face was too close to her... she could feel his hot breath on her face.. she didn't dare to meet his eyes. He harshly grabs her chin and made her look at him.
He laughed like a maniac making her more scared... "Hmmm i might spare you... If you give me a better reason to not smoke!" She widens her eyes... He's unbelievable. "H-how... i told you it's not g-good for your health-" "SHUT UP!! i don't freaking care about my health or whatever i asked you to give me another reason!" She panicked hard... He was slowly releasing his grip on her waist which will make her fall down from such a height that even her bones won't be found.
He was smiling devilishly showing no sympathy towards her "Since you have no other reasons... I'll let you go!" He smirks and about to release her but she did something which made him freeze on his spot.
She kissed him circling her arms around his neck making a tight grip in fear... This action stunned him and grabbing this chance Yn pushed him away and fell on the balcony floor calming her racing heart... He was still processing but soon he came back to reality and saw Yn in a scared condition...
He cursed under his breath knowing he must have done something ridiculous when he wasn't in his senses... He stepped towards her to help her stand but she backs off and stands up herself...
She was about to go away from him but he held her wrist from behind and made her face him. And this time his gaze was filled with concern... "D-did i hurt you..?" she nodded her head a little and he sighed in frustration "That's why i was telling you to go back!! I can't control myself when I'm mad!! i hurted several people like this!! I can't anymore PLEASE JUST GO AWAY!!" he said and dragged her towards the door to make her leave but she jerked off his hand.
Yn faced him and cupped his cheeks with her palm.. "don't worry Mr.Jeon I'll not leave you in this condition... I've made a promise to your mom that I'll help you get better... And I'll not leave until i make sure you're fine" He sighed in anger and pulls away her hand... "I'm any mental patient okay? I hate when people treat me like a patient..." She smiles softly leaving him in disbelief "i never said you are a patient... Umm just think of me as your personal assistant. I'll help you in every way and make you control your anger" he shook his head "I'll hurt you...like others" she didn't hesitated and held his hand carresing his knuckles with her thumb. "Don't worry... I'm here with you whenever you need me... It's my job..."
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After a month...
He has been improving a lot lately and controlling his mood swings. Yn showed him so much love and care that he melted under her gaze and did whatever she said like he has been hypnotized. He was longing for such care in his heart... He was cold because from his childhood he never got the attention and care from anyone. After his father passed away his mother always stayed busy in her work. She never showed any interest in his doings and as a result he started feeling ignored. To gain attention he started beating his classmates or doing any wrong work to make his mother notice him. But then later his mother used to scold him and called him a burden. He started feeling depressed and now he developed another personality which was not vulnerable but powerful and dominating... it was already late when his mother realised her mistakes and he already isolated himself from everyone. He refused to go to any therapist and hates when someone calls him a patient... It triggers his trauma and switches to his other personality... His mother hired the best of best psychiatrist but he scared away everyone and hurts them brutally. She then hoped for someone to take the job as a caretaker and finally found Yn.
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Yn knew what was his weak point and it was love and affection so she showed him so much love and care that he improved a bit then before. Even though he still acts cold but doesnt refuse to take his medicines like he used to... And obeys Yn... As long as nothing triggers him and she made sure not to make him angry in any way after their first incident.
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It was a fine day... Yn was preparing his meal and he strictly prohibited anyone to make his food other than Yn. So the maids watched her from afar..
"Don't you get afraid infront of him mam?" One of the maid asked in curiosity... Yn chuckles "Nope... In this whole month i now know him very well and how to handle his mood swings. I've mastered it" Yn said with proudness... The maid praised her saying "you're really brave otherwise who'd survive with a mental patient like that 24/7... hats off to you... No one could handle him more than 2 days and here you're... Surviving with him for a month.. i really feel bad for you. If it wasn't for your struggle you wouldn't have choose such a dangerous job..i feel you" Yn laughed at her praising... "Yupp i agree it's not easy at all to handle him but... i don't really have any complaints with this job. Taking care of a person isn't a hard job as long as you're dedicated towards it and Jungkook isn't actually what he shows himself as... Andd I don't think anyone would understand the real him so well other than me... No matter what. I'll always stay by his side until he doesn't need me anymore" she said the last sentence with a heavy heart and finally finished preparing his meal.
Little did they know that Jungkook's heard there entire conversation but unfortunately he didn't wait until Yn's answer to the maid's question and simply left after he heard her laugh... He felt hurt to know that she was with him just because of her own reasons and forced to do this... He thought she doesn't genuinely cares for him. He felt betrayed and kept thinking about it.
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Yn enters his room and found him sitting in the corner of his bed with his back resting on the headboard. He glares at Yn and she couldn't get why he seems to be angry. He wasn't eating at all when she puts the tray on bed...
"Here... Your favourite dish...if you want... shall i feed you? I don't mind" she gave a smile and he poked his inner cheek trying to control his anger... He lost it when she smiles warmly at him and he thought how long a person can be fake...
He throws the food from her hand and pushed her to the bed hovering above her. She was startled at his action and didn't know what happened or what did she do wrong... She always made sure to talk sweetly to him not to trigger him but now his sudden outburst made her confused.
"M-mr.Jeon... what are you doing? You're hurting me..." She said hissing in pain because he was holding her wrist so tightly pinning it above her head..
"Just drop you sweet act already!! I should've knew it already!! You're doing it as a job... You don't feel anything!! You're JUST ACTING!!!" he raised his voice making her flinch in fear... She wasn't understanding what was he referring to... "W-what do you mean by act?? Did i do something wrong?" She asked innocently as she had no idea... He scoffed thinking she's still playing innocent and there was rage in his eyes... The same anger she saw in their first encounter or even worse than that...
He leaned dangerously close and whispered in her ear..."I'll show you what you did wrong.." he said and placed her hand on his chest.. she frowned her eyebrows "why is my heart pounding when it's near you? Why can't i be in peace even for a second without you? Why do i...feel something when I'm with you?... IT'S YOUR FAULT!! ALL OF IT IS YOUR FAULT!! I can't get you out of my head!! It's driving me more mad!!" He was frustrated and she could now understand what he meant... He was falling in love with her. She never imagined he'd actually fall for her but deep down she also knew she had a soft corner for him.
For the first time she could see tears in his eyes... The gaze was cold and a look of betrayal... She could sense it.. she handles the situation calmly and gently cupped his cheeks "Please calm down... You are not in your senses... And I'm not acting Mr.Jeon.. it's true that i genuinely care for you it's not acting... Who told you i was acting?"
He calmed down after sometime and they sat comfortably on the bed and told her everything that he heard downstairs and she laughed softly at his concern. "O my god... Unbelievable.. You heard just a little conversation and reacting like this? You know Mr.Jeon half knowledge is very dangerous... You didn't even heard the full convo and jumping to conclusions" he frowned at her words. And then she calmly tells him everything to clear his misunderstanding and he finally felt relieved.
"But i just got to know that... You feel something for me" Yn teased him. He looks away and clears his throat "t-that... Well i know you won't love someone like me... And you're just kind hearted naturally not only for me i understand that" She sighed.. "Mr.Jeon it's not at all like that uhmm yeah it's my job but as i said I've known you for a month now and i know that you're a very good person it's just your trauma that has made you like that and see you're improving so much I'm very happy for that. And I'll stick to you no matter what... I promise"
He looked into her eyes with a calmer gaze than before and said "Then.. will you be my girlfriend?" She was taken aback by his sudden question and hesitated to say anything... "It's okay if you wanna take time... I'll wait" he said and about to go but she stopped him "Uhh it's not like I don't like you... So I'm willing to give you a chance.." he was very happy to hear that and hugged her in an instant making her surprised and happy at his happiness which is very rare.
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Yn at first didn't wanted to break his heart and make his health worse so she agreed to date him but she actually fell harder for him with time as he completely changed himself because of her... She was the real cure of his health and he really never hurted her again and kept her happy.