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Chapter 4 - ALONE

"you...you won't understand"I put my hands in my pocket as I stood up.

He folded his arms "so when he recognises you what do you do then?"

Live together forever while continuously telling each other of our undying love right after we get married in Hawaii."I don't know".

He stood up."ok, you have one wish, what will that be?"

"To get out of here"I said under my breath,which made him smile.

"C'mon be serious"

I sighed"to be honest,all I ever wanted was for my love to be reciprocated. But it never happens that way. How can my Care be reciprocated when he doesn't even know I exist so how is he supposed to care about someone he doesn't know. And to make things worse now he has a girlfriend."

He placed the storm and index finger on his jaw pretending to be thinking "so you want him to know with you? "

"Yeah...no- - yeah I guess"I slightly tugged to my hair in frustration.

"Then go talk to him "

"No!" I almost screamed.

" then how is he supposed to know you, it's not like you're an outspoken person. You're always keeping to yourself. I wouldn't have even known you if not that my friend is your partner in chemistry class "

"I don't want to be the one to start to the conversation or to even meet him first to be buds I want him to be the one to come offer to talk"

"So how are you going to get him to meet you first? "

I thought. How was I supposed to get him to talk to me when I couldn't even get him to notice me "I have no idea "

he rolled his eyes. "Well --- good luck"he started walking away.

"Wait!!". He stopped walking and looked back" where are you going?"

"Class" he kept on walking.it was then I realized that the rain had stopped.

"Wait, so you're just going to leave just like that?"I folded my arms.

"Yeah the rain stopped.bsyds you've been pretty much chasing me away since we started talking so..... unless you've changed your mind and now desperately want me to stay"he smirked.

Puh-lease"not that ,we're done with our conversation "

He didn't even stop walking"it wasn't exactly a conversation. It was you fulfilling your side of the deal to let me squeeze your everything you're hiding"

Ughhhhh"ok,now that you've gotten me to spill my guts you can't just leave me here"

"I can actually and that's what I plan on doing..... But I can rethink it if you beg"he said over his shoulder.

"Never"

"Well then.have it your way"

"If you leave how am I supposed to figure out my plan"

"Ion know"

I started walking after him"why are you doing this, just stay"

"Beg"

"No"

"Well,then goodbye "he waved as he kept on walking.

I stopped"you know what!!, just to go. I don't need your help anyways I'm going to figure this out all by myself" he was getting more far away so I increased My voice "you hear me All-by-my-self---"

"Good luck with that"he responded over his shoulder.

I hated this guy"what if I kill myself, huh?.how would you feel knowing I asked you for help and you left me in the middle of the football field drowning in loneliness"I said dramatically.

He stopped nd turned around giving me a look "I know you won't ,you have better things doing"

Well he was kinda right."well you may never know,what if I'm actually depressed"

"Bullshit"

"Ok,I have ADHD " I said with a serious look.

"Great,and I have OCD"he said sarcastically."if you're not ready to beg then at least let me leave".

"No!"

he said then facepalmed "you know what I give up I'll stay".

Yas.wait....why the hell am I happy?

"But I'm only staying because you.... Oh hey, Jason" he said looking over my shoulder.wait!!! Was Jason here! Ohh no.

I turned around and what I saw shook me!