"what you like starving or..?" he asked making her sigh placing her head on his shoulder he did not see that one coming as a result he tensed up not moving an inch not sure what to do he remained silent
"i dont know i just feel sad and angry and sad yea...." her mumbles echoing only in his ear voice sweet as a siren luring him in
"you said sad two times baby" his hum being a natural response to everything she said "becuase i'm sad" she expressed "can i ask a question?" out of nowhere she glanced at him who was staring outside blankly various thoughts in head he nodded "why do you kill people?" his head turned to meet soojin's eyes with an unreadable look
"why? you wanna die?" he asked jokingly yet she gave him the damned look that innocent sweet look he was beginning to be fond of "money, pleasure, fun" he simply said making her confused
"seeing people helpless makes me happy they look on their face when they know they are about to die amd no one is gonna save them gives in pleasure" he whispered in her ear making her gulp with a nervous laugh
"you are really crazy" she muttered making him chuckle "yes angel and that's why now you should eat" he said placing food infront of the girl who rolled her eyes with a smile
"it feels like a date" he said with a chuckle "wow date with a crazy psychotic killer i'm honoured" she replied sarcastically making him roll his eyes with annoyance
"i never said i didn't like it" she told in a small voice which made him smile lightly making his lips tug up "you're full of surprises aren't you" he asked tilting his head with a strange look she was unable to read eating her food she simply shrugged her shoulders
the night with him was full of excitement it was unbelievable seeing the amount of things they talked about random things which including jaemin being annoyed at her opinions and him mocking soojin about the way she talked
her eyes filled with stars talking about chocolate she was delighted to even talk about her interests even though the other was a brutal killer with. long history of trauma
"so you don't like strawberries?" she exclaimed in disbelief he nodded "omg no they are litreally the best fruit on earth you are uncultured" she whined hitting him slightly "why would you even eat that eww no" he made a disgusted face judging her
"fuck you" she huffed "you wish princess" he winked to the girl which made her choke on thin air the amount of flirt he had in him was excruciating
"you have a bad habit of flirting" she rolled her eyes in annoyance he simply hummed "only with you" his smile infuriating her yet a little butterfly in her stomach which seemed to unable to calm
"i'm honoured Mr. Na"
to shift the awkward energy which had started to develop diverted by the girl who continued the conversation
"oh and americano is the best thing that happened to me" she over exaggerated showing the love of coffee she had
"SAME GIRL" jaemin exclaimed the first ever emotion he had so dearly showed excited to say soojin was cooing at the strong feeling he had expressed over coffee was a warm one which she appreciated it proved that they were making some kind of improvement
"we should definitely grab a coffee sometime then" she blurted out in spite of the moment realizing she had just said her nervous system took over scratching the back of her head not sure if that was right thing to say "only if you want to" she mumbled and he laughed "i would love to"
this was most jaemin talked an unknown feeling surrounding both of them not knowing what was gonna happen to them but they sure grew an affection towards each other the environment more comfortable than they had first met which was full of tension
Jaemin who in his life had never loved anyone and only used people for his benefit
Soojin who wanted to receive the love she gave to other people
meeting in this place wasn't a mere coincidence but maybe it was all fate that decided to put them together to get what they lost and heal what hurt them
"jaems" soojin glanced calling the boy who hummed as a response
"today at least try to receive the therapy" she tried to convince but instead he rolled his eyes "and how is that working for you love" he asked eyes showing seriousness huffing the girl crossed her arms "this isn't about me! it's about you" he knew he hit a nerve talking to soojin about her mental state which she was currently in "it's about us hon we're in asylum" his chuckle wanting her to snap at him but she knew he was partially right but hated to admit the fact she was struggling "it might not work out for me but I can for you" she replied "I'll see" he simply replied not wanting to continue this conversation any further as it became kind of a sensitive topic for the two
they were in a mental hospital for murder litreally
she wanted to know the exact reason he was so keen on not taking the sessions because when she had tried giving her time he listened but any other doctor treated him he acted like a wild animal with his first instinct being a killer