From this event what happened was a horror that Lilia could not imagine, what happened was a nightmare that she had never expected to happen.
She was silent in front of the corpses of her two comrades who looked very pathetic.
"What happened exactly? Why did they both have to die? Are we wrong to want to be a great adventurer?"
"You might think what I'm saying is ridiculous, but you must be honest with them both! Now that it's clear, you're a weak creature, there's no way you'll continue to act, the hopes and tears will just keep happening! If you keep dreaming in this life something pleasant will happen, then you are wrong! No one would want something like this to happen, you or I am just pawns who will play a fate full of cruelty!"
"I don't know what else to do, after my two comrades die, of course I am a weak person and won't be able to move! I'm just a geeky girl who won't be able to become a formidable figure!"
"Never judge yourself! You don't have to be strong when they're around you, but you have to be strong when you lose them! It is at times like this that your true self will be tested! If you can only complain without thinking about a much better future, then you will feel betrayed! There's no way you can live if you won't be able to see the future! In this life many things are cruel, so never say you live will find ease!"
After that, they then left, Lilia's face was still in shock, this was really hard for her.
They two kept walking until night fell, the atmosphere was cold. Their attitude also added to the silence of the night, there was absolutely no intention in Azazel's heart to give advice to Lilia.
It was understood Lilia would definitely become more hurt if she heard Azazel's words.
"Perhaps this is punishment for our stupid actions that always underestimate the problem! I had always hoped in this world there would be many things to do, but in reality, this is a difficult thing to do! I who might be too weak in thinking to be able to do anything better!"
Lilia's words opened up a much colder atmosphere, the sadness on her face a testament to how painful this all was.
"Like I said earlier this afternoon, you don't have to blame yourself! You are the one who should understand the exact conditions are unpredictable, if you keep hoping this life will get better, but you are unable to do it, then you must be prepared to accept the horrors that occur!"
"May I ask something?"
"Yeah, you can ask me something!"
"I see you have great strength, why didn't you say so from the start?"
Azazel's attitude when the quest started, there was nothing he say, he didn't seem to make others believe he was a strong being.
"Why should I say it, this might just be luck! I wouldn't have been able to beat them without luck!" Azazel of course has to be careful, this power he has is sure to lure those who also have high abilities.
"It seems nice to have great power like you, maybe the life that I live wouldn't be like this!"
"Don't blame fate, you're the weak one yourself! Strong people are not those who are able to defeat any monster or creature, but those who have a strong desire to make this life even better! You are too stupid to think this life will only be dominated by the physically strong, but the real strong are those who will be able to conquer this cruel life!"
Lilia was stunned by Azazel's words, she didn't expect that a man with a serious face like a murderer would have an attitude so similar to a real knight.
"Why are you able to have a great optimistic attitude?"
"I've been through a lot of things!" Azazel's eyes narrowed at the memory of his life that was always being bullied by others. "I won't compare the pain you have and what I have, whose name is pain will definitely remain in the heart until it causes bitter memories! Remember you are the one who will decide whether you want to move on or stay in a sad mood! No one has the right to determine your life but yourself, and never expect others will understand! You will only find disappointment if you expect them to understand!"
"Thank you, I feel very comforted by your words! My failed self might soon find death like them!"
"You'll keep finding it until those words come true, if your words are just bad things then what happens must be bad things! But, if you want to get better, you'll find a way to do it! For now, enjoy the sadness that you feel, but you have to determine how the next attitude in this life! There will be no such thing as an easy thing, you must understand this life is a journey for the better! If you only hope in this life there is only one pleasant thing, then you are wrong, in this life filled with colors of suffering that will never end! Only your attitude will determine whether this is worth it or not! You must be prepared to accept the decision that occurs, there is no other way but to do it seriously! If you want to change then do it now!"
Tonight Lilia's heart was filled with a zest for a new life, Lilia put on a serious face.
"I see, I'm the one who might be too mushy! I will try to walk in this life full of suffering, I will make this life so much better! And, there's no way I'll let this sadness go its way, this life won't be able to give me a chance! And, I will definitely continue to feel that suffering, so I have to make friends with that suffering then I can see a much clearer future! I am ready...."
__To Be Continued__