Hae-jin POV :
Hae-jin : then who is the father of the child ?
a look of sadness and sorrow flash his face and eyes
Kim : he is not my real son .
Hae-jin : then ?
He takes a deep breath and said ....
Kim : he is my little brother ... after our parents died i took the guardianship of him .
Hae-jin : i am sorry again you have told me before ... you don't have to talk about it if you don't want it .
Kim : no it's ok ... i love to talk about them and it is been ages since i talk about them .
Hae-jin : then it will be my honour and i would love to listen to you .
he look at me with a smile on his face and said calmly .....
Kim : my parents where the most loving people i have ever known ..... my dad was an ordinary office worker ... he was gentle , kind heart , calm and warm despite being an Alpha ..... and my mom was a house wife she was the opposite of my father ... she was loud , stubborn , excite about everything despite being an Omega but she was a great cook and have the most angelic voice i have ever heard ... i still hear her sing for me before sleeping ... every time i go back home i thought about that my mom is home and cooking in the kitchen and i will sneak up on her and hug her from behind and she will get scared and when she found out that it was me he will hit the back of my head and she will scold me for scaring her like that ... and we practically run around the house until she get me and start to tickle me .... after that we will start dinner and wait for dad to came home .... and when he came back the first thing that he did was kiss mom and me in the forehead ... then he will sit me down and ask me about my day in school and what did i do that day and help me if there was something trouble me or if i have some problems despite him being tired .
he takes a few shaky breaths and wip his tear that have fallen down his eyes while talking about his parents ..... despite him being sad talking about them he somehow looks happy too ... like he is living in those moments again ..... i put my hand on his shoulder and pull him to my side and hug him he was stiff for a moment and then relax and hug me back ..... we stayed like for a moment then he again said with trembling voice while still hugging me ...
Kim : i am fine now it's been a long time after all from there death .... but what upset and hurt me is that my baby my little brother didn't even have a single memory of them .... he didn't have a chance to know how amazing they where ..... the only thing that he knows is the thing that i am telling him about them .... and he is still too young to understand .... he thought that i am telling him a bedtime stories .
he was still crying so i put my hand on his head and pat it gently and said gently ...
Hae-jin : it is ok every thing is ok ... let it out ... i am here for you .
he hung me tighter and burn his head more in to my chest and said still crying .....
Kim : i am scared .
i was confused and ask gently .....
Hae-jin : why are you scared ?
Kim : i am scared that i am not a good parent to my baby and not doing good enough .... i am scared that instead of making him happy i will make him sad or miserable ..... i don't want that ... i want to give him everything that he wants and the thing that he don't ... i want to see him smile all the time .... i want him to enjoy his childhood and have all the fun in every stages of life .... not like mine i don't want him to grow up before his age .
i rub his back for comfort and after some time he calmed down and take step back and look at my clothes he started to wipe it with his hand then said ....
Kim : i am sorry i ruined your clothes again .
Hae-jin : it's ok don't worry about it .
we stayed silent for a moment then i could not stop myself from asking ...
Hae-jin : how old was you and your brother when your parents died ?
Kim : Min-ho ..... by the way my brother name is Min-ho he was barely 1 month old ..... and i was 14 turning 15 yes old .
that shock me .... he was that young and was ... no he was force to grow up and take care of a child when he himself was one ..... at that age he should have being playing with toy or video game not taking care of baby ..... that makes me admire and like him even more .... and before i could stop myself i said .....
Hae-jin : i like you .
he look at me shock for more than a minute then honestly i myself was shocked but i already said it and i was planning to make him mine so the sooner the better ..... after the minute he said ....
Kim : wh.... what ?
Hae-jin : i like you .
Kim : you ... you are joking right?
Hae-jin : no i am not i really like you .
he takes a step back his chick blushing still shock then said ...
Kim : it ... it's .... we ..... we literally saw each other only a couple of time .
he is cute really cute i want to hide him from the world and protect him ..... i take 2 step forward and bent down a little then kiss his forehead he immediately turned even reder his ears too ..... just like i said cute really really cute ....
Hae-jin : it's correct that we only saw each other a couple of times .... but i like you the first time we meet and saw you .... you where so cute all angry trying to explain to me that suicide is not a solicitation for any problems ... also i might say i was not trying to kill myself .
he hit my chest lightly and said embarrassed ...
Kim : please forget about that ..... it was so embarrassing .
i grab his hand and put it on my heart and lift his chin with my other hand to make him look at me .... his chick was still red i smile and said ....
Hae-jin : i can't because it was the first time that i saw you .... and know how caring you are .... i really fall for you at that moment .
he just look at me blushing more and more i talked ....
Kim : i ... i don't know what to say Mr Park .
Hae-jin : do you hate me ?
Kim : no .... no of course not Mr Park .
he immediately said ..... i smile and said ...
Hae-jin : ok that's good .... i am not rushing you .... think about it and then we will talk again .
Kim : ok .
Hae-jin : but i am not taking no for an answer .
Kim : then what do you want me to think abou...
i didn't let him finish when i kisses him on the lips .... i could not stop myself ... he froze for a moment then closed his eyes and kiss me back ..... we kiss for a moment then i pull back and put my forehead on his closing my eyes the savoring the moment ... our moment end by the ring of my phone ..... i kiss his forehead one last time and look who is calling ..... it was from home ...
Hae-jin : i have to take this .
Kim : it's ok go ahead .... i have to go home too it's late .
Hae-jin : i will take you .
Kim : no it's ok i will go by myself .... have a good night and go back save .
he did not wait for me to say anything and left ... cute he was impressed his face was still red .... i shake my head i will see him tomorrow at the café and we will talk again ...i answer the phone and talk for a moment before hanging up and go to my apartment ........
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