I tried to cover up this nervous feeling by bowing head, then I walked slowly with trembling legs. I closed my eyes tightly when I almost stepped close to him, if only I could do teleportation-disappearance maybe I shouldn't be in this trouble, but I can't do if it's so pathetic. The incident some time ago when I was pushed by this man in the kitchen made me move a step closer to the wall so as not to be close to him when passing through the door. This distance is not too far, but for some reason it seems far away and makes me feel even more breathless.
"God, please protect me," I thought asking God for help to move Sadam's heart so that he wouldn't do something like this kitchen to be honest, I was so scared that now my hands are starting to swell with the clear liquid.
"I'm sorry," the man's deep voice broke through my eardrums, I spontaneously looked at him with a frown. "Problems in the kitchen," continued Sadam, then the man spread his hands on his chest and turned around, leaving me still frozen in the same position.
Ina's reddish tinge appears in Bumantara, the blue gradation color is like the blue of the seawater looks beautiful from the earth, I spread my hands and take a deep breath injecting as much oxygen as possible as
exhale slowly from the mouth. I have to finish all the tasks in the kitchen early so that I can meet Anggun sooner I haven't seen my beloved sister in three days and of course I really miss her.
I was already in the kitchen and had just finished making breakfast, everyone was sitting in the kitchen, as usual Mama Elsa and Papa Damar asked me to join them for breakfast. I glance at Sadam, the man is busy
chewing the food in her mouth while Tasya looked at me sarcastically. I bowed my head again in fear, this food was very delicious but for some reason it tasted so bland after entering my tongue, all of Tasya's gazes seemed to absorb the delicious taste in the food on my plate.
We all finished breakfast, Mama Elsa asked Liora to come out of the kitchen to play. Tasya and Mas Sadam were about to get up from their seats to leave the kitchen, but Papa Damar's voice interrupted their initial intentions.
"Sadam, Tasya listen to what Papa has to say," the man paused for a moment in his sentence. The atmosphere in this kitchen room began to turn mystical due to Papa Damar's serious gaze at Tasya and Sadam.
"Papa and Mama can't stay in this house any longer, this morning Papa and Mama will return to our residence," I saw an evil smile etched cruelly on Tasya's lips. I don't know why my hunch started to get bad when I saw Tasya's threatening eyes that were shown to me.
"Ma, Pa, why do you have to rush like this," said Tasya. But I knew very clearly that the woman was just making small talk because the look in her eyes showed otherwise.
"Tasya, you don't have to worry because Mama will
often visit here, "continued Mama Elsa while looking at me with a smile. If I can interpret that smile to say that everything will be fine.
"Mama, you can come whenever you want."
"Sadam, you haven't forgotten, right if Sifana is your wife now," I saw Papa Damar looking at Sadam for a moment then a second later the man looked at me.
"Sadam, don't want the marriage and for Sadam, Sifana is just a servant in this house, like before," I bit my lower lip hard to vent the pain in my heart, but Sadam's words caught in my heart. I took a deep breath while rolling my eyes to prevent this clear liquid from dripping.
"Sadam, watch your words! Sifana is also your wife," I stumbled after hearing Papa Damar's loud shout.
My head immediately bowed in fear when Tasya rolled her eyes at me as if the woman was saying if all of this
happened because of me, yes I'm the only one who was wrong in their happy relationship, and I'm the actor who doesn't know himself, very sad.
"I accept, he is in this house only by request, Papa
and also Mama," said Sadam firmly. Maybe now the man is looking at me sharply I don't know, I can't describe the look on his face now because I lowered my head enjoying this fear and broken self-esteem.
"Sadam, can't you open your eyes and see if Tasya isn't as good as you think, you have to wake up and see who this woman is. Whom you have married." Elsa spoke up because she couldn't take it anymore to look at his son. And I can only remain silent, being a loyal listener.
"Mama has said that a thousand times, even Mama to show some evidence, but that makes me even more sure that what is not good is not Tasya but the thoughts of the two of you."
Brack… Plaque!
I immediately raised my eyes in surprise listening to the sound of a chair being violently stomped back, and it was Papa Damar's chair, I can't digest everything that happened now I see Papa Damar starting to raise his hand in the air and the sound of a slap so loud echoes throughout this quiet room. I looked at Mama Elsa, opening her mouth, almost couldn't believe what her husband had just done. One second later, my eyes were filled with Tasya's face crying hysterically when she saw her husband being slapped by Papa's father-in-law.
"Please, don't fight because of me, please let things go as they are," I finally spoke before the fight was over
worse again.
"Just because of this woman," sadam pointed at me hatefully. "Papa, slap me for the first time and this will be Sadam remembers forever."
Brack!
The sound of the table and chairs hitting the table, accidentally dropped by Sadam made the atmosphere in the kitchen room even more stuffy.
"Tasya, how long are you going to hide the rot in your heart? Enough with all this, are you still not satisfied?" I heard Mama Elsa began to sharpen her gaze towards Tasya.
"Sorry, Tasya doesn't know what Mama means," after speaking, Mbak Tasya hurriedly walked away leaving us
three.
'Please don't fight just because, I'm an ignorant actor. Isn't that like Sadam?'