Kim POV :
it was night i was in my bed thinking about what happened today i was so ashamed how am i going to face him next time i see him .... i hope it is not soon with this thoughts i drift to sleep ... not even half an hour later i falls asleep because he was tired from all his jobs...
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No one POV :
after a few minutes Kim start to move around the bed and sweating he was having another nightmare again ... he was dreaming about ...
woman : Kim my baby .
Kim : mom .
He called her looking around .... searching for her ...
Kim : mom where are you ?
Mom : i am right here honey .
Kim : where ?
someone chuckle and then a man said ....
Man : turn around baby boy .
Kim turn around and see his mom and dad looking at him lovingly .... he look at them then smile tear in his eyes .... he said shakingly and quietly ...
Kim : m...mom ..... d...dad .
Mom : oh honey came here .
they both separate there arms as telling him to run to them for a hug ... but the faster he run the further they get away from him until they disappear from his eyes ... and while running he tripped and fell down when he look and didn't see his parents he started to cry harder and call out there name .....
Kim : Dad .... Mom ... where are you please where are you .... i miss you alot don't leave me alone again please ... mom ... dad ..... dad
and in a blind of an eye the surrounding change ..... now he was around 16 year old and he was in a corner in a dark room and some people was coming towards him ... he started to shake in fear and make himself even smaller in the dark corner shaking his head saying .....
Kim : no no no no no don't came closer please leave me alone .... no no no no
one of the man chuckle and came closer and strich out his hand to touch him at that moment he wakes up an sit on the bed .....
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Kim POV :
i sit up and look around when i realise i was in my room ... i calm down a little and put my head on my legs crying .... when will this end .... just because of this nightmare that i can't sleep no i can bring my baby to sleep with me ..... i would love for Min-ho to sleep with me he is still so young to sleep by himself but i can't because of my nightmare .... i cry until it was time to wake up Min-ho ... i take a quick shower and prepare breakfast for us then go to Min-ho room ..... he was still sleeping i smile and go near him kissing his head then said ....
Kim : baby it's time to wake up .
he opened his eyes sleepingly and smile then again close his eyes ... i smile more and shake him a little more....
Kim : come baby wake up i make your favourite .
he immediately sit up looking at me with eyes shining from happiness and said ....
Min-ho : pancakes ?
Kim : yes baby .
he runs to the bathroom to wash his teeth and face ..... i smile to myself and go back to the kitchen .... a few minutes and he is sitting and digging in his pancakes ..... i smile while drinking my coffee ..... we where done so i pack his lunch with mine and put them in both our bags ...
Kim : baby i pack your lunch don't forget to wash your hands before eating ok ?
Min-ho : ok dada .
we got out and i take Min-ho to his daycare and go to university ... i get there and go to my first class .... i was so relieved when the class ends so i can go to a quiet place and take some rest before my next class because if i don't i will fall asleep ..... i collect my things and go out the moment i turn outside the door someone bump on to me and the drinks on their hands spill all over my t-shirt ..... and the drinks was ice coffee ... without even looking i know that everyone was looking at me and some of them was chuckling and point the finger at me ..... i look up to know who did it only to see a girl smirking at me and then said with a fake worry ...
Girl : oh i am sorry .... are you ok ?
everyone that was there look at us so i smile back too and said ....
Kim : i am ok ..... don't worry about it ..... are you ok ?
she just grit her teeth and nod her head with her answer i turn around to leave for the toilet only to be face to face with Seok-jin and his friend i take a step back and said ...
Kim : excuse me .
i was going past Seok-jin when he grabbed my arm and turned me to face him .... i also grab his hand that was on my arm and try to pull it off .... and said ...
Kim : please leave my arm i need to go .
Seok-jin : are you alright ?
Kim : i am ok thank you for asking but please leave me .
all the people around us start to whisper about him holding my arm ..... i grit my teeth and said angryly with a small voice that only me , him and his gang could hear .....
Kim : please leave my arm every one is watching .
Seok-jin : so what is the problem .
Kim : it's a problem for me please stay away from me .
with that i snatch my arm from his hand and go to the toilet not turning back ... i clean my t-shirt a bit and go to have some lunch and then to my last class .... with the last class end i pack my things and go to my job fortunately i didn't meet Seok-jin and his friend .... but from time to time i feel the girl that bump in to me was glaring at me i didn't pay to much attention to her i have better things to do ..... i get to work and pray that today Mr Park won't came i feel so embarrassed thinking about last time we meet .... i great my coworker and stars work and to my luck he didn't came ... i finished my work and go to get my little brother and go home before it was time to get to my other jobs ..... i was just in time for my baby to come out .... and when he came and see me he came running towards me ..... i hug him and kiss all of his face he giggle and hug my neck .... i smiyand said .....
Kim : hey my love .
Min-ho : hi dada .
Kim : how was your day baby ?
Min-ho : it so so fun dada i did .....
and the rest of the way home he told me everything he did .... and i listen to everything he said with the smile on my face ... this is the only time that i can spend with him properly ... so i listen to him because his existence , voice and story are what make me going ..... soon i left him with grandma and left to my other work after changing my t-shirt ... fortunately my other work was done ok and was time to go home ..... i put my headphones and play some music and get going ... i can go home with my eyes closed because i know the road by heart .... so i was so in it my music that i didn't know that someone else was near me until they put their hand an my shoulder ... i grab that hand and twisted behind that person and ask ...
Kim : who are you ?
Man : some day you will break my arm .
i immediately let go when i knew who he was and said ....
Kim : i am so sorry Mr Park .
Hae-jin : it's ok ..... it was my fault for sneaking behind you .
Kim : are your arm ok ?
Hae-jin : i am ok don't worry about it .
Kim : you are really not hurt ?
Hae-jin : no i am ready ok .
Kim : than god ..... sir please don't sneak on me any more ok ?
he chuckled and said ...
Hae-jin : ok i won't .
Kim : promise ?
Hae-jin : promise .
we just stand there silently looking ahead of us by the way we where on the bridge it was not an uncomfortable silent ..... we look at the night light it was beautiful like star in the night sky i feel at peace .... until he talk ....
Hae-jin : how have you been ?
Kim : i have been ok .... most of the time i am working and the rest i will spend it with my family and studying ... anyway thank you for asking .... how about you Mr Park ?
Hae-jin : it is good to know that you are ok and i have been ok too .
before we can talk again my phone rang and when i look at it and see it was my baby i took it immediately .....
Kim : hey baby .
Min-ho : hi dada .
Kim : everything is ok ?
Min-ho : every is k .
Kim : then why are you not sleeping baby .
Min-ho : wait for dada .
Kim : it's late honey you should be in bed and sleeping .
Min-ho : but i miss dada .
Kim : dada miss you too baby ..... now go to sleep i will be home soon .
Min-ho : k night night dada .
Kim : good night baby .
i put the phone away when we where done and look at Mr Park .... he somewhat seem upset and angry ... and the aurora around him turn cold and dark ...
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Hae-jin POV :
when his phone rang his face light up i thought it will be his parents or a friend but but it was a child voice ... i thought it was his siblings but that child call him dada that mean father ... that mean he have a boyfriend or worse he have a husband and that don't set well with me .... and at this thoughts the air around me change to cold , dark and scary .... when he hung up the phone i grit my teeth and ask ...
Hae-jin : that was your child on the phone ?
Kim : yes that was my son .
he said with a smile and bright eyes ... that made the night more and more cold and dark ... i endure my anger and ask the question .....
Hae-jin : that mean you have a boyfriend ?
Kim : no i don't have one .
and i have came to the last possibility worst possibility ..... i take a few deep breaths and ask ....
Hae-jin : then do you have .... do you have a husband ?
he look at me stunned for a moment then started to laugh .... after a moment he calmed down and said a smile on his face .....
Kim : i am too young to have a husband .
i relax a bit and ask puzzled .....
Hae-jin : then who is the father of the child ?
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