I always called many things crazy insane sad mad whatever you wanna say about me. That's where I was relegated to the position of coroner in Moscow one I ended up falling in love with my beloved Nina. Nina was a medical student who is also relegated to being a medical examiner as well or a coroner. It was tragic for her because she was pregnant at the time and she was heavier bill than me. Compared to her I was emaciated looking. When I first met her she had a beautiful face always had a beautiful face she was young sweet kind but insecure. She was impregnated by her teaching Doctor Who then fell in love with someone else and then end up leaving her for the dad. It was a very sad story she had gone through insane asylums and many types of horrors in our lives just to get to where she was today.
It was said that she was possessed but she was not possessed in my opinion she was just a woman that was saddened very deeply and traumatized even deeper through her cheating teaching Doctor Who was cheating on her in the first place. I didn't know what to do about her situation except to fall in love with her. She has such a sweet face like a daisy. I was so full of scars because of the meeting she had from her previous relationship with the cheating doctor I promised her that she would be cheated on by me. I remember many knows that we will spend in the autopsy room making miles even though that seemed a little more about that to some people we were not very much liked in main stream society as we had to deal with gas a lot. She was a beautiful girl every time I try to teach her how to are top see you living or dying body or dead body I ended up kissing her on the neck and then pretty soon started falling in love with her all over again. It was just the touch of her skin was like porcelain yes soft at the same time Tanner beautiful girl. I was going to marry her after she graduated from medical school. When we were going to get married we were going to go to the stage where are you didn't have to worry about oppression from the revolutionary bolsheviks. But we ended up being trapped as the corner of the communist party that means we could leave the country of Russia. It was at that time and she ended up being very sad and she wanted to see the beautiful states in the United States that is but she wouldn't know that one man named Jay Edgar Hoover would go and send her back or send us back to rush-hour we would Rod. We routed in the morgue dressed as a dead body is dead. We didn't do very much except for Formato Cesar and do menial tasks. And as we did every autopsy every time we did we ended up kissing each other making love to each other practically. I wanted to caress her lips so badly every time I touch her hand and guide her with a scalpel. I know I'm a twisted old fool of the age I was 30 a spinster in this time I days but I was Stark not being a spinster anymore but I couldn't tell anyone because in the bolsheviks they didn't allow people like us who were in love with the same gender. It was very saddening to see this. I want to show my love for publicly to the world my love for my beloved Nina. But Nina wouldn't let me she said she was afraid that her parents would disown her. And cut it off from her education. But then again it was also her parents that were abusing her as well threatening her with gas and all kinds of stuff it was horrible. They were funeral directors that were pulling around torturing their children who is your very disturbing sight to see. And she was one of them that got the brunt of that when she was stuck with her scars her mutilated scars when she was only 19 she ended up deciding she was going to hide under the cloak of death as a coroner. She wanted to be a surgeon she always said that she could and she was afraid that her scar is one disturb the patience. I ended up feeling sorry for her and wanting to marry her right away but as I said the bolsheviks would have our heads practically. It was a very depressing time
Whenever I saw her at work we ended up sleeping on the auto to table the examining table together this was our home because we couldn't go to our families. She was a surgeons intern reject and I was a social reject because of my father who is supposed to be Rasputin the infamous lover of the Russian queen I might even have Romanoff blood in me. I'll never know.
I even left loving love letters to my beloved Nina many times trying to make her feel welcome in love. She was in love with me but she was very clingy and very worried that I was gonna cheat on her even though I had stroke her hair and had said no I'll never cheat on you my beloved Nina. It wasn't until I ended up seeing another man because I had to keep up appearances for the bolsheviks at least that I ended up getting the brunt of her anger she ended up seeing me with a guy at a restaurant having caviare the guy was rich. He wouldn't be very popular in today's society either but she really took it hard by the time I went back to the morgue she was dead she had slit her throat and took her own life. I have never been so sad in my life and I remember reading the suicide note saying that she loved me dearly that she didn't want me to date anyone else because she was afraid of her parents. I still remember kissing her eyebrow telling her that she'll be in a better place knowing that in reality she'll be in hell.