November,3,2013

PD-nim, I just said that I didn't do that, why do you keep pressured me with something I didn't do and know, I asked with a trembling voice.

YAH!. Hanwool, so you want tell me that I just accused you!, PD-nim shouted at my face.

But, PD-nim...I

Hanwool!, I already received all complaints from other trainees and trainers about how your real behaviour. PD-nim, shouted at me while holding some documents.

What do you mean PD-nim? my real behaviour...

Before I finish asking, PD-nim shoved at my face with the document he holding.

See yourself!

I squat to gather all the documents that are scattered on the floor, all the documents about how I was rude with trainers and how I bullied other trainees. After flipping few complaints, my eye became wide after saw some complaints also from my best friends ' Bae Joohyun'.

I disbelieved what I just saw, complaints from my best friends that tell how I keep harassed her and disturbed her training. Which is not true.

In my thought, I keep wondering what I have done to make her accused me of such nonsense.

Hanwool..., PD-nim called for my attention

I looked at him and I saw his serious face but also give some sad vibe

Hanwool, all board directors and I have agreed to extract you from the debut candidate group also terminate your contract.

My heart dropped after I heard that I will get kicked out and got my contract terminated. I felt so devastated, my mind wondering what I have done that I must deserve this kind of treatment.

All your thing already got packed from the dorm and have been in the lobby, also you must get out from here before midnight. PD-nim continue...

I just nodded without any strength, because the decision was already made and absolute from the board of directors.

I step out from the PD-nim office and saw other trainees gathering outside the office glared and whispering among them. I just lowered my head and keep walking toward the lobby. After I arrived at the lobby, the receptionist also gives me a cold glare.

I dragged my luggage have put near the main door and walked toward the door. However, I stopped my step after I saw my friend' Bae Joohyun'walked into the building. Our eyes meet, before I get to ask her, she just swiftly walked past me while giving me a cold shoulder. Again, my heart sank into the deep abyss thinking that my best friend pulled her face from me.

I continued walking out while not knowing what will happen to me after this and what will wait for me in this cruel world.