(Blue Pov)
After we ventilated in the Garden, we immediately rested, especially Queen, so as not to affect the child in her womb.
Here I am now in my room, lying and looking out the window. The more I think about it now, the more I don't know what I'm going to prioritize. Many problems came when we returned to our mansion here in the States.
One of my problems is that I don't know how it happened? I don't want to tell this to Queen because I don't want to add to their problem.
Someone even called me and introduced herself as carrying my own child. The hell! I have no wife and especially, I have no children. It didn't stop the person calling me, repeatedly saying that she was going to kill me and my own child.
Tsk. Who is a fool to believe her? I have not had a single woman touched because I promised myself and the Queen that the only Mother of my children would be the woman I love and I will marry.
I think what she told me was impossible but what surprised me more was that she sent me a picture of the child and I looked exactly like it. I was shocked when I saw that. But it's so very impossible because I haven't had a woman move yet.
I have another problem to face. I have a girlfriend, but our relationship is just a secret. No one knows our relationship even the Queen. But, I love this Girl. She doesn't even want me to let my friends know that she's my girlfriend. I don't know why, but I just followed her. I loved her more than myself but I found out that she was being deceived and that she was just using me. I found out because someone sent me pictures, I don't know who but I found out that it was all true because she told me.
I couldn't quite imagine her doing this to me. I trust her the most then this is what she will do? I loved her, I gave her everything she wanted but this is what she retaliated, to hurt me and crush my whole being.
She admitted to me that she had been cheating on me for a long time, she already had a boyfriend. I was very hurt in those days but I didn't want to show and let Queen know what happened. I don't want them to think about my problem. I don't want to add to their problems so I can solve them.
I sighed weakly and stood up. I went to my window and saw the beautiful Garden from where I was standing.
Maybe I won't think about my problem first, I'll first help Queen get revenge on the people who hurt and oppressed her. I looked up at the sky and just smiled bitterly.
I looked at my cellphone when it suddenly rang. I picked it up on the table and looked at who had called. My forehead frowned when I saw the unknown number on it. I answered the call and listened to it. It didn't speak so my forehead furrowed even more.
"Who's this?" my cold question.
No one spoke on the other line the only thing I could hear was silence. I looked at the caller again and returned to my ear. I was about to drop the call when it suddenly spoke which I stopped.
"How are you, little twin?" she whispered softly.
My eyes widened because of what I heard. What the hell! How did this happen? He was dead a long time ago when he and I were just born. He died when mom gave birth to him. So, it's true the he alive? Yes, I have twins, I hid it because I don't want them to know especially Queen. They will just be damned, I also know that my twin is one of our opponent in the Mafia. He is our mortal enemy who wants to overthrow us and kill us.
"I don't know you," I said coldly and would have dropped the call when he spoke again.
"Really? You don't know me, My dear little twin? Oh, that's so sad, you really forgot about me," he said sadly but I knew he was smiling.
I tightened my grip on my cellphone when I heard what he said. My grandpa told me not to trust my twin because he is greedy for power and even if he has family or blood relatives, he will kill you just to get what he wants.
I know he killed Lola and Yanyan and Queen's Lola. When we were kids we didn't know he pretended to be me because we looked so much alike. He poisoned Lola and especially the Queen, they didn't really die in the Mafia War. I know all about it because grandpa told me everything. I don't want to tell this to Queen because they might be angry with me because my twin killed their Grandma.
"Shut up! I don't know you, " I said coldly.
I heard his devilish laughter that boiled my blood. But what made my blood boil more was the last thing he said before dropping the call.
"Protect your Queen and her child because you may lose them in an instant."
I was stunned and could not move because of his last words. I threw my cellphone on my bed and sat on it.
"What does he mean?" I whispered softly.
I clenched my fists and closed them tightly. Don't let him involve Queen and Queen's child in this because I won't hesitate to kill him even if he's my twin.
I didn't know what to do, my problem had increased again. Why do they have to come and happen at the same time? Shit!
I messed up my hair and just lay down. Damn it. I can't forgive myself when something bad happens to Queen and the child in her womb.
I stood up because of what I thought. I have to watch Queen wherever she goes. I know she can handle my twin but she's carrying someone in her womb so she can't do it. Yanyan and Black might even kill me if he touch the child in Queen's womb. I don't want to die yet, I don't have a wife and children yet. The heck! What am I saying? Stupid, Blue.
I looked at my door when suddenly there was a knock on it. I went to it and opened then I saw the Queen's face which was frowning so I frowned.
"What happened, Queen?" I asked worriedly.
"Nothing," she said as she entered my room.
I followed her and saw her lying on my bed. I just shook my head and closed the door. I saw her looking at my cellphone so I hurriedly went in her direction and grabbed my cellphone. She was startled and frowned at me. I touch my neck and fake laugh.
"Ahm, Queen. What do you need?" I asked at the same time avoiding my gaze because I seemed to be examining the look that she was throwing at me.
I saw her standing on my bed and looked at me seriously so I was swallowed by saliva and looked away.
"Are you hiding something from me?" She asked seriously.
I was shaken a few times because of her question so her forehead frowned even more. I tried to avoid looking at her because her gaze was so scary.
"Oh, okay. Btw, come down, Brother Marco has prepared food for us. " smiling she said I took a deep breath.
Shit! I'm almost there, I really thought I would be die with my problems.
I smiled and nodded at her. She walked first and I just followed her. As we went down I felt Queen was quiet so I turned my gaze to her. I frowned because there was no emotion on her face.
"Is it really like this when pregnant? Bipolar," I whispered softly in my mind.
I just shook my head and walked with her until we reached the table.