I got rejected by my mate" I tell him... I was expecting him to laugh at me and place me down on the floor but what he did next had me dumbfounded.
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I was eight years old at the time of my parents death and when Jeremy had rushed out to save me from a rouge during the rouge attack years ago. I remember watching my mother being distracted by me and a rouge going for her neck and while my father had tried to protect his mate and their cub he too got killed.
Looking back I really do think that it was all my fault .
The Luna was nice enough to hate a little orphan like me... life wasn't easy with her around, she was the one whom insinuated I worked in around the pack house and with any other chores around the pack.
Jeremy on the other hand has been really sweet to me, he would take outing whenever he had a chance and when his parents would ask him to go with them for pack meetings he would sometimes refuse just so he could spend some time to keep me company.
Most times I would wish he was my mate and other times I would wish he was my elder brother for he was really nice to me. His mate Alia was also nice and sweet towards me. She would take me shopping and we would make each other's hair. That was until she died during the last attack she wasn't a very strong she wolf that was because she was half human half wolf so she could hardly ever shift.
We bonded because I hadn't shifted and we were inseparable from the moment we met each other.
When she died I locked my self in my room for weeks but unlike Jeremy he wouldn't talk to anyone and he had girls in and out of his room... Jeez this very room.
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He held my face and gave me a gentle kiss on my forehead. "You know you can always come to me whenever you need to talk" he whispered in my ear that warm breath had me blushing, nodding my head I reply " I know " we sat like that for a couple of minutes or probably an hour before he took me downstairs to eat. I was not the one preparing the food today so I ate to my heart content.
Normally when one gets rejected by his or her mate it is totally different, some go rouge some might even decide to end their lives but for me it was different.
Maybe it was because I hadn't shifted yet or that he and I did not have any bond.
Raising my head to steal a glance at Jere I notice he has this weird expression over his face and he is staring at me, like he was in thought.. A deep thought " Jere?" I mind link him... " Hmm?" He replied back "you okay?" I ask back, chuckling out a little he replied back using the mind link " yeah of course just thinking of what I would have done if your mate had not rejected you and if he had accepted you!" He said. " And what would you have done Jere? Spank me again ?" I ask him with a smirk on my face... it would not be the first that that Jeremy had spanked me, I had to say that I was a little turned on when he did it. Do not get me wrong I am a virgin, he even teases me for it but he also never let me have a boy friend cause he did not want his little innocent baby from getting corrupted by those mutts, his words not mine... when I tried to rebel he had me bend over his knee and spanked.
" Come with me when you are done with your dinner " he mind linked breaking my line of thought and flash back " To where if I may ask" I replied back, " I want to show you something " he said " okay" I replied as I ate my last spoonful of rice. We excused our selves from the Alpha and his Luna whom looked at me the whole time while I was eating. Walking right behind him and wondering where he was going to take me this time as we head out of the pack house door into the the garage "get in" he said swiftly and I did.And as the car kept moving forward the pack house kept looking smaller and the houses along the way were just zooming past my sight.
We drove in silence and when we got dipper into the woods he stopped driving and turned off the car engine then he turned his full attention to me and said " Do you want to know something?" He asked this time out loud cause we where no longer home " yeah what is that ?" I asked back. " Stay in the car " he said and came down passing by the front of the hood of his black BMW sports car he walked towards me opened my door, adjusted my sit so it was in a laying position and then he lifted me up and placed me on his laps in a position so that I was straddling him and he said " I probably would have killed him" " what? Who?" I asked not following , " your mate, I probably would have killed him if he had accepted you " he said flatly. Looking at him I was dumb founded not allowing me to register his words he starts kissing me m, first on my neck, then next to my ear and then my lips it felt different from the one we had earlier in his room it was already late out and normally as a non shifted wolf that I am I would be scared but knowing he was next to me, more like underneath me I felt safe.
Grabbing me by the waist he moves swiftly from the car and we end up in his back sit as he squeezes my butt cheeks in his hand I could not help the moan that escaped from my lips " hmm " and he replies back with a hard rod poking my core through my underwear I was wearing a black gown so I could vividly feel him , he places me down on the back sit chair so that he is now straddling me and he starts taking off my gown then my bra and then my underwear then he comes back down to kiss me then he takes his time to look me over... I was literally naked under Jeremy's eyes wow...
He grabs one of my boobs and squeezes it while using his tongue to play with my other nipple and sucking on my breast "Ahh " I could not help but moan out. Kissing down the valley of my breast down my stomach to my belly button and to my naked wet core I try to close my legs but he gives me a warning stare and a growl making me stiff and then he dipped his head down and then I was in cloud nine.