I just wish Alpha Alex would accept me.
My heart felt like someone had crushed it and pierced it with a sharp object, as i could feel the pain and hurt.
I felt it bleeding. I didn't think he understood the word mate " perfectly " I thought for a while.
Hummm why will he expect much from me, when i didn't even ask anything from him in return?I asked rhetorically.
I should have learnt my lesson by now, not to trust any mate.
I could remember being Inlove with this wolf when I was eighteen. This guy was a sweet, loving and caring guy. He was rejected by his mate who ended up marrying someone else. I felt sorry for him and we became close friends and before i knew what happened. we fell deeply Inlove.
All of a sudden he started bringing out the bad version of him. He was so cunny and arrogant.
He use to share smirks with his friends whenever we hang out together, he was such a jerk .
I flashed back to what happened between Darlington and I
I was already at his place to pay him a surprise visit, carrying bunch of rose flowers .
Getting to the door, I heard him telling his friends about our privacy. At that moment my heart was torn into pieces . His voice echoed as he laughed out loud. " Hahahahahahahaha......
Can you imagine that Mara of a girl who thinks love is enough . " Yet she hasn't given me her virginity " She doesn't want me to taste her honey pot with my tongue and make her squirt so hard. Then i heard another voice questioning him.
"Darlington why don't you wait patiently? If you really love Mara why don't you take her to Alpha Richmond, and get his blessings . " Thereafter you can go ahead with consummation."
No .....!!! Am really fed up, i can no longer continue but thank goodness i found melisa who relieved me of my sexual urge . 'I'm already fucking
her hot sweet and tight pussy that makes me cum hard.
There was a loud roar laughter . "Hahahahahahah"
I put my hand on my mouth to avoid some sobs escaping.
How could I have been so naive, making me clueless .?
How could he do such a thing to me ? The outcome of his actions were totally severe and unbearable
I felt like a walking corpse, i felt my heart has been taken away , my head was aching and my nostrils were bringing out mucus already .
I became a weakling as I struggled to leave then a loud shout escaped my mouth.
Darlington rushed out and met me standing in front of his door. He was perplexed when he saw my face covered with tears. His friends rushed out and they exchanged looks. while, some of them stared at him with guilt
I kept the flower, turned around and took my leave. I was shivering and walking, i was also dumbfounded at the Same time. I had never been belittled and mocked like this. Suddenly I saw my wolf coming towards me .
It's okay Mara , am sorry he did that to you , but you have to wait for your mate he's the only one who can give you overdose of love.
I smiled at my wolf and nodded my head. You're right i should have listened to you. And i promise to wait for my mate no matter how long it takes me .
I went back home and locked myself indoor and was sick for two consecutive days, looking so pale . I could hardly eat , sleep and talk to anyone. My dad was so scared of losing me insane. But the funniest part was , nobody knew what was wrong with me . Not even my dad, my mum or my brother Ashly. One day my mum broke the silence by opening my door with her spare key after she heard my unearthly scream that was piercing the din. My mum raised me up from were i was sitting. She cleaned my mess up and comforted me. She gave me different reasons why i should believe that they is light at the end of every tunnel. My dad also thought me how to be tough in any situation i found myself , and i promised myself not to let myself down all in the name of love
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I avoided Mara the next day after i observed her countenance. She was just busy muttering some words. She was restless as she kept wandering about. Maybe she wasn't pleased with my present , probably I wasn't the kind of mate she had wanted.
Most shewolves would have gotten closer to me and tried talking to me . I thought for a while
Maybe , she's also one of those mate who get attached to their mate when their mate also get close to them. She's one of those who will practically worship and adore their mate.
Well someone has to, and that wasn't me . Cause I had my pack to look after .
My wolf looked at me. making me pause for a while.
And why are you staring at me ?
No am not. Am only picturing you on my mind.
Awnnn!!! Go on and tell me what you saw in your imagination. Well i saw a tall handsome man, with his pregnant wife.
What......?
" what the hell are you saying"?
You don't have to be angry, just be calm and listen to me.
Okay go on
You both were looking so beautiful and adorable, everyone wanted to have a happy ending just like you and your wife. The bond was so strong and unbreakable . Your wife was caring , homely, beautiful and sophisticated. She cared , fed and directed the packs in your absence. It was really a thing of joy and guess what happened? I ended up marrying my beautiful mate . She was amazing , hot and sexy and satisfied me when ever I was horny
I nodded my head in pity " You are really high" and you need to do something about it.