"I apologize for my reaction the last session, I was dealing with some emotional sickness, like cycle" her mouth crooks in delivering the scripted dialogue, now that she's saying it out loud makes it more weird and of no sense. She sends gazes on the camera, squinting an eye in respond to Liam who so claim to have written nothing but heart first dialogues.
"So to begin where we stopped, Sarah your husband said you were abandoned by your mother at a very young age. Can you please tell us more about it?" her mind clearly reads out the script, but glad at the same time that she gets to hear more of it. More curious as to why?.
"True my mother left me at the front gate of an orphanage at four, she never came back or looked for me, I ended up being outgrown for adoption. And my life took a new turn with the existence of my husband, he made it right and got me up on my feet. He was always there and still is" she ends with a smile , grateful for his love and support from her husband through out. Recalling made her realize what he has done and how far they've come together.
"And mis Stella, after you abandoned your daughter didn't you think of coming back for her?" June tone goes cold, turning a phase of her father walking out with his daughter in his arms, spearing not even a glimpse on her.
"I was young back then, immature and broke. I couldn't possibly take care of her, I knew she would be safe at the orphanage" not once did she blink to her words nor move any part, her tone is stiff and dry, just as her face tightens out.
June head waves in motion, occupying the thoughts of awareness that the mother holds no regrets to her actions nor take responsibilities. To her ,the choice years ago was right and she feels entitled to the luxuries the daughter is providing, more of a payment to have given birth to her.
"You were twenty then and working I see no reason why you weren't able to take care of your young daughter. I've seen far young mothers that strive hard to take care of their children , go through hell and heaven all to have their children safe, protected and love. So why was yours different?" June blunt out, irgnoring Liam that has come out waving his hands at her to stick to the script. Her anger isn't personal this time around, it feels so wrong that after everything she still holds no wrong to it. The mother is nothing but a narcissist and she has have enough of her.
" It true that I abandoned my daughter years ago at an orphanage, so what am back now?"
The raise of her voice or tone spikes hit in her blood, June body feels warm and electrify at the same time, graveling the pores that shoots out in max of her body hitting up .
Oh f**k the coaching and cool script, this is nothing to sit quiet at, the mother definitely needs some lecture of the truth and damn she's hitting it hard on her.
"I know what you want to say. Your body tend to hit up to hear her say that, your hands just wants to scrap her face" Sarah cuts in, sending ease air to June's temper.
"Trust me I wanted to do the same. You think I don't know why she returned, best of it , is to find a shelter and I know what the mouths outside has to say. But she's still my mother come what may" nothing of what she said makes sense to June , all she knows is fight fire with fire. You don't just forgive parents like her, she's heartless and obviously taking merit of her daughter's kindness. Leave it to her , the mother would be out begging for mercy.
"Do you really think your mother deserves the kindness and love you show to her?" June fathers in , wanting to hear more of how the daughter feels. Is she truly a gem or being stupid.
" Does a mother like her deserves a second chance?" She ask again, this time not only her but all desires to hear her thought. In such a rear situation the guests are more fascinated to her large heart and deep compassion, at least of the crowd are sensible enough to see nothing but stupidity and emotional default in her choices and decisions.
But at the end of the show it's June's responsibility to bridge each gaps among them as a family, yet a question of how when her heart is fill with displease .
" She doesn't " her response baffles everyone and raises more questions in mind.
"I did it for me, to have the peace I deserve. I don't want much hate or grudge in me, either way I was the one perishing so why not embrace her comfort. For every second I hold on to her wrongs am hurting myself, if I try to take revenge I won't just be hurting her but me as well. She was the one that left and she came back on her own."
Maybe she feels wrong by her choice but June couldn't help to take a bow at her immense heart. She hates to admit but the daughter is great , so great that you see her as a fool.
Even if the mother isn't in any appreciative to what the daughter is doing for her, June still helps in bridging the bond amongs them. She talks the husband in accepting her and strengthening their martial bond. At the end of the show her baffle mind stick through the script and got them patching up, granting the jubelee to every member.
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"So your competitor is high?" James jumps in his loud mouth once more, since he got to know of Rolland he has been firing at Dave to quince his taste.
"I saw him once, honestly he's the hero type. Young, handsome, rich educated and so the built body type and…" his mouth shapes O to silence with a stingful view from Dave that soon will have his face send to the emergency ward.
He's no less to him, yes he's age aparts from him but he still has his built and looks , plus he presents more responsible than him. And if it riches, he pocket is no less, he has both a family company and hospital at hand, a career that requires more dedication , and education isn't even require to add.
"I'm just saying, you should be really careful how you let him near your girl, or else you might wake up and find her gone"
"Will you just shut up" he gently request greasing a finger on his temple.
"I'm just saying "
"James, get out of my office" he ordered with a gesture to the door. Even a little more second with him would cause him to loose it.
"Oh c'mon, I was just being honest" he pleads , his office has been a sheild to him since the last two days. His surgar moms have been on his tail since he stopped calling or answering any of their calls. He killed his phone all to avoid the awkward situation, his heart has change and has found love and so he intend to have his new relationship clean and smooth.
"I won't say a word I promise" he oath out with an assure sign of his fingers across his chest.
"Dr James, your attention is needed" a nurse pulls wild the door with no request, her voice whispers an apology after her action is recognized by her.
"You probably should come out" she says with a close of the door. They got up and stalk out on hearing the exchange of words and clash of voices. Storming out, Dave rudely sigh in sight of three women in clash of one another.
All probably in their late fifties.
"What're you doing here?" One ask the other with a rolled eyes, hanging her glitter purse to clear sight.
"I'm here to see my boyfriend" she replies getting a glare from the other women.
Their petty fight has been a disturbance to the smooth operation of the hospital, they won't bash out even at the request of the hospital staffs. The tirelessly efforts of them to storm them out , caused the nurse to request Dr James audience out , as he's the reason they are there in the first place.
At a far end James hand slaps his forehead to see them arguing ,that too in presence of others. His guts tangling with pressure against the other, he thinks of a way to have them disappear before having himself kill by them. He should have probably thought of his decision, but again he didn't expect them to show up at his work place.
Before they creat more scene it best he handles them all.
"Hey buddy, do you have any suggestions?" Dave's sourly scoffs at his request.
"It your problem , settle it" Dave said , sending his hands in his pockets.
The second their gazes falls him ,they race for his arms. Each woman hand's leach on his arms and chest, pushing him to an unstable current wave. With quick stand he pulls them off his body, lighting himself from their weights.
"What're you doing here?" his goofy voice chase out
"I came to look for you, you ain't picking my calls" one said getting a concord from the others.
"I turned it off on purpose. I want nothing to do with you" he lash out in cold tone.
"You heard him" another said with a hard push of her from his sight, grabbing a replacement to her position.
"Then why didn't you pick my calls?" she asks with a pout of her painted wine lips.
"I want nothing to do with either of you, am done. I've told you, I have a girlfriend now" he scolds out, getting a gasp from the audience. By his nature nor the staffs or Co workers ever expect him to change his casinova ways. From records, he doesn't only dates old women but young girls too and each passing moment he changes them for another.
"And you think that's so easy, you ain't quitting not without our consent" the other said from the watch of a few gaps.
"Trust me you'll have to , cause I'll leave you no choice" the voice stones out harshly, with a quick twirl they capture the sight of a young girl with a much pretty smile, ironically to her tone.
"You heard the man he's done with all of you, so you grandma's should go home and take care of your grand kids" she politely said , with a walk between James and the gang of grandmas, stabbing eyes on each of them.
"And who're you to interfere?"one aske with arch brows and stiff tone.
"His girlfriend, grandma " she boldly introduce with little care to the whispers or hurt of the grandmas.
"I'm being nice here , take it and leave or else" their eyes catches her phone which she waves in dramatically. Aware her threat of filming them and their fights for a boy fit as their son , they walks out the premises. It just isn't with their reputations besides they were aware he was just using them as moment of gain and pleasures.
"Jane ,I can explain" James prompt on for her hands that she easily averts.
She was so anxious to see him, specially after her calls weren't answered .In worried mind she shows up in thought of him being sick or in some sort of trouble but only to find oldies fighting over him. If she knew this was what she was walking into then she wouldn't have come.
"I swear I'd given up on that life, I changed" his honest speech is decline by her evading steps that fades in seconds. He chases after her but soon got left out by the shutting door of the yellow cab , which he curse.
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"I know you don't want to see me but I came any way, because I need an answer" June voice out to her father that narrows his gaze.
After the show her thoughts contemplate , she saw truth in Sarah's words . She's only hurting herself by holding on to the past, carrying such burden of proving his choice wrong has caused her lots of grief and emotional distress.
Why punish herself when she has don no wrong?.
"Why did you leave?" Her voice firmly ask with little emotion, her eyes watch the man she once called father unable to answer her question. His body still on the bed with hands clutch on each sides.
"When you left did you ever thought of me or perhaps to come back?"
"Why did you chose to break our family?, Why did you choose to break my heart and all the hopes I had. Answer me Mr Thomas, why did you left with no trace?" her voice breaks out, in close eyes she holds back her tears .
"June that's enough " Samantha bashes in to his defense. To her , his condition isn't one to have such conversations. Yes he has done her wrong, but she expect June to see their father's grief and state, his body could barely hold it weight and his mind is being eaten by a disease she isn't even sure would cure.
"He's unwell, you want answers then wait for it, not now. I understand you're hurt but can't you see what state he's in" she yells out .
" Should I care?" June ask after a huff at her hypocrisy. She sure isn't blind but her hurt is more , for years she has carry the weight of his choice, the traumas of his rejections. How is she to show concern to him?.
"Let her ask Sammy" his voice finally let out,
"I also want to give answers to your questions princess but I don't think I have any good ones. No matter what I say , it won't be enough to make up for all you went through, I've hurt you. And am sorry"
Is that it?, that's the end of it?. After all the years of his absence all he has to say is sorry?.
No, it can't be it. That's not how she expects it to end.
Her heart still isn't at peace to hear him apologize. But that's what she has been craving, to hear him apologize, to have him accept his defeat and acknowledge his wrong. But isn't she happy?, why isn't she at peace?.
Where's the sweet victory she expected her heart to feel?.
"I'm sorry princess"