Love! is just a word people say without know it meanings and what it's entails. Telling someone I love you sometimes just its enough.We say we love someone yet we still cause them so much pain, making them doubt if you even really did love them. lately. I have become very well acquainted with pain the slow but study aching pain, the type that comes when you have been repeatedly hurt by the same person over and over again. You finally breath thinking yesterday's problem stays in the past, but in fact it's today's problem, tomorrow and the problem of everyday after that. Only in those rare moments when he puts me to his chest and makes promises he never seems to keep does the pain disappear.
Knowing deep down he don't mean them, yet you still have strong feels for that same person. Trying your best to make him stay yet you know deep down he loves another, but you still can't come to terms with that. Still felled with so much hopes that his one day going to be yours.Causing yourself so much pain when you know letting him go would have brought you joy but the thought of him not being in yours life hurts you.But sometimes it's best, knowing fully well that you fought so hard for him but he never did for even a second. Love isn't just for everyone, "do you sometimes feel that way?. Like you fell in love with the wrong person, wishing you never met them ?. Hmm but yet he's the only one who brings out the better in you, would you still wish you never met him?. Sometimes life put you in a position , causing you to have doubtful thoughts running through you head, offering leading you depression, causing mixed feels, making you very in secured and toxic.
Yet sometimes we shouldn't blame them for not treating us right, because just maybe they too weren't treated which shouldn't justify their actions. Even though you may have not been treated right does mean you shouldn't treat other people right.