The past few weeks have being hectic moving around so I wouldn't meet Lucifer's mate I kept on thinking of Alex and how he had being doing since I left
I felt guilty as if being forced to stay even when I'm not needed
The wedding planning's being keeping me on my feet for the past few weeks luckily and Lucifer's been busy in investments he don't want to discuss but I honestly don't know what to think cause all I hear now days from the from across ours are the sounds of drills and hammers I only have a week left for my wedding and I'm still not sure what to do
Sure I wanna marry the red eyed man I love Lucifer Thiago the man of my dreams his all I could ever wish for and more but ... I'm not his ...and he is not mine
From the description Seth gave me of his mate so I knew who to avoid was her long legs her perfectly sculpted model body frame her highlighted cheekbones
All that made me question myself of what I looked and what she had looked like
I for one has short legs and was quite short I had a chubby body and she was younger than me it felt to good to be true
Out of no where snapping me from my thoughts lucifer walks towards me placing a kiss on to the top of my head
Before sitting opposite me and plucking a grape from the grapes I had set out onto the platter
He sighed as he looked at me smiling
" One week baby " i smiled popping a grape in my mouth
" Lu-"
" Baby if your gonna ask me if I'm sure who I want then don't" i nodded chewing slowly on a grape
" Why are you covered in blue paint ?" He laughed shaking his head
" Nothing I tried painting like you and well" he pointed to himself I laughed throwing my head back
" You could just -" he cut me off again
" No you must relax " I raised an eyebrow at him he smiled
" What? " He asked
"Are you gonna let my brain finish what it has to say ?" He laughed again
" Anything baby anything for you "
" So what you planning on doing today ?" He asked
" I ... I don't know back home ..." I stopped shortly looking at Lucifer as he clenched his jaw and his fist balled
He dropped his gaze to the ground bitting the inner of his cheek
" I ... I ... I'm sorry it just " he shook his head
" Dont bother " he replied pushing his chair back and walking off I buried my face in my hands tears welled up in my eyes
No matter how much I try I always refer to my time being with Alex as to me being at home
I pushed my chair back as I walked out to the pack grounds unlike other days it's quite today ... Empty actually
Just as I was about to walk back inside I heard a female voice she sounded young my heart stopped I couldn't deal if I had to see Lucifer's mate
" Hey you !" I turned to see a young lady run up to me and although my wolf died I could get Seth's scent on her
" What do you want ?" I asked her
" Rude much ... I'm Jew Seth's mate " i smiled
" Nice to officially meet you Jew " her smile turned into something bitter and cold
" Cut the crap my best friend is suffering because of you her mate wont even look at you and you wanna know why ... Because he has eyes for a blue eyed dead bitch who came from the dead " i blinked at her lost by her words
" Look -" she cut me off
" No you look I'm part of this pack and you ... Your a nobody so pack everything you came with and head on back to the rock slide you came from cause girl you look like a tornado hit you " I nodded and turned on my heel
As I heard her starting to laugh out at me god first Lucifer now Seth's mate
I slowly walked up to our bedroom finishing Lucifer on the belcony watching the sun set
He turned to look at me stuffing his hands in his pockets
He took out one hand and reached for me pulling me by my waist to his side
He sensed my emotions turning his head sharply to face me his expression grave his jaw clenched his body shaking with anger
" Who the fuck did something to you ?" He asked his voice low and dangerous
" No one " I replied buring my face in his chest
" Sarah -"
" Lucifer I don't want to talk about it " he sighed as if mentally calming himself down
" Look Sarah all of that out there ... You own it is you pack your people ... Our people " I sigh remembering how Jew, Seth's mate treated me
" What if I don't want to rule them ...?" He turned me around by my waist staring deep into my eyes his jaw set tight
" Your one of a kind Sarah ... But your mine and those werewolves along with the couple humans among us are my responsibility ... Yours too "
I rested my cheek on his chest as he held me tighter planting a kiss onto the top of my head
" Do you remember when we first met ?" He chuckled my body vibrating through his laugh
" The ball I crashed fuck you looked so delicious you look delicious " i pulled back planting a kiss on his lips before pulling back and resting my cheek once again on his chest
" I remember the time I knew I was falling for you and hard " i laughed
" When was that ?"
" When you stood up for the omega and acted like you could cook ... And then I had to cook for you the moment you took the first bite I knew you were mine and mine only "
" I love you Lucifer" he laughed once again
" I love you more than anything on this world and the afterlife Sarah "
He pulled me to sit beside him on the outdoor couch
" Lucifer ...?" He hummed in response
" Your mate ..." He flinched at the word 'mate' which made my palms sweat seeing the effect she had on him
" What about her " he said looking pass me
" I'm ... I just ... I don't know if I can't put her through what I had to endure at first " his jaw clenched as if tired of talking about this
" Sarah I've made my mind up about her and I want you ... Only you " I bit my lip hesitating
" Did you two ever ... You know ...?" He shook his head I let out a breath of relief
" We did kiss but I never got the guts to touch another women ..." I nodded buring my face in his chest
Just as the door flung open and a young muscular man ran into the room
" Alpha it's Rose she threatens to jump off the cliff !" I felt Lucifer tense under me he turned to look at me
Slowly pushing me off him as he stood on his feet
" Get my car ready !" Before he could even explain what's happening he took off out the door
My heart sank seeing how he ran for her pushing me aside I felt my throat close in slowly as tears welled up in my eyes no matter what I did or what I said
He'd always have love for her maybe even love her more because she could give him things I couldn't ...