Rose's POV :
his taste , his smell , his touch everything about the psycho alpha was addictive and intoxicating to me I went limb in his arms my wolf howled screaming ontop of her lungs in my mind
" YES MATE I AM BACK !" I wanted so badly to smack her but I couldn't
i finally gathered the courage and pushed him away from me causing him to take a few steps back looking at me with a huge grin my body trembled I longed for the warmth of him his warm kisses left my lips feeling tingly
" I am sorry alpha but with all due respect I don't like being touched without my permission"
his eyes widen as I stared at him right in his red piercing gaze
"uh right I'm sorry as you know I am alpha Lucifer your alpha-" I cut him off hell no way was I gonna allow him to take advantage of me just because Im an omega and his my alpha
" I'm sorry to break it up to you but just because I am an omega young and still a virgin doesn't mean you get to touch me inappropriate you are alpha yes but I have life just as you !"
he looked at me his gaze filled with well I really don't know but he seems to be licking his lips is that good or bad ?
"Look Rose ... you are my mate you felt it when I touched you all that emotions the warmth of your body against mine your my other half "
my heart started beating faster Leah kept on mumbling things at me but I didn't listen to her I felt goosebumps crawl up my skin my body went limb as I grabbed a chair pushed into the table to steady myself
" are you okay ?" he asked taking a step forward but I protested by raising my hand stopping him in his tracks
"alpha you must be mistaken you had a mate Sarah Lewis who well you know I am not your mate what you felt is something being hor-"
just as I was about to finish the word "horny " the doors opened as Seth and Jew walked in hand in hand smiling at us
i turned to face them scrunching my nose and rolling my eyes "So Rose did you fin-"
"wait wait Jew you knew his my mate and never told me !?" i yelled at her pointing at lucifer who had his hands in his pockets his eyes never leaving me he spoke up " Yes she did and I had ordered her not to " he said casting a look at Jew and Seth
" HOW COULD YOU JEW ENOUGH YOU'VE KEPT YOU HAVING A MATE FROM ME BUT KEEPING THE IDENTITY OF MY MATE !" I yelled tears threatening to spill I wasn't angry at her no I was just starting to take our friendship for granted
" Rose I'm sorry okay ... he ordered that I do not tell you how could I go against the alphas orders !" Seth hugged her shoulders as I stood in the middle wipping my tears with the back of my palm
i swallowed hard as I turned to look at Lucifer
" well done you just ruined my friendship along with your only chance of even being my mate " and with that before he could grab my shoulders which I assumed because he had raised his hands to me ,I sprinted out of the room
"ROSE !" Jew yelled
i ran as fast as I could to the forest shifting instantly not bothering if I didn't have clothes to use after I had cooled off
i sprinted as fast as I could I ran for what felt like hours into the forest when I saw an opening cut in the waterfalls wall but the only problem was that opening didn't belong to our pack lands
Lucifer's POV:
As my mate told me those words my heart sank I couldn't lose another ... another mate don't get me wrong she's my mate yes but however I do not love her the love of my life is Sarah Lewis and sadly that women is dead and I will never see her again
just the thought of my deceased lover pains my heart I raised my hands to stop her but she was to fast Jew wanted to run after her but Seth grabbed her saying " let her cool down "
i decided to follow their lead since they had known her best from what I had learnt she was very childish though stubborn just like Sarah
Seth shook me out of my thoughts " So doesn't she remind you of Sarah ?" he asked smiling I smirked shaking my head left to right which caused him and Jew to frown
" let's not pick on that I'm going to Uhm Im going to call the uh " not able to think of an exclamation to leave I shook my head and walked out the room who was I fooling i couldn't get Sarah out of my head what in the world was the moongoddess thinking
Rose's POV:
as I walked in the cave I smelt death ,fear , rage and something ... something smelt fimilar just like the smell that was on grandmother when she had come home smiling saying how a guest named Sarah showed her kindness and made her own meal
i looked around but all was there was rocks upon rocks after a while everything went black
i woke up placed on a bed ? my eyes fluttered open as I arose up and balanced on my elbows
when I saw a black haired slender man sitting on an armchair his legs folded with a cigar in his hand his eyes were so ... so wierd ! they were gold in colour he smirked his pale face sending shivers down my body "who who are you?" i asked looking as hell as frightened no matter how much Leah growled and barked I couldn't connect with her I couldn't be one with her and I never understood why
" I my love am Alex" I scrunched my nose or to hell with everyone thinking I suppose to know them
"oooo-kayyyy" I said sitting up and giving him my full attention
"what do you want Alex ?" he smirked
"too make a deal " I raised my eyebrows at him
"what kind of deal ?" i asked
he smiled and leaned forward resting his elbows on his his knees
"I know you smelt her I know you smelt Sarah " my eyes widen at her name for all I know she was dead
"yes I think I did which you telling me confirms it what was she buried here ?" he smirked and laughed with sounded so fricken scary
"wow so high sprited she was never buried her Rose " he said
"how do you know my name ?" i asked
"it was written on your tag of your shoes"
"Ahh..." i kept quite not meeting his gaze
"so uh back to what you wanted ?" he smirked
"Sarah Lewis is alive Rose but the only thing is she's currently suffering from permanent amnesia " my eyes widen my heart stopped everything went limp
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okay I know I said the story wouldn't change but ... I'm speaking from my heart I do not like Roses character and I find that Sarah is Lucifer's one and only