I might not be the party type but I'm obviously someone who loves having friends. I'm in a new place, new surrounding, everything is new and to me this was the best time to have friends but it isn't working out well for me, I know I turned down the apologies of my school friends and I did that because I saw them to be fake and maybe their conscience was judging them, I needed a true friendship not something that's off and on or looking like an obligation so been alone was the best I could think off though it was driving me insane.
I barely talked in the group chat nor gist with friends during break time, my phone became my buddy, everyone was talking about the party excluding me, I only hang out with my school mum though she wasn't really a vibe besides there's nothing fun for the old lady to tell me. One night, I was in bed hugging my pillow under my duvet, thinking deep, I needed love so bad and now I need friends. damn! how did I get here, I started visiting the hospital which wasn't a good idea because staying near sick ones could make me sick too but I needed a new experience...I started hanging out with the patients then at the restaurant and I even enter another music class because I know that many people have finally entered my previous music hangout to get to me and I didn't want that, yeah, I need friends but I've got pride, it takes alot to have me so they've messed up by doing what they did and I'm not planning to go slow with them anytime soon.
I became a shadow of myself, I started hating everyone especially royal and I don't know why, anytime he's around,I realized that no one comes close and the stupid royal guy isn't even talking to me or anything like that, I became unhappy and wanted to just travel back home but the outside friends kept me in the country but I felt that wasn't enough, I spend most of my time in school so I needed the school friends more.
I was lonely that I started talking to myself, I normally do that but now it became severe until Romeo came my way.