I brought a white crackle filled with fried food that I had bought in front of Soewandhie Hospital. Before entering the iron fence Erlanga's house, first I opened the tote bag that I brought, and then I put the crackle containing the fried food in there to keep things that were not wanted. I take a deep breath as if trying to calm myself
and I have to be prepared for what happens in their later.
I continued to direct my footsteps towards the magnificent and luxurious house. For a moment these feet were reluctant to step when these beaded eyes saw the figure of Tasya standing on the terrace of the house while staring at me sharply, her hands clasped on her chest as if showing the real arrogance of her attitude. I gulped my own saliva, I had to face all of this because running doesn't solve the problem, it just adds to the problem.
"Come on, Sifana you can do it, just shut up and accept what Tasya will do later," I said trying to motivate myself.
My heart was pounding violently when the distance between me and Tasya began to erode now. I closed my eyes when I just walked past, I thought everything would be fine when I saw Tasya just calmed down when she saw me pass her but all that calm was gone when I felt someone's feet intentionally trip me up, and I who was closing my eyes couldn't dodge from impact with the floor. I felt dizzy instantly as my head hit the marble floor hard.
"Sick? It's still not much with what I'm about to give you! And enjoy a beautiful beginning to be my honey," a series of blasphemy demeaning and also threatening to directly kick the eardrums free, Tasya's voice almost made my eardrums bleed because of her hurtful words.
I stared blankly at the sound of Tasya's footsteps leaving me just like that I even had time to see if the woman smiled with satisfaction before leaving me in a sad position lying on the marble floor of this house's terrace. With a sick body all slowly I
sitting on the floor after a few sounds of footsteps tapping on the floor sounded closer to me, without seeing who it was that came I immediately got up quickly from a sitting position, but what I didn't expect was actually couldn't balance because of a headache.
"Auch, I'm so dizzy," I moaned with my hands on my head, even I was resigned if my body would fall back to the floor again for the second time.
But who would have thought if someone swiftly grabbed hold of me and caught me in his arms, this is not Tasya, and I'm pretty sure that because her body is sturdy and the smell of her perfume is also very masculine, could this be. My closed eyes opened slowly, and I saw Sadam's handsome face fill my entire view. His eyes were still sharp and cold, piercing the deepest recesses of my heart, but the man hugged me gently.
"Don't do this cheap act again in front of me. It really makes me sicker," said Sadam while sharpening
his view.
"Sorry, I really don't ....," before I could continue my words, the man had helped me stand up straight again. Even him straight back into the house.
I shed tears because I couldn't hold the tightness in my chest. I stepped into the house, legs that were still shaking because of Tasya's rough treatment earlier I forced myself to go to the room, and finally I arrived at an all-white room that had one cupboard, or bed.
And television too. I sat my body under the floor in a back against the bed. I unzipped the tote bag and took the fried food that I had bought in front of the hospital, I ate it slowly, these tears fell along with every chew from my mouth. Hopefully this pain will go away with the disappearance of the hunger that had made my stomach growl.
"Lord, strengthen my heart to experience this ordeal," I thought
ask for help from the creator of the universe and its contents.
The sun's light began to fade from the earth as the moon began to rise to its bed. I just finished making dinner, as usual I immediately put all the containers containing the food neatly on the table. After some time, Tasya, Sadam and Liora entered the kitchen. I washed the dirty dishes and all the kitchen utensils that I used to cook dinner earlier. The sound of small footsteps approaching me, and I'm sure of it, definitely Liora.
"Sifana, why don't you come to dinner with us?" I immediately turned to Liora after the little girl tugged at the knee-length dress I was wearing.
"Sifana, you have to wash all these dirty dishes first, Liora just eats with Papa and Mama," I said after aligning the two of us in height, I looked at the innocent face and Liora's shoulder-length hair that was in two pigtails, this girl is really cute and very well packaged. . And I can say that my day at home wasn't too bad because of Liora.
"Liora, let's have dinner!" Tasya's voice sounded full of emphasis, as if she was trying to suppress her emotions. "For
do you care about the maid, it's her job to clean the house," I could only gulp down my own saliva without daring to look at me.
Tasya.
"Mama, don't talk evil like that. Usually when there is grandma and grandpa, Sifana always has dinner with us," Liora argued with her innocent face.
"Liora, you didn't hear what Mama said," Tasya snapped, causing Liora's nose to puff up and down as if the little girl was trying to hold back her own tears.
"Honey, don't talk rudely to Liora like that. He's just a kid, and he still doesn't know what's going on." Sadam got up from his seat and walked over to the two of us – the man was of course approaching his little daughter. "Liora, let's have dinner with Mama and Papa because of Sifana
I have to finish my task first," said Sadam with a shady look at Liora.
Liora didn't answer right away, but the little boy first looked at me then said, "Sifana, Liora has dinner together, Papa later when Sifana is finished in the kitchen join us right away, yes," I immediately gave a sweet smile while nodding my head in approval the little girl to put her heart at ease.
'Your cold eyes always break my heart, Sadam,'