Panic, Part-1

The time is in the middle of 2012 (I am not telling the day and month for reasons of consistency). It is 9 o'clock at night. The shop has to close a little early today. There is an invitation to uncle's house. Some time ago, father told on the phone that they have gone to uncle's house. They say mother, father, younger brother, younger sister. I had just closed the shop and started to go to my uncle's house, suddenly Joddin called.

O-hello?

- Did you post this Opriyo?

-Which one?

- What did it say before our Prophet?

- What did I say?

- Think carefully. In the post of a photo of three girls wearing hijab.

- Oh, what happened?

-Why did Luichcha (womanizer) say to our prophet!

-He had illicit sexual relations with many maids. This word goes with him.

- Do you have any proof?

- Yes, there is.

-Are you in the store? I am coming to the shop now.

- No, I have closed the shop now. I am going to eat at my uncle's house.

- Okay, call me when you get there.

Jashed, Joddin, Raiser, Rappy, Raju, Shaikat, Ripon, Abul, Humayun, these are childhood friends. I have known them for four years. I was introduced to Joddin and Raiser a couple of months ago, through Jashed. They both lived in Cyprus. The two arrived from Cyprus a couple of months ago. I have heard many stories about Joddin Raiser from Jashed while he was in exile. When they went to the bar, how the girls there danced in the night club, the night club girls could be taken as bed partners in exchange for alcohol. They also had girlfriends there. There boyfriend girlfriend friends stay together. Joddin has been together as husband and wife for four years with one of his girlfriends. His girlfriend was Christian. The country was the Philippines. Raiser used to change girlfriend after six months. He used to make girlfriends when he saw beauty. I exile these stories from Jashed. Jashed is my close friend. He used to tell their stories sometimes when he came to the shop. Again Joddin knows about Raiser and me through Jashed. They developed a good friendship after the riser Joddin arrived from Sripras. At that time, I was invited to any wedding ceremony of my friends. There used to be drinking parties. I sometimes like whiskey brandy vodka. never say no I was the main attraction among their friends. Together they were all Muslim friends. I was the only Hindu family. They also knew that I was an atheist. I don't believe in karma in any religion. They have read my poetry book. Rappi, Humayun, Raju, Shaikat, Jased, Abul, sometimes told me to become a Muslim. And if I wanted to become a Muslim, they would marry me to a Muslim girl.

I used to say, -What is Muslim again? Everyone is human. Where is the Muslim written on the body of the Muslim girl?

Rappi used to say, "-If you don't accept Islam, a Muslim girl will never marry you."

Humayun used to say, "-Well, dear, how will you live if you marry a Muslim girl?"

- The matter is simple. If he wants to practice religion. Why should I interrupt?

Humayun said, - That means you will follow your religion and follow his religion?

- Hey Humayun I don't believe in any religion, why should I practice religion?

Humayun and Rappi used to say, -what will happen to the Hindu family you are born in?

I used to say, - Do I have my hand on the thigh….

In this way there were many more arguments where Raju used to come and share our arguments. Raju used to say, don't discuss religion with this Opriyo atheist. Our faith will be destroyed. Again they laughed no less at the Durga Kali Shiva Linga. I used to tune in with them too. Again, in many of their wedding ceremonies, they used to ask me to feed beef. But I didn't eat. In fact, there was no taste to eat.

They used to say, - You are an atheist. So where is the problem of playing cows? Surely you follow Hinduism in your heart. You are an atheist in front of us.

I used to tell them, - If I tell you to eat dog or cat meat, can you eat it? can't It is a matter of taste. If we were fed dog and cat meat from childhood we would learn to eat it. And if we were not fed cow-goat meat from our childhood, then cow-goat meat would seem distasteful to us today. And yes Hindus eat turtle meat. I have no taste for turtle meat again.

Sometimes arguing, playing cricket, football, happily spent time with them. I enjoyed it a lot.

After being invited from my uncle's house, I called Joddin.

- Yes, where are you?

- In front of the school.

- Well wait I'm coming and hung up the phone.

Joddin came and said in a very hard voice, "Well, when did our Prophet have sex with maids?"

-When did not? He had illicit relations with several maidservants. His number six, Bibi Hapsa, was sent to her father's house and engaged in intercourse with the maid Maria. Isn't it an illicit relationship?

Joddin said, - Look, our Prophet has abolished the slave system. He stopped the Arab slave trade at that time.

- Then he asked to pay the dowry by buying a slave? These are in the Quranic verses.

- Opriyo, you will not say a bad thing! You will prove to me when the Prophet had sex with maids….

Jashed comes after some time, he asks, what happened Joddin?

Joddin said, "Opriyo is saying that our Prophet has taken away the character of a woman?"

Jashed fell from the sky. Fire in his eyes, he said, - What! Opriyo you said this?

I am silent seeing his anger.

Joddin said hotly, not only said, but also called our prophet on Facebook.

Jashed said to Ummad, - What? Jashed told me again, you will remove that post tonight. If not, leave this area.

I said, - No Jashed, I will not move. And this area is yours? You said I will leave?

Jashed came to hit me saying shut up, Joddin caught him.

I said very harshly, - Jashed, you are coming to kill me, don't you feel ashamed? you are my friend It can be discussed. What is there to fight about?

Jashed said to Joddin, - Joddin, you are a burden to the Opriyo. My head is on fire.

Joddin said, -well you go home Opriyo. Tomorrow will prove to us. If not, leave this area.

That night I left.

I understand that there is a fear in the chest. Tossing and turning while sleeping. not sleeping Now how to prove? Then late at night I contacted the famous atheist Daripalla dhomadhom. through message. I said to him, - Well, is it true that the Prophet suffered the maid Maria?

He said, - Of course it is true.

-Brother give his link? I am in a lot of danger.

Without telling him, he gave the full link from Dharmakarari with the Marian-Nabi cartoon sex and verse numbers.

Thank you very much and thank you very much. By this time the water came to heart.

Then I said to my Facebook friend Nir Hara, well, is it written in the Koran that maids are halal in Islam?

He said, what does it mean.

He gave the 50th verse of the Quran. I don't remember exactly what was written there. There was a verse of this type, Cha Cha, I made four maidservants to you.

Didn't sleep all night. The whole night was spent in anxiety and apprehension. I came at 9 in the morning and opened the shop. After some time Rappi and Raju come with Honda.

Rappi said, -I heard everything yesterday. Can you prove it?

I asked to write the status on the mobile, -Yes.

Rappi and Raju went away with their cheeks puffed up.

After some time, Jashed came and slapped my hand saying, "What are you writing on your mobile again?" Paw injury mobile ran to one side! I asked to take the mobile from below, - Jashed, you are my friend, I don't expect this kind of behavior from you.

Jashed said, - Fuck my friend's mother! You are a Hindu! with you...

Then Joddin, Rappi, Raju, Ripon, Abul came from where.

They said, - This is Jashed! Why are you hot?

From where Jashed's father and the imam of the mosque came and said, "Why are you beating the opriyo?"

Rappi said, -no no beating, nothing happened. Uncle you go.

Jashed suddenly told his father, - Abbu Apriya called our Prophet Luichcha!

He turned back like a wounded tiger and said, - What!

He shouted, you said this?

I said yes. The Prophet used to enjoy maidservants, so I colled Luichchaya (womanizer).

He kept punching me randomly saying that you can show me!

Jashed, Rappi, Joddin, Ripon took Abul out of the shop. He went outside and was crying. And he is saying to me, I didn't know you were such a big kafir. I loved you very much. Why did you say this to our prophet? Our Prophet is the beloved Messenger of Allah. How dare you say this, child of hindhu? Leave this area alone, he shouts.

This news spread like wildfire around the area. People started gathering in front of the shop with sharp weapons. Some are coming with Da, some with Hanta, some with long knives. Some say he should be killed immediately by slitting his throat. Some say they should be buried alive. Someone is saying to cut off the head of the linga and make him a Muslim. What is someone saying so much? Break the store. Someone is saying the child of a prostitute! Whore child! Mother Chod out of Hindu baby shop! Now we cut your throat and kill you.

All those who are saying this are familiar faces. Someone called me brother, someone called me babu. Again I used to call some of them uncle or uncle. In these four years of shopkeeper life, I have never cheated any person. I did not harm anyone. Even though he was a Hindu, he was given a different respect in the whole area. Some uncles affectionately called him fulbabu, Opriyo Babu. Today those uncles are abusing my mother and sister. Who has called the owner of my shop to come quickly. People are coming in groups, the situation is getting worse. I am sitting on a chair inside the shop. My hands and feet are shaking in vain. I can't stop if I want to.

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