Naina 's pov
Ahaan was making me feel so many things by the way he was holding ,not letting me go ,when I looked at ahaan in such state I felt so bad ,today I got to know about his parents ,now I got to know about his nightmares,I realised how people hide their pain and still be happy in their life and we judge them ,I felt bad for judging ahaan ,I was always so rude to him because I formed certain opinions about him in my head ,I never tried to understand him when I got to know about his parents ,his suffering and his nightmares I understood he was living a lonely life,I remembered he even tattoed his mom's name above his chest ,his mom meant so much to him
When ahaan fell unconcious I felt my heart literally stopped breathing ,I got so scared seeing him like that ,I shouted on abhay to call the doctor but seems like he knew about ahaan 's situation,still I was so scared ,I didn't want to lose him,when he called out my name i actually started breathing it felt like I was holding my breath,he smiled looking at me worrying for him,I felt like I shouldn't stay with him anymore because if I stay with him more I might end up asking him lots of questions which he might not like,I wanted to leave asap because it was difficult for me to behave normally with him after all those intense moments between us, his gaze even in this condition was enough to make my heart beat increase ,when I was about to leave ahaan immediately pulled me and i fell on him ,he was laying and I was laying on top of him ,I tried to get up but he tightened his grip on my waist ,abhay was also present which was making me more embarrassed
What are you doing ?leave me " I asked
"Sleep here " ahaan said
"I think I should leave " abhay said ,his words made my face turn red ,I wanted to run away from there but ahaan was too shameless to even care ,his gaze was on me and he kept looking at me
"No wait ,tum ahaan ke paas raho I am leaving " I replied and again tried to free myself from ahaan 's grip ,but he held me more tightly
"You are not going anywhere", ahaan said and wrapped his arms around my shoulder ,i struggled to move out of his grip
"Abhay leave" ,ahaan said making my heart beat faster with his husky voice ,I struggled again to get out of his grip
"Stop struggling" ahaan said
"Tu theek tho haina ahaan ?" Abhay asked again
"Mai theek hoon ,tu Jaa so Jaa bahut raat ho gayi hai ,and thank you " ,ahaan said to abhay and abhay left leaving us both alone
As soon as abhay left ,I hit ahaan on his chest and he immediately freed me from his grip ,he sat down straight wincing in pain
"I told you to leave me ,didn't i ? " I shouted on him ,I didn't want to hurt him but he always makes me mad ,he was not ok yet he has to behave like this infront of abhay ,he embarrassed me infront of him ,I was so pissed off
Ahaan didn't say anything,he looked down ,now I was feeling so guilty ,I felt bad ,I didn't want to hurt him but he was making it difficult for me to be normal around him ,we just had so many intense moments between us how can he expect me to be ok with him in close proximity ?
"I am sorry " I said we both were sitting on the bed and he didn't look at me after I hit him on his chest ,I was feeling so so bad
I moved closer to check on him ,when I was about to touch him with my hand ,he held my waist with his one hand and pinned me on the bed making me lose my breath ,I gasped with his sudden move
"What are you doing leave me " I shouted trying to free myself from his grip ,he pinned my hands above my head ,when our eyes met he looked angry and hurt
"Stop testing my patience naina ,just stop it " he shouted,I flinched as his voice was so loud ,he put his entire weight on me and pinned me more harshly on the bed ,his hold on my wrist was so tight that it was hurting me badly
"Why do you do this to me ? Tumhe pata hai tumhari baatein kitna chubti hai mujhe,you make me feel like I am the most disgusting person in the world ,your words hurt me so much ,still I can't hate you why are you making me crazy naina?? Why ?? If you hate me so much why do you allow me to touch you ,why your body reacts differently when I touch you ,why your words and your actions don't match anymore ,why are you making me feel so helpless ,why ?? " Ahaan said and kept his head on naina 's shoulder ,naina had no answers for his questions ,her eyes filled with tears and her breath hitched at his every question,she tried to hold her tears by biting her lips,she always hurt ahaan so bad,she knew it was not his fault for everything that happened between them ,she was also responsible but she had no choice , her heart and mind was not in her control and her body ,her body needed ahaan but she wasn't sure what they shared at the moment ,the sexual tension between them was on its peak, she was scared she would lose herself if he gets close to her ,she didn't trust herself
"I can't hate you naina ,I can't hate you even if you push me away ,the more you push me away the more I get pushed towards you,I need you so bad ,I need you to like me back I need you so much ,I like you naina I like you so much" ahaan confessed as his grip on her wrist loosened , his hand touched her cheeks ,he could feel tears drops on her cheeks
Naina was too shocked and surprised to hear his confession ,her heart beat increased,she breathed heavily when his hand landed on his cheeks,touching her softly
Ahaan looked at naina ,they eyes met "I like you naina ,I like you so much ,I " before ahaan could compete his sentence naina place her hand on his mouth ,the way he was looking at her and his words were making her feel crazy emotions which she can't describe ,her heart was raging ,she stopped him to calm herself down ,ahaan kissed her palm which was covering his mouth ,she immediately took her hand away,she was blushing hard ,her face was turned red
"I know you like me too " ahaan said