I had just finished making dinner in the kitchen, as usual I would wash the dirty dishes in the sink when the Sadams did dinner. The sound of small footsteps began to be heard tapping on the floor, it must be Liora who else if not the little child who cares for me in this house.
"Sifana, does her head still hurt?" the little boy asked me with his little hands, tugging at the long dress I was wearing.
I turned to Liora while saying, "It doesn't hurt anymore, Liora should immediately have dinner with Mama and Papa," I said while looking at Sadam and Liora briefly. "See that they are waiting, Liora," I continued while gently rubbing the top of his head.
"Sifana, come eat with us just like when Grandma and Brother used to," continued the little girl. I saw his innocent and pleading face. Liora's attitude which is very caring for me is the same as Anggun's attitude to me, it makes me love her even more.
"Liora, is a good child, so have dinner soon and don't let Papa and Mama wait too long," I said to the little girl. I saw that Tasya had rolled her eyes, and I didn't want this little girl to get angry with Tasya again because of me.
"Okay then, but Sifana has to promise if he will have dinner tonight, Liora doesn't want Sifana to get sick," said the little girl again, and I immediately nodded my head in agreement.
I saw Sadam frown when he saw me, his eyes were more curious than cold
As usual, I don't know what made him curious. I didn't want to think too much and went back to washing the dirty dishes. Seeing Liora's very sweet attitude when she was worried about me made me miss Anggun so much.
After some time, the Sadam family finally
already finished doing dinner, Liora and Sadam first came out of the kitchen, while Tasya walked up to me, I pretended to be busy cleaning the stove I had just used for cooking.
"How long are you going to stay in this house?" I turned my gaze towards Tasya and then looked at her with a flat face.
"Does, Tasya want me out of this house?" I asked him. Obviously I saw the woman smiling lopsidedly if she didn't like me, yes, from the start I knew that woman had never liked me.
"Of course! And you know that very clearly," I saw him staring intently at me. It's possible that if there were no laws in this country, Tasya would have killed me from the start I married her husband.
I put the cloth that had been in my hand on the stove, I ventured to look into his eyes and said. "If I
out of this house, Sadam and also Tasya will not get a penny of inheritance from Papa Damar," I don't know where to get the courage to make these lips dare to say words like this, but I have no regrets when I see Tasya looking at me with chattering teeth and not only that's all his eyeballs that almost came out of their nature showed emotions that had now exploded on the top of his head but he
couldn't get that emotion out of him.
Without saying a word, the woman left me, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief when I saw Tasya's back disappeared from sight. I never thought that the woman was also afraid of my words. So far I have not opposed Tasya's words because I feel that I am the most guilty party because I have entered their lives, if I could choose I also did not want to interfere with other people's lives, but fate did not give me a choice and I have to live it now.
Finished cleaning this kitchen, I went into my room for some reason I was so lazy to eat dinner, I dropped my body on the bed and took the cellphone that was on the nightstand. I just held the phone, there was already a video call from Anggun, I immediately sat down and straightened my appearance before receiving a video call from him. Don't forget to use the handset so that Anggun's voice can be heard clearly in my ears.
"Sifa, Anggun misses me so much," I looked at Anggun waving her hand at me from the screen of this cellphone, my favorite little girl always looks cheerful like this, and it makes me sad, sad because Anggun doesn't want to share her pain with me.
"Honey, Sifa really misses you too," I replied while pushing my lips as if kissing her. I stopped
I said when I saw the shadow of the person in front of my bedroom door, yes, I forgot not to close the door to this room tightly, but I don't care who listens to my conversation because I really miss Anggun.
"Sifa, kiss Anggun again," without thinking I immediately kissed him again right on the phone screen as if what I kissed just now was my beloved sister's cheek.
"How are you, darling?" I asked Anggun with
smile sweetly.
"Anggun news, fine, how about you
Sifa," asked Anggun back.
"Look at this, Sifa is fine," I said while pointing at my face, even I deliberately blinked one eye with a flirtatious face at Anggun and what success I was doing this time was able to make the little girl laugh out loud.
I was so happy that I shed tears. We talked for about 30 minutes until finally Anggun said goodbye to rest, I immediately agreed and turned off the video call connection.
I put the phone back on the bed, I saw the shadow of someone still behind my bedroom door because I was curious, I finally got off the bed and walked towards the door. My hands immediately opened the door wide, my eyes immediately widened when I saw Sadam staring intently at me.
I felt the cavity in my chest getting narrower because of his gaze. Why is Sadam in front of my room and what is this, he stepped into the room, and spontaneously I immediately took my feet back to avoid him. Sadam looked at me without blinking, it made me tremble even more with fear, what's more, his unreadable gaze made me want to run away even more, but that hope instantly vanished when Sadam closed the door to this room.
'The look in your eyes always manages to make me tremble with fear. Isn't it like Sadam'