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Chapter 34 - Chapter 34 : confused

Naina kept looking at ahaan she had no words to say ,she was surprised with his sudden confession,they gazes never left eachother ,they looked at each other passionately,naina was on ahaan 's bed and ahaan was on her completely pressing his body on her making her breath hitched

"I like you naina I like you so much ,and i know you like me too " ahaan said making her blush hard but she wasn't ready ,wasn't ready to confess ,she was confused ,she still has doubts on him ,what if he is confessing to her because of those moments between them

"You don't trust me?" Ahaan asked still laying on top of her , stroking her cheeks with his knuckles which were rosy red because she was blushing hard

"Naina kuch tho bolo ,I know you like me but I want to hear it from you " ,ahaan said as he moved closer to naina 's face

"I am sleepy " naina said

"Huh ? I am asking you something? Just tell me in yes or no " ,ahaan said now he was getting pissed off because she is not denying neither accepting that she likes him too

"It's 3am ,I am sleepy " naina said

Ahaan closed his eyes and murmured "you are testing my patience again why are you doing this to me ", ahaan asked and moved beside her,he layed down on the bed,naina was about to get up but ahaan immediately grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to him,her back was facing his front,naina gasped in shock but didn't say anything or didn't struggle

"Sleep " ahaan said

"I want to go to my room ,leave me" naina said

"I am not going to eat you up ,trust me for once ,can you ?" Ahaan said

Naina didn't say anything,she made herself comfortable,the way he was holding her by her waist her heart was beating so fast ,she tried her best to calm herself down but she was not able to do so she turned around,now ahaan and naina were facing each other ,ahaan kept looking in her eyes then her lips then back to her eyes ,naina wanted to ask him what really happened to him few hours back ,she slowly placed her hand on his hand ,ahaan looked at her in surprise

"I was so scared when you fell unconscious ,tum theek tho hona ,I think it would have been better if we would have called the doctor" naina said which made ahaan smile

"I am fine ,I just forgot to take my sleeping pills ,so " ahaan stopped, looking at naina whose expression changed into shock and surprise

"When we slept together in hall at that time you didn't take any medicine" naina asked

"I don't know I was surprised too that I didn't get any nightmare when I slept with you and I slept peacefully without taking any medicine" ahaan said ,his words were so genuine that naina was so out of words to say something,she wanted to hug him ,console him ,naina moved closer to ahaan she lifted her face to reach ahaan,she moved closer to his forehead and placed a kiss on his forehead,she immediately turned around and said good night

Ahaan was shocked she was so quick that he could hardly react to her,ahaan pulled her closer by holding her waist

"You are making me crazy again naina " ahaan said

Ahaan slept because of medicine and he kept naina close to him by holding her waist tightly with both his arms,naina couldn't sleep,she was not uncomfortable but she was going crazy with the close proximity between them,she was feeling so many emotions inside her ,the butterflies in her stomach were making her crazy,naina 's breathing was getting heavier and she was not able to calm her heart down,this is the reason she wanted to run away from ahaan,all this feelings were new for naina,she never experienced this before,she was so nervous that ahaan might see and understand her condition or might even judge her,she gets turned on even when he just looks at her,naina slowly turned to face ahaan who was in deep sleep holding her tightly

"I never thought I would see you in this condition,I never thought we would be in same bed some day", naina murmured looking at ahaan

Naina was so confused at everything,confused with her feelings,confused with the way her heart doesn't listen to her mind ,confused with how it's difficult for her to behave normally infront of ahaan

"I don't want to hurt you anymore but I always end up hurting you,I don't know how to tell you that I can't breathe when you touch me,I feel butterflies in my stomach ,I feel like my world is spinning around ,I feel so many emotions,I feel bad for you that you had to go through all this,you don't deserve this ahaan I am sorry ,sorry for hurting you again and again but I don't know what to do, I don't know whether you really like me or you are just playing around ,I am sorry ahaan I can't trust you ,I am scared ,what if you leave me after I confess,I won't be able to handle it ", naina said as she placed her hand on his face ,she was going through so many emotions she felt guilty for hurting ahaan when he was already so lonely in his life,but she was not ready for heart break ,she knows if she falls for someone it will be for eternity and ahaan is not someone who believes in love for eternity,she moved closer to ahaan,she place her head on his chest and closed her eyes,she slept while hearing to his heart beat

Next morning

The sunrise fell through the windows which disturbed ahaan 's sleep,he opened his eyes,when he saw naina almost sleeping on him ,he smiled ,her head was on his chest ,her legs locked with his legs ,her hands were around his waist

"The most beautiful morning of my life " ahaan said as he stroked naina 's cheeks with his knuckles

He loved how comfortable naina was with him when she is asleep ,he suddenly remembered how she didn't answer him or reply to his confession ,his smile disappeared "you like me naina i know ,and I will wait " ahaan said ,he slowly moved and grabbed his mobile to check the time it was 6:30 am, he kept the mobile since it was too early ,ahaan tried to catch up with his sleep for few more hours,he hugged naina since she was on him it was easy for him to hug her ,he slept again

Naina woke up with the ring of a phone call,she opened her eyes and saw ahaan sleeping on his stomach ,his hand was on her stomach completely wrapped ,his face was close to her face ,she almost lost her breath seeing him so close to her, naina 's gaze travelled from his face to his lips then back to his face again ,his hair was messed up ,he was looking so handsome,she couldn't help but touch his face

"So handsome" she unconciously said loudly

"I know " ahaan murmured which made her shock and embarrassed

Ahaan slowly opened his eyes he smiled looking at naina who was blushing hard

"Good morning" ahaan said

"Morning" naina replied trying hard not to look at him ,she was so embarrassed after getting caught by him

Naina wanted to leave but ahaan wasn't leaving her ,his hand was still wrapped around her stomach

"I need to go",naina said

"Where?"ahaan asked and pulled her closer

"To shower " naina said while she shuttered a little

"Let's shower together" ahaan teased with a smirk on his face which made naina turn red ,her eyes widened in shock and she was ready to hit him again but ahaan immediately got hold of her hand and pinned her above her head

"You love violence ,don't you " ahaan asked as he went closer to her face

"I can't breathe " naina murmured

"Why?" Ahaan asked he moved more close ,he loved how her body reacts to his touches

"You are too close " naina said looking at ahaan ,both were looking at each other passionately

Ahaan moved closer looking at naina 's lips ,naina closed her eyes

Ahaan and naina lips met before the kiss could proceed

"Darwaza lock tho kar lete" someone said which made ahaan and naina jump out of the bed

"What the hell darwaza knock karke aata" ahaan said he looked so pissed off and naina was so embarrassed,she froze in her place looking down

"Tu darwaaza lock karke start karta " abhay said with a smirk

"Anyways I came to check on you if you are ok or not but looks like you are more than ok ",abhay said which made naina more red in embarrassment she immediately ran out of the room

"Naina wait ",ahaan said but naina ran out so quickly "you scared her "he said as he hit abhay on his head

Abhay didn't care and continued with his teasing session