Life's weird sometimes. you can be relaxing and doing absolutely nothing and then a huge bomb can drop randomly. That's how I felt when me and my ex Sebastian broke up. Of course I didn't want to but, what can I do about it ? It was over and I was leaving London and moving to New York. Id probably never see him again. long distance wouldn't work. So, what other options did I have. That was two years ago. Now being 18 and a senior, I think I really want to see him again. We need to reconcile. I mean.. we were in love. I don't think he'd say no. Would he? I had begged my mom to let me move back to London on my own. I agreed to finish high school and college there. As well as, get a good job so, that I can pay rent and she wouldn't need to send me money. Finally, I'm back all summer I had been working and excited to go back to school and see Sebastian.
On the first day, I seen my best friend again. "RILEYYY!" this is Yara Remington, 10 year gymnast who's been practicing since she was 8. When we first met and I dropped out after a year. 4 year cheerleader and captain of the cheerleading team. Yup, that's yara. Her perfect skin, her black glasses, half red,half black hair, and pretty brown eyes. Although, she hates them. Then I heard it, "Riles..you're back". Unlike my perfect yara this is violet spade. Yes, you heard correctly she's a spade. Of the spades have I mentioned? Yes,yes the spades that own a multimillion dollar company she's only mentioned 3- or 3,000 times since we've met.
She's flawless in her eyes. She can't be anything less then. She's a spade.. light skin, curly hair down to her shoulders, green eyes, and dimples. Aww, how cute but is no one gonna mention those caterpillars she calls eyebrows.. but back on topic. "Yara, how's my head cheerleader?" I said loudly. "Extremely exhausted and busy and it's only the first day of school." Yara sighed when saying this. "and how's our spade." I asked sarcastically. "Rich,powerful,and as beautiful as ever,babe" violet smiled when she said this. What a stuck up bitch. I just smiled, instead of saying what I'm really thinking. I mean it's the first day after all and I just wanted to find Sebastian
"So, where's seb?" I said happily. "Haven't you heard" violet said in a rude tone. "Heard what.." I said. That's when I heard him. Sebastian's voice was on the speakers doing announcements. "good morning all you lovely ladies." It was Sebastian. I ran as fast as I could to the office. But, when I walked in, I seen a girl. Caramel skin tone,with light brown eyes, bushy eyebrows, the most perfect smile, dimples, straight hair down to her shoulders and a nose piercing. Who is she.. and why is she next to my Sebastian.
I first wanted to go over and rip her perfect head off. But, instead I decided to wait it out. After following her around a bit. I figured out her name is Bella grey. She's a junior and 17 years old. She takes advanced classes. She's in 3 of my classes. Advanced chemistry, advanced geometry, and choir. I'm not surprised she can sing little ms perfect. But, can she do culinary, orchestra, choir, and keep a job after school like me. I don't think so. Obviously, I'm the better option and soon he'll see that.
I had figured out everything & I was going to become Bella's new best friend. First I'll accidentally bump into her then I'll befriend her, then, I'll plan a sleepover & then I'll force her to do as I say. Then, Sebastian will be mine. I waited for 4th period to be over, I waited outside of Bella's classroom pretending to be reading. So, that I could accidentally bump into my 'new best friend'. I looked up from the book I was suppose to be reading & there she was. Looking as perfect as ever. "Oh my gosh, hi!" i announced. She looked at me confused & said "aren't you in my choir?" I smiled as she said this. "Oh my gosh, are you a soprano too?" It's so nice to meet a 'talented young lady'" she laughed and snorted a little as she did. Since, this was what the choir teacher always said to new joiners. She replied "oh no, the pleasure is all mine" i smirked. "but isn't she so sweet" I said. "Like candy" she replied. "I'm Riley". "Bella" she replied. and that was the start of our friendship.
The next week at lunch I was prepared to meet Sebastian again. I waited til lunch to see him. There was seb in the lunch line waiting as handsome as ever. Me, Bella, and yara all decided to sneak up on him. I thought this was the best way to get his attention. We snuck up to surprise him but, before I could say his name. I heard "Riley? Wait, are you really Riley hart?" Seems, I've skipped over a person this is Hudson Marley. Lightskin, 6'1 , blue eyes, curly black hair , and a tattoo on his neck. Basketball player, captain of the basketball team, jersey number 10, and the biggest playboy I've ever met.
"Hudson.."I replied. With a fake smile. Seb turned around to see what all the commotion was about. He first seen Bella and hugged her from behind. Seeing this I wanted to tell her that seb was mine. But I had no choice but to stay quiet. Then, seb's eyes met mine. It was like a fairytale for a split second. Til he spoke. "Riley.. why are you here?" He said it in such an aggressive and rude tone. All my excitement about seeing Sebastian again had drained. It was as if someone had ripped my heart out. "Riles…RILES" hearing Bella yell my name snapped me out of this. "Oh what.." I blurted out. "I said how do you know seb?" She repeated in a sort of harsh and stern tone. I smiled "we're old friends, nice to see you again seb" I smirked. Seb looked me up and down. Then, raised one eyebrow. "Yes,old friends. So,since we're friends. You wouldn't mind getting me lunch right,Riley?" Sebastian grinned while saying this. I looked at yara, then back at seb. "Of course, not. Don't worry about it." I replied. "Thanks Riley, let's go Hudson. Riley will get our trays" seb patted my head before walking away. "Hold on, riles. I'll be back" Bella said before running after seb and Hudson. Yara stared at me. "You wouldn't mind getting me lunch right Riley" she said to mock Sebastian. I repeated "of course not" yara sighed as she said "what are friends for"
I had thought of a smart idea, although I'm unsure if it will work. It might. I ran over to Bella, yara and violet, during study period. "girls, we should have a slumber party" i announced. They all stared at me. I smiled brightly. Then said, "I just thought this school year has been pretty boring and since I have my own place it would be fun if we could have a girls night." They all liked this idea. So, we agreed to all have a sleepover at my place this weekend. Friday came and I drove my red Ferrari to school. So, I could drive the girls back with me to my apartment. "I didn't know you could afford a car like this" violet said in a snarky tone. "Late birthday gift. From precious auntie spade" I replied. "We'll my mom does love you" she replied while getting into the car, followed by yara. Bella still outside of the car stood with her mouth wide open in shock. I opened the passengers seat door, "come on, Bella. Be my right hand." I smiled,when saying this then winked. Bella got in excited. Unaware of the events I had planned out for her.
Once we reached my apartment I parked the car and I got my keys. We walked into my complex. The elevator wasn't working. So, we had to take the stairs. It reminded me of when I went to seb's place. We had to walk all the way up the stairs because, the elevator wasn't working on my first time over. This memory is one of my most vivid memories of Sebastian. When me and the girls finally got upstairs. We decided to play truth or drink. This is a drinking game. Incase, you're not aware of how this game works. This is truth or drink in this game the players spin the bottle and whoever it lands on, gets asked a question they must answer honestly. If they refuse to answer, they must take a shot instead. I spun the bottle first and it landed on Bella. "So how'd you meet seb?" I asked. Yara and violet agreed and laughed. "How did I meet Sebastian Hayes? When I first started school here two years ago…" she giggled. This made sense of why she didn't know Sebastian was mine. She continued "I joined choir and the first boy I noticed was the 5'9 lightskin boy with Hazel eyes and a tattoo of a heart dripping blood on his arm. I mean he was impossible to miss. He was front and center in front of everyone singing 'I'll be there for you'. I realized right there and then Sebastian was a guy with a huge heart. It took weeks to get him to talk to me. Once he did, I noticed he had dimples when he smiled. After a while I fell for him. We didn't get together till over a year later. I joined the announcements team to be closer to him. It eventually worked and we've been inseparable since" everyone was smiling and in awe of their cute story. Meanwhile, hearing this story enraged me. It wasn't cute and it wasn't her. It was me who brought them together. "I'll be there for you" was our song. He was thinking of me not her- "oh my gosh. How cute" I said.
Finally, it was 11 pm, we had decided to order food. I sent yara and violet to pick up the food while me and Bella waited. As Bella kept talking about her and seb. I had gotten tired of it. "Hey, Bella have you ever had a martini?" I asked. "No,I rarely drink. I'm not very good at holding my drinks." She replied. I smiled, "I'll make you one. Just to try" I said. As I prepared the drinks and she continued to talk about my Sebastian. I prepared a sedative that would knock her out for a few hours. I mixed this into her drink then handed it to her. "All done" I said. She grabbed the drink excitedly. "What's in it?" She said. "Just a little of this, a little of that" I replied. She looked nervous as she started to drink. I smirked as I watched her drink it. She finished and began speaking again. "But..as I was saying… seb is so…so…" you could hear the tiredness in her voice. "He's..so..ama…" she continued. "What is he, Bella?" I said. "He's..amazi.." and just like that she passed out on the ground. I skipped over to the counter. I pulled out a gun from the kitchen drawer. I began to hum my favorite song. "I'll reach out my hand to you… I'll have faith in all you do… just call my name and I'll be there…" I began loading the gun as I continued humming. Then, began attaching the silencer. I skipped over to where Bella was laid on the ground and aimed at her head "this won't hurt a bit. Bella darling, no where near as much as it hurt to see seb with you everyday."
I had the gun loaded and prepared to kill Bella . But, something inside me told me not too. my conscious was heavy on my shoulders and I knew I couldn't kill Bella even if I wanted too. As I held the gun I knew this wasn't right seb might think That I'm crazy and of course I'm not. Im just simply in love. I stared at Bella's face for a while before squatting down and punching her in the nose. Hey, I may not be able to kill her but, that didn't mean I couldn't hurt her. I went back over to the kitchen drawers and put the gun up. I dragged Bella over and put her onto the couch before yara and violet got back. "Woah, when'd she knock out" yara asked while walking in. "Couldn't hold her drinks" i said with a shrug and a slight smirk. "Serves her right I didn't like her anyways, she tried to steal my andrew" said violet. As she sat down next to Bella on the couch me and yara looked at each other. Then back at violet. "Who's Andrew…" me and yara both said simmotaniously. Violet smiled and replied. "He's a friend" we didn't believe her but, we didn't care enough to tell her no anymore. Instead, we ate our food and watched a movie as we prepared to go to sleep. We finished eating and headed upstairs for bed leaving Bella on the couch. She'd be up in a few hours I thought. Did I really need to stay with her? Once she woke up the other girls were already gone. So, I had decided to give her a water bottle for some energy and drive her home. All I heard the whole way home was about her and Sebastian's date this weekend. Hearing this made me want to strangle her the whole ride back. But, she kept talking anyways. Finally, we got to her place. I reached over her and opened the passengers seat door for her to leave. She grabbed her bag out the trunk and began waving bye. I sped off before she could speak anymore. I was already tired of her.
Once Monday came around and we were all going to school. I was happy to see seb but, not to see Bella with him. But, if I wanted to see seb. I had no other choice. "Riles… did you get my messages?" Bella shouted as she ran down the hall. I smiled "no, let me check" I said as I pulled out my phone. Of course, I seen her message of stupid pictures and videos of her and seb together. On their stupid date. I wanted to rip her throat out myself watching these. Why.. why did she choose me to show and tell everything constantly. Yara came up just in time to save me. "Riley baby…they're holding cheer auditions and I want you to try out" she said. "Me?" I replied. "I don't cheer anymore. Gymnastics isn't my thing." I said, aggressively. "Seb is the student body president we attend all games and competitions. Seb does too." She whispered. My eyes brightened from annoyance with Bella to hope with Sebastian. "I'll join the team and I'll be your right hand woman,yara" I said.