Forgiveness is the kindness you offer to both the one that hurts you and yourself, it a redeem to your conscience and inner peace.
You could say she's too easy to forgive and let go but what joy does it holds if that hate carry in heart only strike hurt to her and affects her daily life. If forgiveness is the way then why not just let go.
She knows of what she's on to, even at that she shows up in his face. His pale body laid on the bed that hardly accepts his height, his head no longer welcome his hair. Those firms hands are now weak to even to take off it own weight , his hand that he attempts on twice count.
She closely sits her ears to his lips after a watch to his struggle to voice out loud.
"I don't know if I'll come back alive or not but I want to make things right. I would love to spend time with you and catch up to all the years. Princess daddy is sorry for hurting you and wants you to be happy" he speaks in squeeze of a cough.
She lend her hand under his head, sitting it to the right position.
"You get through this first after that we can start a new page" June eyes lit on every corner with the lips on spread, with those words she signs to the nurses to take him to the ICU.
Both girls hold hands in watch of their father being taken to the room of many miracles .
"Thank you" Samantha earnestly said with a clutch of her body on June's.
"Okay that's enough" she says pulling her body off her. Thou her heart is willing to welcome change, it just isn't going to happen in a day. But again Samantha is just a cute little doll that you get attracted to and just can help but love her.
"Uh" Samantha whips out on the text that pops in her phone. She quickly toss it behind her back with June eyes falling on her, her lips fake the one assure it all smile.
With her dubious character,she far better that her sister wouldn't accept her nothing smile, the second she notices her phone's in June's hands, scrolling through the message.
"You loaned money from a shark club?" she literally scream earning a lip close sign from the sitters by.
Her hand pulls Samantha away.
"What's wrong with you, don't you know how this people operate?" She scolds out on a safer location with little audience or distance.
"Sure do but it was urgent. The money was require at that time for dad's surgery"
"Why didn't you call me, I could easily handed you the money"
"I didn't think you could lend it to me" Samantha puff out silencing June.
She's mad at her father but she would have aid in any way to have him treated, it really hurts to know her younger sister went through it all for their father.
"Where did they asked you to deliver the money?".
With June in steering the one hours drive ends in a thirty minutes drive. With her hand hook on her sister's she lead her feet to the familiar place, her guts within warns not to push any further but her heart couldn't let her young one take the road all by herself. With high hopes and good plan in background she reach for the door in conference for the faces that front tight on her sight.
"Damn it" with that she realize trouble is around.
.....
" I don't care how you do it but that has to rectify " Edward scolds out to his heads of departments, his weeks of absence in office has turn chaotic. All the company's top clients and investors have pull out due to their negligence.
"But sir"
"And no excuse" he fired shut up gaze at his online advertisement head. When he bought the company from his father ,he intended to put it to greater heights that his father couldn't. But with such failures his father would sure not miss an opportunity to rub it in his face.
And that he can't take.
The Heaven's Shine company was focus on chocolate awhich pulled little income to the company but after his arrival he expanded it to wine of various kinds with the finest purity. His hard work has the company to global lengths.
"Mr Collins, Mr Kay is here to see you" bullet informs, saving the heads from his harsh reprimands.
"This meeting continues" he strictly said stalking for the doors. The second his presence is absent they releases the air they held in, sighing a breath of relief.
"Collins, have you been hiding from me?" the weighted hand taps him on the shoulder. He carves his gloom face for a smiley one.
"I got your message, the book you emailed has been approved , did she get the news"
"Thanks for that" he said guiding him to his office. He doesn't want everyone to hear their conversation or that he asked favour from his friend to publish his girl's book, not that he couldn't do it himself but she would not have concord to it. It's the best of her interest, his friend read the book and liked it then sent the contract for it, there's nothing to worry about Dora would never come to know of it.
"So how have you been doing?, Your other life?" his friend ask with a wink of distinction to his disguise life. He waves it off with a plain smile and opens the laptop on the desk.
"I don't get it, why don't you tell her of all you've done for her instead of crawling in the dark?".
"When the right time comes she'll know" he plainly said
"And what if that time never comes?"
He shrugs his shoulders at his friend's question, killing an itch on his nose with his finger.
"I think the 'if time' is here " his friend said with a smirk at his quick pull of his body beneath the desk, concealing his existence in the office on sight of Dora approaching.
"Hello"
"Mis Dora" he greets with a stage on Edward's seat, sneaking a chuckle on his friend's squeezed shoulders.
"Is Mr Collins around " she ask waving the question of why her book publisher is in the company of her so fiance.
Her mom called ranting about the man they chose threaten to ruined Edward, by ruined she meant his store.
"Mr Collins just went out, but you can leave your message to me. It will certainly meet Collins himself" he said with a send of his shoe on Edward's shoe, crushing his toes in light of fun. Knowing to him he wouldn't dare make a sound.
"When he comes back inform him to stay away from Edward. He wouldn't like what I'll do to him if he dares go after him" with that she made her way out.
"Okay dear, the message has been directly relied to him" he said with a loud laugh.
He releases his body from the crippled statute, stabbing his friend with angry eyes of his earlier action. Second more he poses a thought of what she said.
How cute of her to care so much about him, she even dares to go against her fiance for him, well it the same him but it still feels good.
Definitely a work of his father,he said to himself. Only him would go to such extend, he has threaten to reveal his disguise and have him ruined. What way best serve than having the girl he loves know of his lies.
"You know one day , you ain't going to be able to hide from her" his mouth set on pause with widened eyes, Edward gave him a weird look to his sudden froze face.
A second ago he's talking but..
"You're Mr Collins?" he flips his eyes on the door side, alone and broken she freeze watching in dismay and disappoint of the scene.
He rushes to her but a second late to hold her hand.
"Dora, am sorry. Can you at least hear me out" he chases behind her, he doesn't care or take recognition of his staffs in watch of him sprinting behind a girl . Rare as it present their minds wonder on who she might be and fun to see a side like this of their boss.
Who knew his bossy side can be change.
"Dora at least hear me out . Yes I lied to you about who I am but you never asked" his palm slaps his face the second the words came out.
"So this is my fault?" She flinches at him with hawk, her hands stuck on her side hair.
"How stupid was I , thinking you were different. All these time you were toying with me, riding on my emotions all for what?"
"To get your attention, to win your heart. You had so much hate towards your fiance you never met. How was I to tell you the truth?" his attempt to grab her hand goes to void to her quick avert.
"Maybe not meeting him was my best decision but no I had to come here and see this. You lied to me"
….
The next you see June's dead body you know she died due to her many enemies built. She dead knew it's a done the moment her eyes laid on the same guy she had stabbed boots on his face, or how she several times ruined his mission of collecting high interest from his creditors.
With no second to waste he sends his boys to surround them, pouching his sore body to the front. It's his time, he would surely get back on her for both himself and the sores on his body cause by her friend's man.
"Let not get crazy now, let take it slow and steady" she sugar coats in with back steps to the exit.
"There's no running away here, this is my territory"
Close your eyes June , accept your fate, this is the end. You won't survive that board slam on you.
With these coach words she let her body take course, her eyes shut out ,evading the thick stick that's against her face from her so money enemy.
With minutes of silence she lit her eyes to the touch on her body, he's right here, breaking the arms of the idiots goon, looking beautiful than ever.
"June" her crazy mind jogs to Samantha's call to avert the running stick on her way, which she does on reflex.
But how didn't she know he could fight , anyway that a question for later. Damn the man is so accurate, just a text from her to come to their aid should they not return he's here without a doubt, so glad she had a backup plan.
"Did you get hurt?" He ask inspecting her body, she blushes to his thumb pressing on her cheek. She glues her gaze on him, dreaming of how lucky she's to have a mystery man like him.
"Did they hurt you?" she waves her head to his repeated question, how could they when he's there to save her.
"Dave,!!" She screams watching his body fall to the ground. She crawls to his body, attaching her hands on the back head that's bleeding.
"Dave ". She cries out, "Dave " she calls in repeat as her hands shakes his body for a movement.
The second you know the man spreads his sore body out the unsafe construction.
His body is rushed in on the stretching bed that follows the lead of three nurses. Reluctant June is pulled away from his body and hold on cuffs from chasing after the medical staffs.
"I know you're worry but you'll do no good if you don't trust the doctors to do their jobs" James says in attempt to ease her trauma state.
"he's also my friend, nothing will happen to him" it better stay true as he says or else the self guilts will go on forever.
She caused it, if she had not texted him the location then he would not have gotten hit by that rascal who surly deserved the cuffs on his hands.
His run was no match for the police to catch on to.
"June" her mother rush in, pulling her body into her arms. It feels strange but satisfying at the same time
"I got so worried, I thought you were the one hurt" her mother worries out, searching for any mark on her body. She carefully watch her mother strange care towards her, it not her to love or show out her emotions nor have she ever worry this much about her. The best to her of her mother is her cold scolding and stiff face.
"How did you get into this mess in the first place?" Her question is answer the second her eyes falls on Samantha , who feels a grievance of June being shower with love.
"You did this?" She attacks Samantha.
"Wasn't it enough that your mother snatched my husband away now you want to have my daughter killed?" she accuse.
"Mom, this has nothing to do with her just don't" she stands a barrier between her mother and sister.
"She can only be the cause of everything that's going wrong in your life"
"June where's my son?" She turns to see the broken mother of her boyfriend.
This isn't her day, she has both mothers at her edge. One wants to squeeze the life out of her sister and the other want to know about her son whom got hurt because of her.