We stood still as Lucifer's sad gaze was fixed on me his frown caused me to almost cry but I kept my emotions in check
Luckily Killian's presence made everything easier for me from speaking to Lucifer and addressing Killian as my mate
" Hi Sarah " Lucifer finally spoke I heard Killian let out a low growl as he pulled me against his chest holding me there tight wrapping an arm around my waist
Lucifer growled back taking a step closer but James walked in distracting the two from fighting each other and most likely it would be a fight till death
" No fights in my home !" James yelled stepping inbetween them
" Now Lucifer please tell Sarah what you want to and make it fast you aren't welcomed here " James said causing Killian to let out a chuckle it sent tingles all over my body causing me to flinch pressing myself closer to him
Lucifer saw my reaction as his jaw tensed
" You okay ?" Killian whispered in my ear I closed my eyes nodding
" Lucifer , make it quick " James said stepping out so Lucifer and Rose were in our view
" Yes uh " he cleared his throat
" Rose and I would like to thank you Sarah for ... Giving us a chance " i smiled settling my gaze on Rose her pink eyes shining as if a sign from the goddess
But my memory was washed completely I hadn't seeing her not in my life yet she seemed so fimilar
" I did what was right Alpha Lucifer ... And please refer to be as Beta Sarah of the blue moon pack " i felt the pride swirl through Killian I had only met my mate and here he was proud of me
I saw Lucifer flinch from my tone as he nodded and turned to Killian speaking through his gritted teeth
" And who are you ?" He asked his voice filled with hatred
" Prince Killian of the Lycan's also Sarah's mate " i saw the blood drain from Lucifer's body as his body shook of rage he looked at me I smiled nodding to him
" That's not fucking true Sarah ..." He stepped closer reaching for me but I pulled back as Killian growled wrapping me protectively in his arms staring at Lucifer with a cold stare
Rose stood at the side staring at me for some reason I knew her i did ... I just can't remember
" Sarah ... Freya is dead how can ,you ... Please tell me it's not true Sarah " he collapsed on his knees placing his head in his hand his body shaking of rage
" Alpha-" he cut me off
" Don't fucking call me alpha Lucifer , Sarah please your mine and only mine " he whispered the last part
I felt the anger surge through Killian's body as he tried to hold himself back
I turned my back on Lucifer placing my hand on Killian's chest shaking my head for him not to hurt Lucifer while his vulnerable
I turned back and knelt infront of Lucifer taking his face in my hands I wiped the tears away with the pad of my thumb I heard Killian's growls but right now I needed to get Lucifer out of here
" Lucifer ... Lucifer ... Lucifer please " he finally opened his eyes looking at me orbs black
" You once hated me you never loved me and then ... You did we had our fun together me and you and at once our baby ..." I heard Killian growl louder at me
" Sarah " Lucifer spoke his voice raspy
" Then it all changed ... Everything changed Lucifer Thiago I was ready to give up everything just to die ... To be put out my misery " he growled at me Marco fighting the surge of taking control
I shook my head letting the tears roll down my cheeks
" And then I was gone ... I woke up in the arms of another not knowing you then i saw you and then it all came back ... But the problem was her " I nodded towards Rose who stood stiffly
He turned and looked at her and when he looked back at me his orbs were half black and half red ... I knew our time was over there was nothing I could do he had a mate and I had a mate even if our love did withstand all of this we'd still be second place for each other's wolves well I didn't meet the one I had being reborn to
" Rose " he whispered closing his eyes
" Rose is yours and i am Killian's we need to face our destiny ... We once were each other's destiny then they came along and now you have to love her how you once loved me " he shook his head he was so vulnerable right now I'm surprised James didn't plan an attack
" Love you Sarah ... I'll never stop loving you ... And I can never love another that way "
I nodded as I quickly pecked his forehead pulling back to see his eyes now fully black
" I love you Lucifer Thiago" as I stood up and walked to Killian hugging him around the waist he hugged me back growling at Lucifer who stood up and spoke through rage
" Our wedding is in a month be there Sarah ... For me " I nodded as he took ahold of Rose's hand and walked out the door
I turned to Killian once again resting my head on his muscular chest his body tensing from the contact of my body
" Are you okay ?" He asked
I suddenly felt sick to the stomach I felt my insides trembling as I sprinted straight to the bathroom
I threw up immediately as I was at the pan before rinsing my mouth I stared at my reflection as my orbs started turning colour my heart raced
As I turned into violet I closed my eyes opening it to me having violet purple ... What is happening
I felt my body grow weak as my legs were now unable to hold my body up
I grabbed ahold of the counter as I screamed the first name that came into my mind
" Killian !" And with that everything went black
I heard the beeping sounds of a hospital machine as my eyes fluttered slowly open slowly adjusting to the light in the room
Next to me sat Killian his head in his hands as James stood arms folded staring out the window and into the pack grounds
" Did I die or something ?" I asked my voice coming out raspy
Killian instantly shot up his green eyes now PURPLE I stared at his orbs in wonder James turned around rushing to my bed as they stood looking at me in astonishment
" What ... Uhhh what's going on ?" I asked looking between them
Killian gave me a sad smile as he stroked my hair and James stood clenching his jaw
" Killian what's ?" Before I could finish my mother barged into the room followed by my father
" Oh my baby !" She yelled running up to me and wrapping me in a hug my father smiled at me as he hugged me after her
" Hi mother ..." I greeted my father with a kiss on his forehead as they stepped to the side staring awkwardly at Killian
" Your majesty " my mother bowed followed by my father they both stared at him as if he was an outcast in the room
I smiled at them " I'm guessing he hasn't told your'll?" My mother raised her eyebrows
" Tell us what ?" She asked me
I turned to Killian who stared at the floor
" Killian ...?" I called he immediately jerked up at my voice
" Yes Sarah ?" As if my mother and father understood the situation from our body language to each other they stared at me then at Killian
" Wait his your mate ?" My mother asked I nodded she then looked deeply at me for the first time since I woke up she and my father realised my eye colour then Killian's
" Oh my god !" I smiled as they hugged me both again causing James to chuckle
" Still the little baby ?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows
" Can't help if I still have my charms " I said wiggling my eyebrows back at him
" As alpha and beta you two are childish " my father spoke causing us to shut up
" So what happened?" I asked staring at Killian who now looked at me his jaw tensed
James whole body language changed as he looked at Killian
" Are you gonna tell her or should I ? " James asked
Killian stood up fast and walked out the door his jaw tensed as his hands stuffed in his pockets
James sighed next to me sitting down in the armchair Killian had being seated in
" James why is Killian so angry ... Do he not want me as his mate ?" James shook his head
" I think he fell in love with you the minute he met you Sarah it's just ..."
" Just what ?..."
" Well you feeling dizzy and going unconscious was from the change your body took place now that you are the princess of the Lycan's but your sickness" he closed his eyes as my heart leaped
" Your three weeks pregnant Sarah ... With Lucifer's baby " my body jerked as my heart felt as if it might leap out my chest part of me is happy but another part don't want to