He stood there watching me years rolled down his cheeks his jaw slightly opened I saw his limps go weak on him as he fell to his knees
" Sa..." I felt my heart being torn out here he was the man I dreamt off the man I use to love ... The man I always loved
I got up feeling weak in the knees and knelt next to him hugging him by his neck as I buried my face in his neck I felt his warm palms wrap around my waist pulling me closer to him as his tears damp my Tshirt he stroked my hair as he spoke in a raspy voice
" I thought I'd never see you again Sarah I was so scared ... Scared I would never move on scared on being alone your here I have you in my arms I'm not letting you go ever again Sarah "
I wanted to say something I wanted to reply too him but I couldn't ... I couldn't, i couldn't think of the words all I wanted was to be in his embrace to touch him
Instead I just nodded all those dreams they weren't really dreams they were memories , memories with him with Lucifer
I pulled back slightly which made him grip my waist tighter my eyes met his black orbs ... I didn't have to think I didn't have to look at the hunters who stood there shocked for an idea of what was happening to him I knew it was his desire for me , it was his protectiveness , it was his longing
I placed my palm on his cheek as the pad of my thumb wiped a stray tear that had fallen as he tucked away stray hair from my face
" I love you " i said as his palm rested on my chin lifting it upwards for him to crash his lips on mine his warm passionate kiss I gasp as he gripped my waist and picked me up
I wrapped my legs around his waist as he walked up the steps stopped only to command the hunters who stood still in shock " get the fuck out " and they did
He brought us to his room... Our room as he settled me on the edge of the bed instantly my pleasure for him made me ache I spread my legs as he knelt infront of me crashing his lips onto mine which caused me to gasp from his grip on the back of my neck his touch sent shivers up my spine
He pulled away only to send kissed down my cheek as his tongue ran across my jaw and stopped at my earlobe which he bit lightly in a teasing way
I moaned arching my back to him which caused him to give me a knowingly smirk his hands played with the collar of my shirt I raised my eyebrows at him his black orbs met mine he smiled showing me his white pearly teeth just before he ripped my Tshirt in half and flung it to the side
I bit my bottom lip as his mouth slid down to my neck his hands rested on my thighs with his nails digging into me
I gasp as his tounge licked my collar bone from one side to the other which he then bit onto my shoulder
"Ohhhh Lucifer" i moaned bitting my lip and arching my back to him his tounge roamed down my chest in a straight line until he reached the curve inbetween my breast
His hands slid to my back as he unhooked my bra and sent it to the bedroom floor he took a step back as he bit his bottom lip which let a droplet of blood to trickle down his lip and onto his chin he then knelt down and kissed my navel as his tounge darted upwards to my curve of my breast as one hand landed on my left breast while his mouth covered the right breast his tounge rolled around my nipple as his lips put pressure onto my aching skin
" Offfh" i groaned arching to him his hand kneaded my breast as his thump flicked my nipple
" Lucifer please stop TEASING!" He chuckled and pulled back his eyes now fully black as he started unbuttoning his Tshirt slowly as hell
I growled as I reached forward to him and ripped his Tshirt opened I then flung it onto the floor his breath quicken as he growled at me I smirked rembering the effect i had ... Have on him I ran my hands down his toned chest and rock hard abs I felt his muscles tense under my touch my hands reached for his zipper which I quickly I unzipped he then pulled his pants down and threw me onto the bed I landed on my back resting on my elbows looking up at him as he stalked towards me as if a predator hunting his prey
I slowly pulled my pants down along with my underwear to the floor as his hands rested on my thighs spreading them so I was exposed to him he licked his lips as he stared at me spread out infront of him I smiled as I got up
I started playing with the hem of his brief as I looked up at him " Lucifer ... You've grown soft " I smirked at him knowing he loved being rough and i wasn't settling for anything else
I smiled as he grabbed my neck and pulled me towards him capturing my lips in his in a ferocious kiss I pulled back breathless " you asked baby " he said as he pinned me to the bed he held his length in one hand while the other remained on my neck god this man knew me better than I did myself
He entered me fast and hard I arched my back as he slid one hand up my body and stopped holding onto my waist as he thrust into me ferociously
Tears weld up in my eyes as my mouth hung opened the bed creaked under us matching Lucifer's hard and fast thrust into me my breast bounced as my eyes rolled back my back arched trying to pull him closer he closed his eyes as he raised his head to look at the ceiling sweat glistened on his muscles his head damp same as mine from our movement hard and fast
His hand released my neck and went on one of my breast as he knead it slowly but hard causing me to gasp
He smirked as he let out a low groan
Moans leaving my mouth continually at one point it felt as if I had being crying
He threw his head back as did I as I arched my back feeling the pleasure pool in the pit of my stomach I felt my body tense feeling the crash of euphoria spread through me making my body numb my inside ache as my vision went white I soon felt Lucifer release in me something I never expected him to do since I had only returned not explaining my 'fake death'
He fell to my side and instantly wrapped his arm around my waist as he kissed my forehead both panting heavily
I looked at him eye to eye I saw something I never thought I would see ever again in lucifers eyes which has returned to their beautiful red colour ... Pain ... I smiled as i kissed his lips once again
" I missed this I missed you everyday I saw you and everytime I did it left me longing for you everytime I cried thinking how could I love another but you weren't another you were my love " tears welled up in his eyes as they flowed down mine
" I thought you were dead Sarah " i nodded bitting my lip
" Look all I know is when I stabbed myself and then everything went black after i woke up in the arms of ... And then I couldn't remember who I was he made me understand I dont know why he did what he did but ... " He raised his eyebrows at me
" Who had you?" He asked pulling me closer to him as if I'll disappear any moment
I smiled pressing my lips to his " I'm not going anywhere Lucifer " he sigh heavily looking up at the ceiling
" You do not wish to tell me who held you captive?" I bit my lip " he did not hold me captive he just told me a different truth and ..." I sigh as I brought his face to look at me
" I'll have to go back I'll return I just need to be forward with him and look him in the eye and ask him why okay " he immediately resisted he grabbed onto me tighter I swear I couldn't breath
" No you will not do you hear me you do not wish to tell me just so you could spare him but he is already a dead man Sarah irrespective of what you want " I sigh as I wiggled out of his arms and walked towards the balcony as the cold wind hit my body the view over looked me the lights the noise I closed my eyes and smiled I was back just as I felt his arms wrap around my waist I smirked as his chin rested on my shoulder
He spoke in a deadly tone " no one will dare to touch you if they do they will have to deal with one fucking deadly man "
Here I was once again in the arms of my deadly mate I didn't know if it was a good thing because here I was gone peace was brought ... I've returned and I've also brought back Lucifer's murderous side