Song: (heat waves ft glass animal)
Toby told her he's never going to judge her in this life nor the next whatever had happened that makes her so guilty is from her to God ears. Not accepting going to the dance with him hurt her the most likely because Toby has been her ride and die through the storm along with the sulking miserable thick side of life and when he asked her for one thing she declined for her own reason.
She listen to herself explained to Toby across the couch how she and lil daddy drafted a plan on taking down the cartel afterwards raised their own tiny family probably move to the country side and that's her life now, noticing the heart breaking twitch formed on Toby face breaks her instantly, he doesn't need to feel bad people changes and life move pretty fast.
She cleared the drinks from the table when lil daddy muttered behind her, she quickly turned to him still holding the glass moving to put it on the counter.
"You should honor Toby he's your best friend I know both of you had looked forwards to this day, a Dream you should make possible not only for him but yourself" like lil daddy knows the very word to say. Putting the glass on the counter is a routine in the house to wake up and drink alcohol basically everyone does it around here and Biebie is mastering the habit of drinking.
"I dream a lot of things and 99 percent of it remained as an imagination if somehow it happened to come to reality its shattered the only dream...
She paused walking away from the counter lil daddy eyes traveling down with her, she notice his two hands backwards didn't care so much about it went on to complete her sentence.
"The one only dream that came true is having you which makes me very happy.... he's graduating I will hate myself if Toby wasn't able to graduate after I made him miss most of his classes, is time for him to live in his own world" she completed her statement folding both of her arms concentrating on whatever he's about to show her, he finally brought his hand forward with an orange mask so tempting with a fancy design there is no denial he's got taste, Biebie scrutinized his face not letting the smile escape to her face.
"You love couture and satin gowns I will settle for either of them just make sure you honor that dance with him that's the least you can do for him.....Toby has supported you from day one what do you say" he said walking towards her, the smile finally escape to her face she slowly took it from lil trying it on.
"You think"? She asked with her mind clearing into accepting to attend the prom with hope not to see mrs Felicia, oops she will hate her so much what a awful person she have become to really bust down people that truly cares about her is insane.
"I don't think! you should go, our dinner can wait beside we are stuck together for life so we have plenty of time to go on any dinner we want to. This is you and Toby according to him best friends stick together-
"No he goes like this best friend are ride and die I'd rather be with you than anywhere else oh my god I can't believe this is making me cry.... I'm sorry I'm so emotional " Biebie broke into emotions what a selfish girl she is not to even consider him, thankgod the mask covers her face, the alcohol influence took advantage of the moment making her more teary.
Her boyfriend get hold of her stroking her hair slowly. " hey don't get hard on yourself I will pick up cloths and shoes for you, take your time then text him you're coming I'm sure he will be happy..... this means a lot to you who cares about graduation" Biebie looked up to him smile and replied yes like three times taking off the mask.
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Lemonade by Gunna, Nav & don toliver plays in background the way Biebie carries herself her steps moves elegant swaying her hips vibrantly her eyes search around not all the student were putting on their mask she quickly concluded maybe when they get to the event center or dance floor they will, this place reminded her a lot about the things she is fighting hard to forget from Kiera who didn't take the same class with her but hated her so much she almost send her to meet her parent in heaven.
Then mrs Felicia the persistent principal who thought been persistent will help change her life and revive her because the school board thought I was psych after the death of my parent a therapist will solicits me putting her job on the line for letting me get away with things the school wouldn't tolerate or give second chance.
It didn't occur to me that she was only trying to save me, from what exactly? Living my own life just so I can avenge my parent death that wasn't her job to tell me what to do or what not.
A step at a time she gets flashes of everything from the first day of school wow time run so fast can't believe 2022 class are graduating in a few days, after passing her elementary examination with straight A's.
This place has always been her favorite from kindergarten mum and dad immediately paid for everything including their test well I study so hard even when Rose the devil try to discourage me, is just the same thing I wrote in my (FSLC) just a little bit advance and introduction of new subjects is not like they were going to give me physic and chemistry to solve reminding me about the worst subject I hated in my life, I ignore her and study so hard when the result came out I merit the test in congratulatory my parent both got me a brown hairy puppy.
I named it snowkerry my family anyways wonder what snow got to do with the name not like it was white the kerry is fine, Rose concluded I'm the most weirdest in the family like she isn't.
In my thought when a guy save me from slipping I was so carried away with memories in my head that I was just floating in the air without watching where I was going.
"Watch it" he said after saving me from falling I couldn't say a word because he will recognize me, not like the whole school will.
he is one of those rich kids that was so obsessed with me right from the first day I get admitted cut story short he was not my type but the whole girls in my school wanted him it's like a dream they are all digging to archived, my eyes read words strap on the sashes hanging accrosed his chest PROM KING.
Before I could get over my head plus the whole words things I heard him cursed to his friend.
"That mask girl is a dick I wish I'd let her fallen like the devil fell from heaven-
"What do you expect from girls in this school they are all jerks especially Biebie Ellis she felt the whole school revolve around her, she's not able to graduate-
For crying out loud I'm not a jerk speaking of wish Kiera should be to be honest she encounters almost with everyone including few of the teachers that couldn't tolerate her and one of them is principal Felicia, a smile appeared underneath my mask as Jack defended her.
"Let her be I'm sure she's been through a lot shit who give a fuck about school is just a waste of time" he defended me like I haven't hurt him in the past even now, well my heart belongs to another and in years to come I'm not ready to quit on him till death do us part forever lil daddy.
is for my own good not to let anyone recognize me at least to resurrect dead things or opening old wounds.
Biebie step in the dance floor she didn't see Toby immediately but the way majority people admired her you can tell the dress really did magic and the only person that pulls thing like this is only Biebie getting everyone attention, she's a baddie and a fashion killer no one slays better than she do, wish she could see the jealousy in some of the girls eyes, heard a gurl behind her say ohh my Gosh she ain't even the prom queen her dress will basically feed me for a whole month.
"Does she remind you of someone" I quickly move out of my path going to get a drink I still heard her say
"Only Biebie Ellis put the whole school in tense when it comes to fashion heard she's going wild with her gangster boyfriend she deserve better-
"You can't blame her baby gurl turn orphan I will go completely mental if I was in her shoes"
This is getting really intense why is everyone still hooked on her, she sip the alcohol still no sign of Toby. The satin gown is really pretty gaining so much attention right from when she step in the school premises after thinking she kept it casual not her fault the man in love with her has great taste.
Your dress defines you does it mean the girl in the most prettiest dress is the prettiest person, nah I don't think so her sister have all the trends yet she have the most obnoxious character.
"Hey" two people came around her she knew instantly is Caroline and Toby they look good in their different outfits more like a couple goals, this relationship is really going to make way to Vogue or rolling stone.
"You look beautiful" I finally spoke my first word, we all exchanged hugs. Caroline can't stop gushing over my dress I asked her if she wants it I'm that type of person that doesn't repeat cloths so is just going to be a waste hanging rent free in my wardrobe she nod I told her after the prom she can text me her shipping address my intention is to buy her a new one in the exact color, Toby went to fetch us cocktail so we girls talked about what we talked about.
The prom went perfectly fine, i did the dance steps like a professional Caroline asked if have ever been to a dance school well give credits to movies on Netflix is really the secret girl ballad dance especially in musical series or drama, I had fun with my best friends and his girlfriend.
This the place I say goodbye, we hugged the longest we can I see tears pooling in his eyes well removed his mask.
Is for the best is dangerous out there and the life I have chosen is a different part of me that have outgrown our friendship if fate brings us on the same path then we can fixed right now i have a whole weed farm to grow and work on.
Cartel to take down so her boyfriend can be the king of the street, have their own mafia family living in the outskirts of the street a dream that has no part of Toby in it.
After settling scores with my best friend I cried my eyes out in the bathroom I texted the driver to come pick up as soon as he can my tattoos were all revealed because my cloths has a U curve designed I cared less about it after seeing how beautiful lil daddy tats are especially the NEVER SATISFIED he wrote on his wrist inspired me.
Only my heels click on the tiles walking the school hallway no student around they are all lurked in the ballroom getting themselves drunk.
Is always filled days of the week especially after morning assembly and break time you barely get though without touching people before getting to your locker look really nice when is emptied, most of the time so lurked in your locker when you will hear a heavy slam from your next locker mate slamming hard probably the class was boring, or the subject is hard to even get a C because the teacher is tough get really frustrating.
"I know is you" a familiar voice echo from behind after all the prayers the devil always get his way what in the bloody hell out of hundreds of student yet she still recognizes her out from crowd, no need to keep this on the only person that made you stuck your mask till the end of the party still finds a way to catch you so what's the use.
Turning to face her she got the shocking of her life principal Felicia is heavily pregnant oh my God Biebie exclaimed quietly, what kind of bloody heavenly surprise is this not in her entire life no one was going to convince her that one day practically on prom you will find out principal Felicia heavy pregnant.
"You didn't know" she asked like this is the first time she had broken her heart, maybe this was what she wanted to tell her in all those letters, voicemails, text messages, this time very close to me I wanted to feel her belly, I wish I had known earlier by now baby things wouldn't been the least she could worry about, I didn't let my emotion get to me I have to be tough.