I walked through the hallway after the end of classes, my face was bleak and void of the excitement I had when I came. I never felt like this and I knew it wasn't sadness I didn't tear up or get any type of water works nor could I feel my lips tremble. I wanted to punch myself extremely hard, I wanted to curse the lands above and most importantly ask about my creation.
Was it a mix of emotions? Maybe I was feeling both anger and sadness, I've heard that feelings could be felt at the same time but experiencing it sucked so bad I wanted to throw a tantrum like a little kid kicking the floor with all my might.
"FUCK" I shouted giving in to temptation.
The wall formed a tiny scratch, my arm bled like crazy and my breath got heavy. Why did I punch the wall again I couldn't even remember.
"Why was I like this?" I looked at the cracked wall waiting for an answer that I wasn't allowed to have.
I left the cracked wall and headed for the cafeteria dragging my 1-ton semi-foot behind my back. And gaining the weight of another loss by somebody who was only 1 rank above me, I later learned after I got out she was only rank 6 as a flock ran to her for her win she couldn't help but put it on my face repeating 'im just 6th rank?'
We were in a middle-ranked class for 4th-6th ranks, but I hated that woman so fucking bad I wanted to stab her with a bacteria-infected knife.
I took in a deep breath trying to calm myself down,
"Breathe in" Puff "Breathe out" Poff
I was trying to be calm but it was not working my veins were popping making people give me weird looks in the cafeteria like the first day. I sighed now knowing what to do in this situation. When the reason for my troubles decided to annoy the shit out of me by sneaking up on me.
I turned my head like a sloth "What do you want?"
"...?" She tilted her head
"I asked what do you want!" I was gritting my teeth my body getting angry itches.
Seeing me reject her the boys surrounded in the seats looked at me dead in the eye asking me what I was doing, but I didn't give a shit who cared about what they thought? My opinion is way more important to me.
"Well..." She scratched her cheeks her mouth opening awkwardly "The only reason I beat you was that you got distracted... So"
"Yeah yeah, I don't give a shit just go off on your way "Princess" Insulting her pride just made me an enemy of every side character, I didn't care though it was better to finish this rivalry before it starts.
"Now fuck off and let me eat" I tried to escape my hands in my pockets, but I was stopped by an almighty slim arm.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" She shouted swinging her hand up and down "I tried to get you to feel better but you give me this shit?"
She revealed her true colors finally but... She is way more attractive this way.
"And I said I don't give a shit." I raised the trusty middle finger "You look like a coin that fell in a pig's den."
"...How dare you mother fucker"
We were both on top of our last limit, going at each other insult after insult.
"Ye I fucked your mom how could you tell?"
She stopped in her tracks her face looked like a sad cat, making me regret what I just said but I was way too far gone in this conversation.
"My mom..." she shakes her head " How the fuck are you even here you weak ass fucker?"
"Same way as you."
Everybody in the cafeteria was watching us their jaws falling to the floor, the person they worshiped as a queen was now arguing with a nobody and getting extremely heated by it surprising how people can be way different than what you imagine.
"I bet I can beat you so easily before you can even move"
She was tearing up but I didn't give a damn.
"I take you up on that dumbass."
...
"Here is your sword" She threw an iron sword at me which I caught with one hand just for effect.
We were now in the polished rock arena at the gym both of us ready for blood, so many people were watching the standoff something that wouldn't happen if I fought some random guy.
"You scared? Why don't you start first?"
As soon as I finished my sentence she rushed towards me so fast I could hardly block it. I do a low sweep trying to get her off the ground but she reacted the same as that guy by jumping up as I kept blocking her sword I headbutt her. She flings back at the start of the arena but she quickly recovers as her rush gets stronger.
Making us clash with our swords hit after hit. Finally, we both jump as both of us lose our swords we go hand to hand and my nose receives a good hit, but I just kick her side making her cough up a lot of spit from the lack of air.
I gain strength in my arm as I swing an overwhelming punch right into the top of her head. Making her fall back as she gets stuck on the arena floor, as I snatch the sword I point it at her neck assuring my win.
"I told you I would win fucker"
"..."
"Heugh..."
The world started spinning in my head, and my eyes getting closer to the void. As I lost my breath jumping down at nothing I lost consciousness after my adrenaline was over and I won.
/Authors note/
Hello there faithful people.