The tention in the room could be sensed by anyone soojin quickly got supper awkward by his statements earlier jaemin being wounded one rested his back against the cold wall eyelids half opened noticing the girl silently sit next to him
"so umm what about all this?" she asked pointing at the broken part of wall which had just crawled from
"just pull your bed to cover not like we have visitors and gaurds stay outside" he told making her nod in agreement as rarely anyone came down the basement and if someone did it was their therapist
"why only two of us are here?" she asked curiously the emptiness of the asylum made their voices echo even "this place for criminals like us who have to be judged for punishment" he explained making the girl sigh pulling herself closer hugging her knees right, she was labelled as a crazy murderer who had brutally killed of her family in darkness of night she was lucky to have a nice lawyer who protected her
"you wanna be friends since it's two if us?"she asked making jaemin laugh a little it was first time a girl asked him to be friends he found it amusing, hilarious even because the mere thought of being nice with someone made his stomach churn yet he was intrigued by her personality wanting to dig further deep into her
"friends with psychopath?" he raised his brows teasingly "i'm not psychopath" she said angrily being called that after traumatic experience was a trigger for her anger
"i never said you're psychopath i was talking about me honey" he replied not sparing a glance soojin was left speechless by his words you'd find many people in this world but the one who call themselves crazy? hardly any
"well you don't want to be friends with me?" she asked pouting putting out her hand as jaemin chuckled
she was innocent the doey eyes she had filled with all the stars of the sky heck the whole universe was in her brown eyes which gave him a sense of comfort he felt so foreign to
with a light smile he extended his arm holding her hand with a firm grip a small hand in his larger ones made him all jiggly
a weird feeling creeping over him, he hated it, feeling weak over someone a weakness Because of a person that could control you all his fears he had yet to face right infront of him in a beautiful fantasy to which he was tempted all felt like a beautiful dream which he wanted to be in forever nor did he knew how long he could hold him back
is it late to tell the girl to back off before he turns crazy
"you look happy?" Dr qian asked as it was her weekly session seeing her eyes not dead "better than before you can say" soojin replied "that is a progress" he said to which she replied with a nod not wanting to say much it was a game mind with Dr qian "i have got your results of a week and made some anaylsis" he said putting the reports infront of her taking off his glasses he took a deep breath
" i have dignosed you with ptsd (post traumatic stress disorder) due to loss of your brother you still think he was alive and killed due to you parents fault which resulted in you killing them" he explained making her angry ruffling her hair she slammed the table
it was unbelievable no matter how much she has hated or loathed it still wasn't enough to kill the only thing she had close to family moreover even if she did then she wouldn't get caught so easily
"he is alive" she scoffed talking about her brother who had never died according to her "he died in a car crash on the way to a trip with your parents the body was found and he was declared dead" the doctor announced recalling the report he had read
"are you dumb!? they said the body was too burned to be recognized and they thought it was him" she explained verge of crying "he faked his death dont you get it" she screamed gripping her hair in furstration all hope crashing down because his brother was a dick her breath shortened chest tightening
panic all over her face
"look you need to breathe i'll search it up for now take a deep breath it will be okay" his calming voice failed to make her relax the only thing she wanted to be was left alone "leave me alone" she said faintly in a small voice fulfilling her request Dr qian did leave the cell
whistles of someone were heard the same voice which seemed soft was now highly annoying as h chuckled in a teasing way who it was gonna be except jaemin "what?" she snapped angrily she wasn't in any mood of tricks an games
"easy princess i didn't even say anything" he laughed lightly "God shut up" to say she was annoyed was an understatement she was infuriated "babe you're troubled just say it" he hummed wanting to know what was wrong
"i wanna get our if here is it too much to ask?" she sighed bringing her knees closer hugging them tired of this shit
"you wanna escape with me?" he asked hesitantly not sure of course he was going to get out did everyone really think that jaemin would stay her earning forgiveness and salvation
"yea like that's possible" she sxoffed not believing they hardly got out the security was intense moreover the highlight was the basement cell being impenetrable it was hopeless
"whatever, you're not eating?" he asked looking at the food infront of her she was infact not eating for days
"i can't eat alone " she mumbled bitting her lips out of habit she didn't like eating alone it made her feel lonely and upset which resulted in her not eating at all
"well then would you like to eat with me?"