I was stopped in a large tree because I felt dizzy and vomited. I sat here and leaned my back against a tree. I sighed weakly and massaged my forehead. I looked up at the sky and I couldn't help but smile because I remembered something that had happened before. Too many stars in the sky. I noticed a star that was so bright that I smiled bitterly. I remember Grandpa, Grandma, and yanyan. They were the only people who considered me family and loved me deeply. They were also the only ones who didn't push me away and hurt me. I did not realize that my tears were already flowing. I miss them so much.
I looked at the stars in the sky and smiled. I still remember what Grandpa told us with my cousin. I will never forget that, so whenever I am sad I always look at the sky. Sometimes I even include Yanyan, Black, Dark, Red, and Blue. They also love the stars. We were always together when we were young because our grandparents were friends. Since childhood we have been together, they are the ones I consider true friends who have not hurt me or judged me. They are the only people who understand me. They are also the ones who are always there by my side and never leave me alone. We miss the days we were still together. We miss the quarrels, bullying, and bonding with our friends.
I miss them. I miss my Grandpa, my cousin, and my Boybestfriends. I smiled bitterly and bowed. The memory of Lolo and yanyan came back to me.
(Flashback)
Yanyan and I were busy chasing then and at that time it was night but we were still in the garden. Grandpa, Yanyan, and I were together, he was sitting while watching us. I was only 7 years old that day and Yanyan was 8 years old. We were young but we already knew how to fight because Grandpa taught us.
Yanyan and I just stopped chasing when Grandpa called us. Yanyan and I looked at each other and quickly ran in Grandpa's direction. When we got there, Grandpa just laughed because of our meanness. We sat next to him. I am on the other side and Yanyan is on the other side. We put Grandpa in the middle. Grandpa stroked my hair so I could look at him. I saw him looking at the sky so I also looked there. And there I saw the stars shining. But I noticed one that was a star that was super bright, it was just weird of all. I frowned as I watched it.
"Grandpa, why is that one different from all the stars?" I asked in wonder while pointing at a star.
I heard Grandpa's weak laugh so I turned my gaze to him. I was outfrowning.
"You want to know why that one is different?" Grandpa asked us again.
Yanyan and I nodded. We waited for him to say something.
"The elders say, when a star is too bright and strange to all, it is said to be one of the most important people to you who has died." he says.
I looked at that star again when I heard what Grandpa said. But it was also returned immediately to grandfather. I saw in his eyes the sadness and longing. I bowed because I remembered Lola. He died because of our Mafia opponents during the war. My grandmother was a member of a Mafia, she was not just a Mafia but she was a Mafia Queen then.
Yanyan and I looked at each other. I could also see the sadness in his eyes. I admit it hurts so much when you lose a loved one. Especially since this person is the one who raised you and took care of you. I hold back the tears that want to drip into my eyes.
"Grandpa, are you okay?" Yanyan asked him.
He smiled bitterly and Yanyan and I messed up our hair. Yanyan looked at me and nodded so I smiled.
"Grandpa, you said earlier, elders, right? But, you're old too.." I said smiling.
Grandpa looked at me with a frown and raised two eyebrows. Yanyan and I giggled and quickly ran inside the mansion. But before we could enter we heard Grandpa shout. Yanyan and I both laughed and sapphired.
(End of Flashback)
I smiled bitterly and did not realize that I was crying. I wiped the tears from my cheeks and looked up at the sky. I looked at a star that was the brightest. I remember Grandma, Dad and Grandpa. I don't know if Grandpa is still alive, because they disappeared after the Mafia war seven years ago. We looked for them but we could not find them. Others say they are dead but we don't believe it, we haven't found any bodies so I believe that Grandma and Grandpa of Black and Dark, and Red and Blue are still alive.
"I miss you, Grandpa and Grandma." smiling I said while looking up at the sky.
"Please guide me and give me the strength to live." I said.
"I really love you, Grandma and Grandpa." I whispered softly.
I still remember when we were still together we were still very happy. I am happy even though Grandpa, Grandma, and Yanyan are the only ones in my family. Because my mother was no longer accepted by Grandpa and Grandma. So when they found out that my Mother was pregnant with me, they planned to take me and my mother did not hesitate to give me to Grandpa and Grandma. But even so, I still accepted Mother because she gave birth to me in this world. And dad I have never seen. Even in the picture I don't see him. And Grandpa and Grandma told me that my father is dead. Grandma said that dad died because of mom. I do not know why? whether what they say is true. I just ignored it because that's what Grandpa and Grandma said. I was happy that day because I have Grandma and Grandpa who love me so much. But everything changed, because of the war between all the Mafia around the world. Grandma died, and during the last war, Grandpa disappeared. Every 8 years, there is a war going on between Mafia around the world. Who really should be the Queen of all Queens or King of all Kings. Because when you are chosen as a Queen of all Queens and King of all Kings you are the highest of all the Mafia in the world. You are also the most powerful. Who really should be the Queen of all Queens or King of all Kings.
I came back to myself when the wind suddenly cooled. I need to get out of here because the air is getting cold. It weakens me and my child.