Damian noticed that even though his fingers didn't stop scrolling the ipad screen, he saw Kana who now started biting her lips and hands sometimes, Kana's habit when she was nervous or scared. The man put his ipad on the table and pulled Kana into his arms,
"Don't be afraid, I won't do anything if you're not ready baby. Calm down " he mumbled reassuringly. Kana was silent in his arms, her husband really really cared about her.
"Sorry " Kana whispered guiltily. She felt bad for Damian who was so kind when she couldn't do anything.
"No need to apologize, you didn't do anything wrong dear" Damian comforted. The sexy man meant what he said, only with Kana living with him was he truly grateful. Another problem, he can still endure.
All the maids left because their work was done,
"Take a shower, your chocolate milk will come soon. You can drink it after you're done showering, honey." Kana agreed and went to the bathroom.
*****
Kana had breakfast quietly with her husband, now the servants always eat first from the husband and wife for some reason. Maybe they feel awkward if they have to eat at the same table with their employer.
The husband and wife ate awkwardly because everyone in the mansion was smiling full of joy, looking at Kana and Damian with meaningful smiles. Kana know what that smile means, they think something has happened because yesterday was their first night. Kana finished her breakfast quickly and said goodbye to sit in the mansion's flower garden, Damian just nodded and said that he would be out for work today.
The servants wonder, was their first night failed? Why did their Master even go to work?
Kana asked Lily to make hot chocolate and invited the middle-aged woman to accompany her to sit in the garden.
"Yesterday nothing happened, Lily," Kana said glumly. Lily confused,
"Why, madam? Are sir Damian was tired? Or madam suddenly menstruating? " guessed Lily impatiently.
"I'm scared, Lily. I was nervous and shaking before taking a shower, Damian realized I wasn't ready yet" Kana whispered.
"You scared, madam? What is it? Madam can tell me if you want, maybe I have a solution." Kana glanced at the maids around them, Lily realized that Kana only wanted to tell her that. She ordered the other servants to leave the two of them and asked a few guards to keep watch a little further.
Kana took a deep breath, trying to tell her what she had kept to herself for years.
"About 4 years ago, I was 16 years old in high school. I almost raped my stepmother's boyfriend" whispered Kana. Lily was silent, letting Kana continue as comfortably as she could. More or less he already knew about this story.
"That night, Mr. Damar, my stepmother's boyfriend, came to my house, but my mom wasn't there. It was just me alone, I told him that mom was leaving but Mr. Damar said he would wait for mom. I just let it be because my mother's boyfriend often play at home, but... when I fell asleep in my bedroom, Mr. Damar touched my body" Kana's voice grew hoarse as her lips said,
"I'm scared, I screamed with all my might no one heard. I was slapped and grabbed repeatedly, even when I tried to run Pak Damar kicked me in the back until I fell down. My lips are cracked, my forehead is also injured. I still want to try to run, but unfortunately I fainted. I woke up because my mother was splashed with water, but I tried to check my body everything seemed normal. Mr. Damar never appeared again since then. " Kana said. Lily pulled that girl's body into her arms, patting Kana's back gently.
"I regret not being able to accompany Madam during such difficult times, thank you Madam for survive until now. Believe me, in the future Madam will only feel happiness. Madame has suffered enough, lean on us " comforted Lily.
Lily remember that time, the day her Master forcibly dragged a middle-aged man into the execution room which was still around the mansion. The middle-aged man who was beaten by the guards and whipped by his Master, that people deserved it.
"Lily has a child?" asked Kana who was still hugging her.
"No, madam. I haven't family at all " answered Lily. ' How can I have a child and family after everything I've been through?' thought the middle-aged woman.
"Lily don't call me madam just call me Kana, can you? Think me as your daughter and I will also think of Lily as my mother" Kana pleaded with a pleading voice.
Lily thought for a moment, her master would have no problem and would definitely allow it. But, will this girl still consider her Mom if she finds out about her dark past?
"Would you like that, Ly? I really want to have a Mom who is with me every day because my biological mother has left me since I was young." Kana looked at Lily's eyes with a hopeful face, the girl really really wanted to make Lily her mother.
"I'm a cute kid, you know? " Kana seduced again. Lily laughed at the little girl's seduction,
"Okay, I hope you doesn't change your request after knowing that I'm a very fussy mother to my child," Lily said with a teasing face.
"Gosh, Lily. Don't talk formal anymore, just relax! Let's talk the usual," said Kana.
Lily was about to answer, but Damian seemed to be approaching them. His eyes looked at the two women with a confused look, "what's the matter with you two?" asked Damian.
"I asked Lily to think of me as her daughter, Dam. I really want to have Mama who accompanies me every day, " Kana said with a cheerful face. Her bad mood because she was telling the past seemed to evaporate just like that when Lily wanted to be his mother.
Damian glanced at Lily who seemed to be smiling nervously, "Then, why are you still calling her Lily? Why don't you just call Mama, honey?"
The middle-aged woman's body stiffened, she wanted to argue but her tongue was numb.
" Wow! That's right, right? So, from today on I will call Mama to Lily! " Kana shouted excitedly. Damian nodded, pleased to see his little wife excited.
" Mom!" Call Cana to Lily. Lily's eyes filled with tears, "Yes, my daughter?"
Kana felt her heart pounding , between pain and pounding warmly hearing Lily's answer. Realizing Kana's silence made Damian clear his throat, snapping them out of their thoughts.
"Let's have lunch, honey," said Damian. Kana nodded,
"Mom, can we have lunch together?" Lily nodded in response. Stepping behind the newly married couple.