it's been a month now and I haven't seen him, I don't even know his name and all people could tell me is not to talk about him, yeah I understood that they liked him and didn't want to know that another contender is around so no one was revealing anything to me. damn, why am I so worried.
I was in class on a Monday evening and suddenly the door opened, the scent and appearance of who's at that door was alarming, I could see everyone arranging themselves and all that, actually I didn't notice the person, it was the noise of the students that alarmed me tho I felt something in my heart that I couldn't explain. As I looked up, I saw him, damn, he was looking more handsome than he was before. I actually wanted to stop looking and act all tough like I didn't notice him though I don't think that matters since I believe he's not noticing me too but I couldn't help but look at him, I really wanted to get up and ask him why he hasn't been around but who am I to do that, I don't think he'll mind me besides he's a big snub.
I just had to turn around and atleast thank God he's safe but I wouldn't actually overlook the fact that he caught me staring more like our eyes met each other, my heart couldn't stop racing, I felt like my heart is leaving my chest, honestly, I don't like this feeling.
I felt like I was going to faint so the best was to leave that place immediately so I packed my stuff since I'm actually almost done with what I had to do for that day though I was thinking deep why will he be coming to class in the evening when things has already been done anyways it's none of my business. my main goal right now is to leave that place immediately before I do something I don't want to do, As I packed my stuff and was about leaving, I didn't know what happened and how I hit him and my books, my laptop and phone fell off and scattered, it was so embarrassing and no one helped me packed rather than laughing at me except him.