"I failed!! Arg, I'm such a dumbass!!! Just why did I do that!?"
I cried out while pulling my hair with both hands.
My Remil...
I blushed while thinking about her face again.
I want to see her....
I thought since I'm the future Duke that I could have her anytime I want.
As long as no one in the royal family could know about her beauty then Remil will belong to only me.
"I'm such a dumbass!!"
I shouted while my eyes caught vase placed in the table so I grabbed and threw it.
"Now I can't even go to her even if I wanted to just because of the oath!"
The Saintess will also hate me if I try to isolate Remil again, but if I won't do something then she'll be stolen by someone else!!
"So is she still sending you letters?" a voice of a girl then echoed in my head.
Right wasn't it Lisanna Immelva who started all of this mess?
At the sudden realization my head boiled up in anger that my body trembled.
Right, It's Lisanna's fault!!
What should I do with her now that because of her Remil is separated from me?
I clenched my fist while thinking of grabbing Lisanna's hair and cutting it.
I was lost in my anger when suddenly I was reminded of Remil's beautiful face again.
Thinking of Remil makes me lose all the anger that I built up in my heart.
Haaah, I want to see her again....
I should plan what to do with that Duke's daughter later, for now I should hire someone to steal Remil's painting.
If I have that then I can see her whenever I want.
Oh and if the thief ever get a glimpse of Remil's painting, I will have to cut his throat as well.
It's a good thing that Amelia never mentioned that I'm not allowd to send some letters to her.
I then hurriedly grab my pen and paper to write Remil a letter. Should I use a different name this time?
I smirked while thinking how good that sounds and how it would be much better if Remil will send a letter back.
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I sighed and closed the book of life.
I've been monitoring Ellezar for a few days now.
He really sounded really weird and I can't even explain it.
Should I let it be for now since he's not really out there to harm me?
I don't think that's the right choice though...
But it's weird that he asked someone to built a room for me in the Asmerald mansion. He even bought a lot of girl's clothes and furnitures for me there just in case I visit their place and stay there.
I can't understand his thought process despite reading them clearly in the book of life.
Should I curse him after all?
He's the future Duke though... They might be able to find out that he's cursed and send their soldiers to hunt me down.
Even though I'm the progenitor of the witches I'm still a kid. I can't just recklessly cause some problems in the Kingdom that will surely lead to the discovery of my identity.
If that happens I wonder if I could even sell my books then.
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After what happened to the party, Amelia decided that she won't be attending any parties for now.
She told them that she hasn't calmed her anger yet so she needed time, that's why in exchange for that Amelia was very bored and lonely.
She kept pestering me, asking me for some tea parties all the time.
In solution for this problem I have to invite Lady Flourel to the mansion.
I know how much they got closer after their three meetings with each other, and out of all of Amelia's friends Flourel is the only one who has zero percent chance of betraying my sister.
"Thank you for inviting me to this party lady Remil" Flourel bowed to me with a genuine smile on her face.
"I'm glad to see you as well Lady Amelia" Flourel added while looking and greeting my sister.
She looked like she's not even bothered that I'm covering half of my face with a mask.
"I greet Lady Flourel as well" Amelia said with a soft smile, though if you look closely you can see how much her mouth is twitching and trying not to form the biggest smile.
Apparently she's delighted that I decided to host a tea party even if the only people that I invited here was her and Flourel.
It's more than enough for her that I'm trying to make friends with someone else.
"I'm happy if you could become the first friend of my baby--- I mean my younger sister, Lady Flourel"
"F-First!?.... I mean I-I'm really honored...Whoa...." Flourel blushed at the thought that she's my very first friend.
Amelia has completely erased Ellezar as one of the people that I could befriend with.
Well I did not consider him as a friend in the first place.
It was only the servants who thought of it tht way so I guess Flourel is actually my first friend and Ellezar.
Soon the three people tea party started but in the end it is only Amelia and Flourel who keeps talking and filling up the silent garden.
They ask me questions that I'm not really required to answer so I'm pretty much having fun by simply hearing them out.
During my time with Flourel, I can easily guess that she's lying whenever she said that she's doing well in her new home and family.
I don't know the details about her life in the Velmour since I'm not really eager to read her story.
Though even if I don't just based on the information I picked up when she talks...
I guess she has acquired a father that only sees her as a tool to use for, a mother that is very strict and nags about her commoner like actions, then the two siblings who doesn't even welcome her as part of their family.
Compared to her life in the orphanage it must have been more draining to live in the Marquess mansion than before.
Even if she don't like it, she can't really say anything since the royal family was the one who decided it.
And she also has her signature golden hair and eyes so running away would be difficult.
The only thing that she could probably do right now is to endure and adapt.
She is a lovely girl and it's a shame that she has to exoerience things like this.
I should invite her to a party as much as I can so that she can be separated from her new family even if by not much.